Miva's manga / #Psychological(19)

I have twisted feelings about this manga. I do like it but I also don't. I like that it is psychological manga about curse, murders , violence and he'll... But I really hate rape and sex violence. It is so much horrible. PS. I read a lot of yaoi manga where there was "rape" and even though I didn't like it either but I did like the fact that there was love and and their relationship went well. So it is so much different. I really don't know what should I think about this manga. Even though I do want to see how will this go on and what will the main character do (?).