Emanresuym's manga / #S&M(13)

Read to ch 51. Dis/Undiscontinued. Then finished, but after reading the BL side story. And IDK if that tainted my view, but i hate FL. She and uke are toxic together, but she led him on massively. Uke is poorly treated by literally everyone, and thus tries to also use them. I think he first was a shit to FL, but she handled it so badly that it spiralled (would have been a normal manga trope misunderstanding fight and make up bit). Ehh. So FL toys with uke, and fucks seme and her boytoy, decides she likes how she is with boytoy best and finally kicks uke out with nowhere to go and no one to help him. He is gonna jump off bridge, after getting in debt to try to fix his situation, but too scared to die, goes to seme who prev offered financial help. Seme however has a taste for fucking with him, and likes seeing him cry. Then side story begins.

Read up to ch5, so down for this. Uke/sub goes to a masked seme/dom regularly. Has to stop as he is becoming a private school teacher where bground checks are conducted. At end of scene, dom takes off mask and sub orgasms after a period of denial. Uke starts job, does roll call and comes face to face with student who is his dom. They play during/after school.. about to get caught?

Read to ch6. Attractive vampire uke; gets needy around human seme with special blood. Human realises and plays into it, teasing uke. Dom/sub. Cute.

Editor helps author with erotic visuals and descriptions of sensation for his book. Good start, but waiting for non-trial versions. Read up to ch2 (not incl trials which arent full chapters).

Really good. Actor chanbit chose his friend from college to be personal manager. Manager loves him, is always doing everything for him etc. Chanbit sleeps around, has a traumatic past of not being loved by fam, orphanage and later his ex bf in high school who was a bad (but kinky) dom. That dom comes back and creates havoc w blackmail. Manager and chanbit fight back and love prevails, aw.

Oddly sweet. Starts with nurse dom seeing uke go through bad life events. Uke tries to die by jumping off building, but seme has trauma from killing his bro by falling on him as a child. Seme says he'll take his life if he doesnt want it, and locks him up, rapes him, gives him lots of pleasure to make him want to live. End up falling in love and happily ever after.

Very cute, transfer student gets pursued for s&m.

Read to ch74, end. Best friends(?), seme likes uke, later revealed he falls out of like as uke clearly crushing on seme and he finds that amusing. Seme orders bdsm toys, uke opens parcel, seme has uke put collar on and starts getting dommy - was gonna dump him then but uke reacts well and they begin to play more :D flashbacks to highschool. Now back in present, uke observing semes loving expressions etc, while drunk tells seme he knows he likes him. But also insecurities. Seme shocked but realises he may like him again. Uke shopping for sextoy to surprise seme, but spots seme at a dom/sub bar, turns out to be look alike owner of bar. Suspicious. He's a chaebol, hits on uke, tirned down, both he and seme know of each other when uke says they look like each other.. hm. Seme thought he had more time, chaebol stole ukes wallet and reacts to ukes name.. his first childhood love. Chaebol waits for uke, go out, back at bar he discovers uke originally found this place looking for sextoy shop which he also runs. Introduces him to whipping, leaving deliberate mark which seme finds. Uke shows toys and lies he made marks himself. Seme angry at uke for being so clueless and vulnerable, angry at self for enjoying mark he puts on uke, jerking off above uke until he wakes up. Binds him with tape, forced orgasms, seme wont stop, uke uses safe word hoping seme will stop. Seme is stunned and then very angry, realising someone taught uke this. Ch37 gives semes true perspective, psychopath who cant love, felt it once with uke but was chasing it since, shell of it better than nothing, but desires to hurt/destroy uke when he is with others, so he decided best to be with him and be ukes ideal gentle etc partner. Seme tells uke it has to be him, dont be with others. Uke falls for it again. Seme answers chaebols call, they recognise each other and peacock. Seme set the fam on him and boasts about uke relo. Seme on a date w uke, uke wants matching tshirts, seme instead buys matching watch and says uke has to wear it at all times now, proof he's his master and should they set a safeword. Uke looks conflicted, seme doesnt remember a song from the day uke realised he liked him, seme looks like he has to try to make uke happy (unnatural), uke wondering if he is the only one in love and whether theyre even in a relo. Chaebol ilys, uke crying. Flashback to child seme meets child uke; like each other, semes parts romeo/juliet like - ran away together against fam wishes, she got sick, he couldnt afford to save her and hung himself in front of seme, seme goes outside and paints, uke visits, uke not as cheery inside and has sad fam stuff too. Seme wants ukes happiness, a first for him, vows to get him a house and come back to him one day. Reunited in highschool but uke forgotten him and his real name, they restart their friendship, seme a little bitter but then decides not ukes fault, focus on making him happy, but feels empty. Realizes when uke avoids him, he just wants to possess him. Current time, uke at doppelsons house, doesn't feel same way. He loses his temper, tells uke the truth about their identities (tho says he was also the one who met him as a kid, which is a lie) & tries to force uke. uke cries, he stops & says how do I Make you smile like he does? They start talking about when he met uke but seme arrives and asks wtf? Uke leaves w seme, seme holding back his feelings, uke trying to help. Seme spanks uke, uke basically tells seme stop holding back and do what you want. Seme showomg him, 10 hits.. only does 9, uke wont safe word so seme stops.. relo over. Seme perspective now, wants to hurt him, but wants him happy too. Kicks him out, uke actually has a spine for a minute and claps back, leaves to a motel, hopes for seme to say it was a joke and he'd let him fool him. Uke not going to rely on others anymore, seme affected more than he realised he would be, uke meeting with chaebol, realises he wasnt the kid he painted with afterall, realises what he did wrong and seme cares. Sick, walking home, seme comes running. Lol uke giving seme a hard time, semes has just been pouting thinking uke forgot him as a kid, all fixed when uke tells him he just didnt know his name but ofc he remembered and missed him. Seme still has doubts, uke says fine, lie to yourself and say ily then. Seme starts to, but realises his feels were hidden but there all along, ily fr. Sexytimes in car, seme tells uke to return to him, will make him happiest person. Uke plays master at home, until seme topples him haha. Now seme trusts him and is happy i guess. Facing childhood home etc, seme finally addressing things, feels lighter. Uke and doppel meet, uke says have we met before? Doppel recalling meeting uke one day when switched in as seme on the field trip, realised uke liked seme and felt comfortable with uke so decided to have him for himself. Uke wants to be friends with doppel, doppel rages but calms and Kinda agrees. Happy end.

Up to ch12. Ex idol propositions a teacher to wreck him, blackmail etc. Cute blackmail scene, seme being toppy, but uke really wears the 'pants'. Seme getting jealous when others stan uke in his class. Ex member of idol group reentering now..