idek's manga / #Arranged Marriage(1)

Raise wa Tanin ga Ii

Ongoing | KONISHI Asuka | 2000 released

last read ch16.2. really interesting. fl turns strong (mentally) sometimes, like her personality becomes twisted-ish/gansta, but she's still very upright normal commoner. ml is such an enigma. u would think he's total trash, stalker, player, psycho and a total creep who's just obsessed w fl, but that moment when he called fl's grandpa, the way he spoke??? about how him being mistaken as a stalker was the only way to stay close and look after her???? that got me confused about how much of him is an act and if he really does actually like her. fl certainty doesn't like him but i think she's getting used to him and getting a bit too close, and i don't think she even knows that herself. ((ml keeps saying he likes her but still sleeps w other girls, he doesn't like them per say and doesn't find joy in speaking to them? or see them as accepting him? he uses this to get connections.. also think he's deeply possessive and jealous. he can't handle the idea that she might leave him or her and shouma tgt, also think he is a bit off in reaction to her saying that yeah, i do have a lot of acquaintances, after he asked her based on his observation... and he was so obsessed w her kidney... he apparently brought train tickets himself to fl's city to see her years back when they shoudn't have even known eo, but he apparently didnt end up being able to see her? hmm