idek's manga / #Character Growth(2)

last read ch98. they're so cute tgt :( the guy is sooooo sweet to her :((( he's really head over heels for her and really loyal, it's ride or dy TT and girl is pretty admirable, she grew up in a confined environment where all she knew was controlled by her mother and human interactions were limited (again, due to her mother), but ever since she started seeing her future self in her dreams, she has slowly changed. she confronts her ignorance and actively tries to solve it and she's open to new ideas, she's really admirable and strong. the art kinda got better? well, the male lead looks better as the story progress, but the body proportions skskksk it's the tiny head big body;; luckily it isn't full time. the plot is also really good, but im sooo on the edge worrying the next moment ml and fl will have a big misunderstanding and end or something since they both have such strong personalities and both have some misunderstanding to eo (ml thinks fl has other guys? like she only sees ml as a side boy toy fling - since that's what most astrocates do and that's the environment she was raised in; while fl has uncertainties abt ml, like his purpose of getting close to her - she doesn't believe it is all pure, she thinks he has other motives like for preventing her from becoming emperor for her half brother - cos she would be disqualified if she married a flilf head (which is what ml will apparently become, according to her future dream), and she thinks ml might eventually fall for princess fatia cos that was who ml was w in her future dream, plus in future dream, ml and her didn't get along. BUT girl is working on that and not backing down TTT she said she won't give up on ml and fight fatia for him and came to conclusion that the dream her isn't the current her (or what she would become) nor is it what ml is or will become. TTTT she's so cool and realistic. and even though they have such minor misunderstandings, they are still tgt cos they simply can't give up on eo, they both become soft when in front of eo and om TT it's really sweet. ml is also so understanding and notices how fl actually really is just shy and hides;; tho he is a bit too courteous at times, like, it's alright to think she's jealous!! and even if she is stubborn sometimes, don't give in!! she isn't rejecting him nor stepping back in their relationship no more; he also has said he isn't using her and really does love her (don't know how much of that she believes) hehehe theyre so cuuuuute!! man, he's so loyal and sweet and considerate and patient and omg. and she, oh my, she's so so so good, she has decided to open up herself to him (something she hasn't even done to her caretaker/nanny) and trust him;; it's really good to see her aknowledging what she lacks (in her ways of thinking) and how she is confronting it Season 2 ended at ch98! So far it’s been the official tapas upload, ch99 rn is so bad. Let’s wait.

last read 77. she a real villainess o_o was plotted and killed in last life by her step sister and even thought it was her (fl) fault for acting so uncultured and felt sorry to her step sister - till the evil two face rubbed it in her face that fl is dumb. so this life she is really cunning, they're ~14 so kids but mille has started to hire people to harm her life (last ch w carriage). fl kinda has oscar's interest - mille's love interest. fl is basically just plotting for revenge purely. tho rn she's slowly getting on the good side of people, she doesn't have anyone she can count on. everyone around her is stupid and tactless. dk what ml (i think is the prince) is gonna do, he giving a boquat of flowers to her randomly when she trynna trick him to think she's mille (i.e. dont look for fl for trouble) think that busted? or nah; overall very interesting to see if oscar will like her, if her revenge will succeed or if she will be less extrem as wanting mille's head chopped off and family exhicuted, if she will gain any smart loyal help (she's kinda heartless rn, treats them as pawns), and if fl and ml will fall in love (((the drwaings of guys look like stale bread - not that bad but they really dont stand out, oscar and ml looks pre the same, wonder if he'll grow more handsome as he grows up))) and the hourglass! she got it fixed and hid it in a secret compartment of her room .. sus - not so sus; she doesn't hide it anymore and uses it often to turn back time (5 min). she really is s beautiful poisonous flower. she's rather.. young? she isn't a mature and calculated fl, sometimes her actions and reactions are immature, but it works out/ she just isnt the calm mature type. nothing wrong w it really. she's slowly gaining feelings tho ~ her heart is softening to Sarah who she only saw as an investment, and her feelings is swayed by the crown prince (ml) ~ slowly seeing the possibility that her life can be more than just a use other for her own benefit and survival s show, that she can have someone to rely on /be on the same path as. think they mutrally likes eo ueu / millie trynna kill fl rn tho w the pressure from isis ?? who this hottie?? (anyway, dk why i feel so anxious w everything; their relationship is mutral but feels so rocky - they still adress eo as Lady Aria and Lord Asher, it just feels distant, like there's an invisible barrier between them? even tho he's really dedicated to her and she's falling for him and trying to trust him. on hide sight, hottie isn't going to steal the show. author has made roots for fl and ml w the hint that during childhood ml saved fl w his life pretty much - got a slash down his back damn. anyway, already ch66 yet it still has me anxious through out. phew Ok, ml is set, he’s the ml not the new dude. Girl is of nobel bloodline that’s why she have magical power. She’s trying to trust ml and wait for him to reveal everything to her. Girl seriously have some good character growth.