idek's manga / #Yakuza(3)

last read ch16.2. really interesting. fl turns strong (mentally) sometimes, like her personality becomes twisted-ish/gansta, but she's still very upright normal commoner. ml is such an enigma. u would think he's total trash, stalker, player, psycho and a total creep who's just obsessed w fl, but that moment when he called fl's grandpa, the way he spoke??? about how him being mistaken as a stalker was the only way to stay close and look after her???? that got me confused about how much of him is an act and if he really does actually like her. fl certainty doesn't like him but i think she's getting used to him and getting a bit too close, and i don't think she even knows that herself. ((ml keeps saying he likes her but still sleeps w other girls, he doesn't like them per say and doesn't find joy in speaking to them? or see them as accepting him? he uses this to get connections.. also think he's deeply possessive and jealous. he can't handle the idea that she might leave him or her and shouma tgt, also think he is a bit off in reaction to her saying that yeah, i do have a lot of acquaintances, after he asked her based on his observation... and he was so obsessed w her kidney... he apparently brought train tickets himself to fl's city to see her years back when they shoudn't have even known eo, but he apparently didnt end up being able to see her? hmm

lmaoooooo logic what? mindless fun lol

Last read ch 151. Need to wait for vol15 to start. A pro killer (assassin) told to live like a normie for a year with his driver partner of one/two years, acting as siblings. Girl can fight as well and has really good memory, she's too free now tho and bored so likes to drink (very good drinker) and play with drunk men lol she laughs like crazy from them. They go by satou rn, ml, akira satou? Is a pro, he was thrown into the forest since young with only a knife to survive and go back on his own, repeated cycle, longest 1? Month, made him super strong. Was picked up by his boss when young, the boss seems even stronger. He's enjoying live as a normie. Boss kinda wants him to be a normal person? Idk to test if his ability/talent would decline once he knows normal. The guys growing on me, he's actually really steady, considerate and kinda cute and pure cos he doesn't conform to the societal norm, there's a certain innocence? But maturity and wiseness in that. He's pretty knowledgeable and caring. He isn't cold hearted. Feel like from his forest surviving outing with the other guy, his view on killing is really simple. It's all like nature. There's no conflict and no grudge. From that, u just feel at ease with him? There's a lot of realistic pointers and just really interesting. Rn, the 3rd? In command of the meguro(?) group (the group hiding satou siblings) has given an order of assassination on the big boss and Vice President, saying one has to die. Killer hired is someone in a contract with the fable (nicknamed. They don't have a name for the group. Ml and fake sister is of the group). A second in command or such of fable seeks excitement since fable isn't taking on a lot of cases, he wants the 3rd in command to go up in power since that means there will be more jobs for fable