idek's manga / #Alpha X alpha(3)

Last read ch 23. It's fking angst ;; ash doesn't like Carly. He treats him with so much endearment and care and is soooooo suggestive with his words and actions (I thought he was sly and only doing this to open Carly up) but noooooo, he actually likes Carly's brother's husband (nick). Tf. Carly is so cute and I cry. He deserves the world :'((((( so I read some spoiler (there's a novel), and Carly was about to confess but overheard ash saying they're only sex partners and nothing more (cry cry cry) so Carly broke it off w him, which made ash come to his senses? Carly goes on to get engaged to another omega. But in the end, Carly and ash gets tgt and marry and raise a dog (lmao). But srsly, I feel so sad and bad for Carly, his thoughts that ash has so many people to love him so he would be fine, that ash's feelings are very fleeting like he can give so much affection so easily and quickly, yet also loose it just the same, (and his constant worries that ash will just get bored of him..) while Carly is a person who slowly opens and will give their all to one person for pretty much eternity :'''((( idk how ash can redeem himself. Even I don't trust how he can love Carly for life. I just don't trust ash. How can he led Carly round like that??! Even I'm mistaken. Ash clearly knows how innocent Carly is yet he still acted so ambiguous :( (Their new year kiss was from 6yrs ago, and Carly still couldn't forget it nor him ;;;;;;;; fking ash, did u save the world in ur past life or something?) Alpha x alpha is the tea tho

last read ch 16. ml (alpha) fell for mc's friend (omega) at a bar, but the friend gave mc's (alpha) number and name instead. mc and ml msg and talked, mc fell for ml. but when the finally met, ml rejects mc. but ml is too friendly and kind hearted. they cut contact but got hormonal/mental issues due to cutting ties w a close contact (abo bond stuff), so get better they need to spend 1 month tgt to fizzle out the relationship. mc still wants to win over ml but we're not seeing any progress ahah it's interesting, just too little ch