last read ch 46. omg. this is so sweet. literal uwu. ml and fl are sosososososo sweet, cute, considerate and just ugh. great. ml is so gentle and caring and omg he wants to protect her so badly TT turns out they both have sad past - theyre both illigement children who wanted love but was used as puppets instead. ml is an illigement child of the emperor but the emperor is cold hearted and even gave poison for him to drink and thus turned his left arm into a stone like ugly thing and need medicine every few hours to control the pain he feels throughout his body TT but fl somehow makes him feel better TTTT and he feels like she is someone very familiar and they both weirdly feel comfortable and relaxed around eo TTTTTTT theyre such a cute couple and their morals and personality are such gold. ml is also such a cutie TT fl is trying to not fall for him.. fl found out it was actually the emperor who ordered her to be killed in last life and not her dad.. fl can see fairies now, can face against wizards and got the stone pillar's protection which makes her able to heal - weirdly the fairy told her to not use her healing power on humans?
she agreed to marry him! to work together! common goal! ml also doesnt want to stay under the emperor's thumb anymore, so she helps and he will give protection to her. ml likes her tho uwuwuw theyre both pretty and handsome as well; fl is really strong mentally! and ml really cares, respects and acknowledges her uwuwuwuw cries
New character ~ Jin , the red eyed dude who reeks danger but is real sweet with fl TT feel sad for him that he missed the chance/ it wasn’t meant to be between him and fl :(
her father and brother are truly trash. but she's staying strong and brilliant, and the duke has come to the rescue TT he's taking her away since they're officially engaged
ml's house servants are all(?) really nice and truly cares for the him :(( but he doesn't really know, but fl knows and hopes he will see that as well :'))) he's so considerate;; he's trying to keep a little distance between them (like not seeking to keep her by his side always) because be doesn't want to become obsessed w her since he think he needs to be ready to let her go and be free later on?? seems like fl doesn't really know why he thinks like this either?? (mayb i just forgot some plot). and girl. she's so gentle and steady TT
she moved to his house but right away the emperor called him :( the emperor is so evil :((( he made the disease advance more.. apparently the emperor has some power or connection with the control of that disease
Please Throw Me Away