takame's manga / #bittersweet(83)

older uke and younger seme pairings. ch.1-3, 5.5.: girly-looking seme x usually stoic, manly uke is the norm for this author. #domestic seme x #nursery school teacher uke ch.4-5: bittwersweet story about former teacher and student. student is now a teacher and of right age. love triangle between teachers.

Aseru > misshitsu Monchi-sense's early work. One sad and fucked-up story. A deep exploration of the underaged seme's unstable mind, and how did he became like that. Uke is a college student. Chained and kept in bed for days, he denied whatever his feelings over and over again. Kind-of unexpectedly, it ended in something bittersweet. #mindbreak manga.

#UNDERRATED. Don't let the cover drive you away! you'll miss out something good. It's actually sad, dark and somewhat realistic. What a trans suffers from the inside, hating self, hating others... he can't come to terms w/ himself falling inlove with an oji-san loser and his crossdressing that he suffered for more than a decade of denying who he is. warning: age gap couple creepy-ass "perfect" parents fear of society's judgment fabulously out in the end!

main story: prince seme x (human trafficed) japanese slave uke. fairytale romance in the desert. prince and all. p. 174-end: A follow-up story of what happened after the second prince smuggled the japanese guy out to their country. Now, he's at japan taking college and he's exchanging letters with the prince. They miss each other. --------ɫ ⬧ ɫ-------- Unrelated oneshot. p. 150-174: aw man, this is a bittersweet and a little angsty oneshot that hang down the revelation of feelings it's frustrating and nice at the same time. uke broke the vase & became a sex relief. still, he loved this cold-blooded businessman who has his own vulnerabilities too. businessman x poor part timer

An accident that changed the whole life of three youths who is just starting to live theirs. #twins #older twin x childhood friend.childhood friend ended with younger omega twin instead. --- Older twin's roommate in tokyo. A slutty omega who takes advantage of his heat season. The title-bearer of this manga. #did not end with anyone but learned his lesson.

⟫ Te wo Tsunaide, Sora wo > Amayakana Toge > Aisanai Otoko > Vanilla Star. 〚story of the guy sahara-san has previous sexual relations with 〛 #persistent seme - seme-in-love. deviates away from the publishing company and is done in the perspective of the man who is inlove with sahara but sahara sees him only as a sex friend. While nursing his brokenheart, he somehow saw this #AV actor and #fell in love at first sight like he don't know why. He began pursuing the guy (to the point of being stalker-ish LOL) and discovered the guy's also selling himself. Sad, but he used it to make contact. Overall, it's a satisfying love story where you see how they get together and you see how they are when they are going out, plus meeting the ex-lover. Weird enough, seme and sahara-san are still friends till the end lol. They are even textmates. btw, something I noticed about this mangaka is the BJ face of his characters are erotic and hot even if there's no lewdness in it like stray semen or whatnot.

a beta x omega thorny path to love #childhood friends to lovers. interesting how this couple defied the physical and intuitive constraints of the omegaverse mating and overcame it through love. it's not a perfect fairytale romance but a #bittersweet one yet it's where they are the happiest. and that made it beautiful.

⟫ Kono Yoru no Subete > Donten no Hekireki. "If I don't become dead inside I wont be able to handle it." Maaan. It's a bittersweet story of empty men with bloody hands finding warmth. #bodyguards of a politician. seme trains uke and develop an interest towards the #cold uke. for a man who had nothing, they became everything to each other. #bisexual seme x uke (who haven't figured himself out)

Two wounded children got together after some years apart. It's too sad. That abduction and pedophilia #abuse that persisted till the boy was a teen hurt so much. It is not directly told but inbetween the panels you'd figure it out. Uke had a shitty life. Both experienced trauma and there's no adult that helped them. They were on their own. It's a sad, lonely world but now they had each other and have grown up somewhat. At least now they can take care of each other and shook off their cages.

What's this? I Can't believe it's not marked as "manga's I've read" yet. WORTH REREADING MANY TIMES OVER! I like the fantasy plot and the mystery that surrounds the place #family manga - the people who adopted him are genuinely care for him that it doubles his guilt and low self-worth, hiding in a cruel mask. and the character. The way the mangaka reveal the missing puzzle of uke's lost memory and the mystery of seme's odd acting kept me in anticipation. That final self-sacrifice in the end is touching. Aww. (It's a sweet happy ending). BTW, there is a real life nara prefecture in japan, and nara means "deer" so his family is the local god/animal diety of the place. #heavy-baggaged uke #suicidal character