idek's manga / #cool(1)

last read ch 32 . so gooood. girl is so cool, strong, likable, and wow. and dude is cool too TT fl is doing the sword competition to win the herb to save ml mum and thus gain his favour, but I think ml has already kinda become interested in her, it said she broke through his wall hohoho it's so interesting. she's part fairy and has unlimited supply of mana as well., art style is different than the cover, that's just the promo art, the real art is better ,, drool// looks like they updated the cover the art is beautiful and bright, but the story is so dark; it's such a jux;; like something sinister is lurking;; but so goooood;; the ml looks soooo innocent and pure and sweeet when facing her, he's just so soft; the feeling of a fresh blossoming youth;; but there are questionable moments that he looks kinda twisted and obsessive; well, he was a tyrant last life and fl is shaping him into a tyrant this life too;; he trusts her so much; like devoted everything; blindly listening to her wish;; oh boy, he's obsessed with her;;; girl wants to focus on revenge and feels there's no place for emotions like excitement and love, but i wonder if that has changed or will change;;; fl is 20 and ml is like what? 18? rn, he just got made into the crown prince. TTT ml is Whipped. truly devoted, he wants to give the world to her. meanwhile, fl has been a sword for too long, it's hard for her to feel.. she doesn't love him but she trusts him. she believes she has trained him to be obedient to her, but oh boy, did she underestimate how obessesd he is w her. she doesn't know/comprehend that he loves and desires her. (dude literally had a wet dream of her :') she tried setting him up w a girl for marriage but ml threatened her reeeeeaally bad that she escaped to another nation and married ahahah, but fl didn't think ml forced that girl (cos he "obedient" to her) and just thought it was her wrong judgement. fl brothers regrets their past actions and wants to get close to her. (in past life, her blond hair brother was actually really depressed and looking her her - like he didn't know where she dissapeared to; fl's memory is a bit vague since it's been 400 years; did the emperor turn her into a sword wo her family's knowledge??) i hope she will love ml too TT he cray cray for uuuuuu