Hug Me (๑˃ᴗ˂)'s manga / #revenge(2)

Uniquely disturbing plot.. I mean ,the storyline and plot twist is great just the pedophilia is extreme! The mysterious monk who the boy was fascinated with why drugged and castrated him I am curious to know.. To be true, I couldn't find myself sympathizing with the MC even if he suffered and myself feeling relieved when he got his revenge even though revenge plots are usually my favorites where I always feel empathy towards the vindictive MCs.. I don't know whether I should be sorry about his sorrows or get mad at his actions.. I read this whole thing, liked it, but felt nothing.. I only felt sad for no one but the King.. Though I guessed half the twist cuz I could never predict what's happening in the king's POV part.. ##spoiler: I couldn't guess the father also used to have intimate sexual (also love may be) relationship with the king in their earlier days which made the King so obsessed with him.. I could totally feel the King's love for him (the King even raised his son and gave him care).. though it's not revealed whether the father betrayed their love or was forced to abandon the King and marry someone else and we'd never know this ever..##

Revenge Mystery BL.. I predicted the whole thing thanks to my years of reading detective mystery novels..