Emanresuym's manga / #BDSM(35)

Ch34. Uke whidtleblower at work, asks to transfer into semes division - seme says uke isnt qualified but he'll let him if he sleeps with him every saturday for 3 months. Uke reluctantly agrees, being gay and affirms he has had sex before. However uke crying all the time, overly innocent etc vs seme into bdsm/pain. Seme introduces safe word to manage ukes fears, seme looks like he might be getting feels as he is starting to feel hurt by uke drawing lines bw them. Tells uke its time to fuck now - uke terrified, hints in flashbacks that uke was gang raped in school and expecting seme to be awful too. Sex with seme is good, uke wondering why he was so afraid, allows seme to stay the night at hotel w him, asks seme basically whether theyre monogamous. Season2, uke looking at pic of sisters graduation, gets call from mum asking to send them money and berates his about being gay etc - flashback after the sexual assault in ukes youth, mum goes 'boys will be boys' in excusing the offenders. Uke feeling crap, wants to cry, asks seme to do their session tonight, a work night, and lies that he has a fam thing on the weekend. Seme knows its a lie but takes uke to his place, sexytimes, spanks for lying, uke cums and more spanks for cumming without permission. Sleeping in semes arms, uke feeling comfort he cant get without pain, means a lot to him, seme holding back from more fucking. Meeting up at semes house, seme has to go to work but decided to have quickie instead

Ch30. Uke looking for femdom queen; thinks he is finally meeting one - but turns out to be a man. Uke says i'm not gay, seme says do this gay test then. Uke takes the challenge, goes to a sauna seme recommended, and is pleasured there. Uke realising he enjoys being degraded and this kind of stuff so goes along with it. Seme likes to watch mostly, uke wanting to try sexy with seme tho. Kinks.

Ch40. Mark as fave! A very well done bdsm manga. Uke is a good looking guy but people cant tell due to his glasses lol. Wanting 'more' out of sex, he looks on an app and comes to a bar to meet bartender who has a sex ring thing happening in basement. Seme approaches uke at bar and warns him off, bartender is bad news. Uke interested in seme but doesnt really listen; drugged and attacked in bathroom, seme 'saves' uke and uke gets a glimpse of how he might be rough in the right ways for him. Seme doubtful but they enter a relo - plays are perfect and stimulating - impact play, bladder holding, etcetc. Seme draws hardline between play and real, calling uke "mr" in play and his name if play ended. However lines blur as seme getting posessive, jealous of uke's stalker, etc - lots of red flags keeping relo very casual/treating uke nonhuman etc but this is to ukes taste so is fine - revealed that seme is a 'dom' (not just sadist) and wants control over uke. Uke trying to accommodate this, as seme accommodated him so well. Getting angsty(?), seme wanting to know where uke lives but uke not falling for trick.