The Gospel
All I'd say is.... NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. This is not your usual BL where it's all romance & crap. Fluff heads I recommend to stay away. Otherwise, it's an interesting, twisted & hardcore story. #S&m + toys, mind break. uke is a pain slut, an extreme maso rape, mind break, sex slave, murder. Edit: Way before Killing Stalking exists, there is this manga.
Tenshi no Uta (NISHIDA Higashi)
Not for the faint of heart. UNDERRATED. DOESN'T DESERVE IT'S LOW RATE. This is the story of three tragic men who eventually were able to understand each other. A widower who is wasting his life and finds himself in tears every night, a son that was never shown love by his odd father but yearns for it and continuously fights for the man everytime, and famous yet tragic musician-conductor that could remain broken all throughout his life. #reencounter ten years after. Doctor will serve as a catalyst to heal this painful rift between father and son.
Ten Count
touched. it's been a long road and i've fallen inlove with the two main characters at the course of the story. now i need to reread again from chapter one without interruptions. Uke that has loads of issues. and as fate does it, he met a psychologist who might be the perfect match for him. from the start, it won't be easy making him admit their feelings so easily. what with his past trauma and germphobe self.
Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi
⟫ Mitasareru Kuchibiru > Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi . | seme makes the saying "it's always the quiet ones". being an honor student is just a facade but behind the perfect face lies a disturbed personality
Grand Guignol
#viscount seme x foreigner uke. a viscount took home a german language translator in a still xenophobic japanese era. everyone are against it. very sad yet hot manga that touches on some kinks. hardcore. beware of multiple partners and mental abuse
Kusatta Rasen
gynophobic, broken dad faces the world, pretending to be sane x son who loves his dad but is twisted anyway. incest? fucked up? not like he hates it. possesive seme x yandere uke. gynophobia - seme
Akaneshinchi Hanaya Sange
It's kinky, depraved and dirty & the rough drawing amplifies that. Hot especially the Toilet Boy scene. It's philosophical alright? It's a deep & unique masterpiece but not everyone can appreciate nor understand. And with an unconventional art style too. Enough with the bashing leave it if it's not for you. warning: het sex in the beginning.
Bara no Hitomi wa Bakudan