idek's manga / #Romance(205)

last read ch 65. this is so interesting DDD: the ml is so sweet, touchy, gentle, possessive, considerate and handsome TTT the fl is strong and likable too TTTTTT fl and ml are dating~~~~ for 10 days now hohoho, fl estimate they've got less than 10 months before ml and the other girl meets and fall in love, so she planned to just give him up but hohoho it's already so sweet now, and srsly, she might not think she's doing much but ml is head over heels for her (and her job as a doctor is very important, no matter how she reduces her job to the other girl's) (the other girl's dating cassian (fl's killer in the book) and he a playboy cheating crown prince, and they're having relationship problems) he's the best soft dark boy and shes the best light TT she doesnt really love him yet, she still needs to make to choice to fight and be w him if she thinks her like for him will turn deep as love, so now, she will see through the expedition w ml and side girl. fl has confirmed her feelings TTTTTTTT she said she likes him and won't leave him TTTTTTTTTT i luv their dynamics as well TT and their interactions TTT the story telling and the little details is so good TT a very tame scene even made me tear up,, the emotions that simple action carried TT

last read ch52. very interesting plot, the leads are all likable, dunno how fl will get ml to fall in love w her tho lol (ml's "trying really hard to love the villianess mother" lol), fl got a fun yet not stupid and strong personality, ml looks cold but is actually very considerate and kind - within need, he's cool; can't wait for him to fall for her tho!! prob will take a while tho... :( he's pretty dead set on marrying the evil one... he likes her :( but he's rejecting her proposal cos 1) he thinks/knows she doesn't really like like him and is just asking him to choose her over the evil one 2) he doesn't want to drag her into such a tiring? cruel? troublesome? stressful? dangerous? position :( he just wants to protect her yet stay by her side :(( but girl is going to die in 5 years (cos her body can't take the divine energy of the world since her soul isn't from the world) unless she sticks next to ml cos he's the most divine being. it's good that he doesn't like the evil one either and is on guard w her, he also knows she practices evil magic, just no prove yet. .... dk if it's just me loosing interest but ... feels kinda stupid. girl. stupid. guy. stupid. sigh. she has kinda? figured out her feelings? no. her heart just started beating for him. he's so sweet tho. idk what the girl's at tho. feels like she's playing w the guy since she hasn't figured out her feelings yet but demands so much from the ml (pressing him to call her by her name - a very personal thing for that country costume - , wanting him to tell her 'dont go') she just wants so much wo giving anything back. she really lacks sincerity. man, i feel sorry for ml. cos even he knows it yet he can't reject her. and fl is taking that to the advantage (not consciously but still.) and now that the evil witch is threatening ml to marry her using the exchange of safety of fl, and fl overhears that, she cowards away????? she went like, oh, i really can't change the future and sht????? and wants to escape to the holy temple before going back to her country???????????????? tfq??? man, was i expecting too much for her to grow some balls? and rush in to confront it?? im tired of her feeling sorry for herself, playing w ml and just stupidly wasting away. ugh. ml is so good, just fight for him already. srsly, the author has made the readers sympathise w ml way too much over fl. i really can't feel for fl anymore. (reminds me how she freaking literally forgot about her family for a long while after getting suddenly kidnapped, and she lived a good a good time - good servants, food, company, living - and was so focused on getting the guy to marry/notice her that it needed Him to remind her to send a letter back to her family. oml.) get this air headed piece of cotton confectionary outta here. contemplating if i should remove the strong female lead tag.

last read ch 66. ml is too sweet and soft for this world. no matter how likable fl is made to be, I can't. she gets me frustrated to no ends. the quality of the webtoon is great, just think ml deserves better. I admire some of her qualities (straightforward, rightous) and I deeply dislike other aspects (dense as a stone cold soggy brick). boderline dislikable. (and lmao. everyone's made to be good looking as a piority so u can't tell apart people's age except if they grew a beard or something lol)

last read ch 20. fl is like a gangsta I think ml is starting to feel liking for her, like see that she's different from other women and that she's interesting, but he would never admit that before her cos pride lol. and fl is dead set on divorcing him. not much development yet

last read ch14. really interesting, plot twister. fl and other girl swapped bodies. fl is strong n kinda a villain who wants to be empress cos power not love; the girl who took the spot could be kinda twisted - she got moments of questionablity but she loves the prince - innocent and naieve; prince pretends to love the girl but is really black hearted - sent people to kill her - some assume he wants to kill her and stage it as fl calling the shots and also cause her to die as well - killing 2 birds w one stone; helio is such a handsome sweetheart who only has eyes for fl uwuwu he's the strongest in the kingdom(?), only second to fl uwuwuwuuwu fl saved him and such when younger ~ wish they would end up tgt TT ((girl is of church origin. was locked up till debutant day. weird. mystery. but prince knows. he got her out. the royal dont get along w church. church used fl by swapping her soul w girl. wanted fl to die in girl's stead. but our girl is strong. - soul swapped during ceremony thingo that only happens once a year))

last read ch16.2. really interesting. fl turns strong (mentally) sometimes, like her personality becomes twisted-ish/gansta, but she's still very upright normal commoner. ml is such an enigma. u would think he's total trash, stalker, player, psycho and a total creep who's just obsessed w fl, but that moment when he called fl's grandpa, the way he spoke??? about how him being mistaken as a stalker was the only way to stay close and look after her???? that got me confused about how much of him is an act and if he really does actually like her. fl certainty doesn't like him but i think she's getting used to him and getting a bit too close, and i don't think she even knows that herself. ((ml keeps saying he likes her but still sleeps w other girls, he doesn't like them per say and doesn't find joy in speaking to them? or see them as accepting him? he uses this to get connections.. also think he's deeply possessive and jealous. he can't handle the idea that she might leave him or her and shouma tgt, also think he is a bit off in reaction to her saying that yeah, i do have a lot of acquaintances, after he asked her based on his observation... and he was so obsessed w her kidney... he apparently brought train tickets himself to fl's city to see her years back when they shoudn't have even known eo, but he apparently didnt end up being able to see her? hmm

last read 11. lol, it's pretty wild ride (like a bam bam bam plot), interesting tho, fl doesn't remember a lot of things and now it's become a reverse haram; old ml, new ml (her best friend), another prince and a mysterious guy she supposidly had an affair w? all like her, chasing her lol

last read 61. this is hilarious and completely different from all that's out there, the fl is so sassy, strong and fun ahahha, the art is really good too, give comical drawing, and the fl isn't the typical beauty, she's normal and rather as she said herself, looks like the chiba dog down the street rofl, the prince and he's not what was expecting, he's a playboy trash w scary cat tendencies lol and fl wants to do some serious irreversible damage to him. yuri (the side girl) is cute, real and looks like will be good friends w fl; fl has taken up to protecting her from the capture target trashes ahhahahahha and ml? is actually a wolf who got his tongue and fangs ripped out. he's a big puppy who's always emotional lolol crying and blushing ahahha he's a real soft cutie lololol this is fun and really unique; fl learned she is really talented in swordsmanship season 1 has ended on ch58~ need to wait 3 months for s2 to start.. but omg. all the story male leads has slowly started to like fl?? they are becoming more logical and cuter ahsjhkeshjs they blush!! lol. they're just cute. everyone likes her, heh. she's really cool. anyway, she was saying she's just going to live her own way, but the last scene hinted that the another being that was dictating The blond girl's life is going to fl??? fl is gonna put that thing in its place ! hahaha

last read 7.1. man, I got tears. fl lived w guilt even after reincarnation and beats herself up over it :( in her last life, fl and ml were couple but ml was kinda forced to betray her.. now ml still can't get over it.. but this life, fl has confessed herself as reincarnation (I think ml kinda knew already cos her eyes, the emotions)