last ch read: 45
plot: idol mc, has a stalker big guy, he offers to be his sponsor now that mcs group got separated and he had no jobs but mc rejects it. then out of nowhere he gets a cover magazine and that makes him popular, ml goes to his fansign, then is presented to mc as his bodyguard. mcs career is going well and he gets drunk one night and sleeps with bodyguard thinking its ex bf. except he gets a call from his ex bf who he had a scandal and decided to broke up with, one day when hes recording the ex bf appears, mc is scared but bodyguard defends him and avoids a rumour. mc forgets his phone at studio, goes back and meets ex again, slaps him and rapes him. btw before this mc had a experience where a guy wanted to enter into his apartment, sth abt the code and pad. he got scared bc it happened at 4am. one day he goes to his apt and finda broken glass, reports it but police doesnt do anything, bodyguard defends him. all of it was him btw. i think before this was the livestream where bodyguard hugged him idk. anyway so bodyguard offers his place and to stay tgt with mc. he accepts and bodyguard takes out the camera from his teddy bear, puts him so that mc finds it, he does and discovers he was filmed a long time ago, and that he had sex with ml. ml tells him he hid it for his sake and that ex bf mentioned sth abt it as if he knew so mc believes its ex bf. ex bf is out of the apt and starts yelling, mc lets him in to avoid scandal, puts him in his place but ex bf is abt to hit him when bodyguard steps in, and lets ex bf hit him. ex bf runs away, ml follows him and hits him, was abt to kill him but mc went to find ml. then they sort of sleep tgt > become bfs. ml becomes even more aggressive with time, risking mcs career bc he forces him to do it on public spaces. mc get angry but ml always manipulates him and mc wants to avoid fighting. mc gets a small role in a tv show, hes filming and gets to know other people, one guy in particular sort of flirts w him, ml goes crazy jealous and hurts himself on set to have mcs eyes on him and mc sees how he stabbed his palm himself. meanwhile mc kept asking others abt ex bf because he disappeared, ceo told him he was going outside of country and same as ex manager. THE TWIST(?) is that ex bf was the stalker who installed the cam, but still ml was another weirdo and is from a chaebol family so he has a lot of money and paid ceo for everything, as well as mcs apt and for more opportunities. he met mc when he was finishing highschool and was in love at first sight and mc told him his debut was accepted. present day > 1 month goes by and mc kept sort of avoiding ml. the last day of shooting comes and he was going to go to the dinner but ml suddenly appears, he pulls him and shouts at him, saying hes ungrateful and more, jealousy attack, mc gets scared and cries, he is saved by coworkers who saw him being pulled. mc decides to go w them. btw ml has mental issues due to sth in his childhood. mc comes back to home, finds ml, ml throws him around, rapes him even while mc is called on his phone and its that co-actor, mc gets angry and slaps him, wants to break up w him, except ml grabs him and hits him. END OF S1
S2 >>>> mc wakes up, ml put a ring on his finger, tells him theyre at their house and he will never let him go, mc is scared, tries to leave but ml shows that he slept for 2d and there were no news ab him and tells him hes paying ceo and ceo knows. he rapes mc, mc tells him no multiple times, ml hits him again. next day mc hides from him in the room, ml breaks windown from door and tugs his hair, later he rapes him again, director from company wants to find mc. mc keeps getting raped, hes lost weight. ml forcefeeds him but mc faints, then they go out in the snow for a walk, mc notices he has security all around the house. ml tells mc they can have another walk if he eats, mc sees an open window, sneaks out, mc jumps while ml watches him, twists his ankle and starts running towards the forest. He gets caught, ml kills a guard in front of him and breaks ankle, brings him back and backstory ab ml going to therapy sessions, he harmed animals.
The Abyss