iamhungry's manga / #Rich ML(35)

last ch read: 60 but finished the novel plot: mc has a crush on ml from college and starts follow him around. one day he stays asleep outside and sees ml going somewhere, he follows and sees ml killing someone. ml is like mafia/whatever lol. ml discovers hes hiding and exposes him, rapes him. mc tells him he wont tell anybody. ml starts harrassing him in college too. mc has a debt, only has his mom and he works as tutor. mc ml and another guy become a group for a project, that guy starts bothering mc and being clingy during one of their sessions at mls house, so he hits him and leaves him in coma. ml keeps raping mc usually at night, mc throws up. mc has to go tutoring but one time he throws up during one session and is fired. ml keeps calling him and ordering him to answer him and come whenever he wants, mc has to comply. ml always hits him or grabs him by the hair. one time mc didnt sleep and ml tells him to sleep in his bed or they'll fuck. mc wakes up in time for tutoring. ml orders him to quit and gives him a black card. mc doesnt want to use it and is scared ml would ask him to pay later if he does, he and his mom get passports, mc wants to leave and run away. he isnt able to give black card back. one day a class is cancelled and ml texts him to meet him later. mc goes to airport. ml followed him there and grabbed him until they were in incheon(?) which is another city (not the same where mc lives). mc tells him he didnt plan to run away, ml can tell his lies and tells him he could cut his legs LOL. orders him that if he goes anywhere else besides mcs home and college, he should ask him first OMG this bastard. seme hits uke again and uke keeps hiding abt wanting to run away so seme says he'll punish and threats to get one of his teeth, mc cries and begs ml not to, ml accepts and instead he chokes him on his cock. later mc wakes up and finds that all of his clients fired him. next day he tries to use black card but it was cancelled, mc tells ml he was fired and since it was his doing he should help him, ml threatens him and mc cries and begs again cuz he needs to pay debts, asks for 3k, ml gives him 5k. they have sex again, one day ml tells him in college he wants to hit him again bc hes "playing hard to get", so mc accepts anything he says. he treats himself by going to movies and eating a burger, but before he called ml for his permission. he realized ml gets notifications everytime he uses his card. mcs mother lies to him that she'll go to his aunts house but he gets called by aunt and discovers his mom is sick has uterus fibriosis(?) and will get surgery, she hid it because of the debts, ml picks him up and gives him a ride to his home, mc confronts his mom, btw he lied to her saying he quit his jobs and now hes tutoring a rich kid. ml takes him to a fancy dinner with burger but mc gets angry bc he realizes ml has people following him and communicating everything about his life including his mom so he knew abt the illness, mc yells at ml for not telling him. then mc realizes ml is getting mad and ml doesnt punish him, instead he makes mcs mom be in a priv room at a good hospital and pays bills. mc is able to save money now and mom came out from surgery great. mc asks ml if he can sign up for studying and also go to party (a friend he knew arrived), he gives him permission. turns out ml also went to party and gets close to him, everyone knows now hes close to ml, mc gets drunk and ml takes him home, ml gets jealous bc mc is flirty and touchy when drunk but later just fucks him in bathroom, mc asks him not to be mad. next day mc still remembers and ml tells him not to forget his promise ab doing what ml wants. mc got enrolled in academy where jinhwa friend studies too. he starts mentioning him a lot and ml notices, gives mc a warning and ml says he would be busy. mc asks if he can go to reunion w friends from academy, mc promises not to drink, ml agrees. mc drinks alcohol by mistake thinking its water but then he believes ml wont know since he told him he didnt have ppl following him anymore, he takes some glasses until ml calls him and asks him to come to his house. mc leaves and they take a pic, mcs friend jihwan mentions ab him drinking alcohol in a message. both were abt to have sex until mc needs to have his phone and ml knows his patron and sees messages, punishes him w drinking a bottle of alcohol then hes made to give bj and later vomits, mc is grabbed by hair and hes tired but mc tells him to give his ass while being supported by wall and he does, he falls once theyre done (in the novel). ml reminds him of his promise of not drinking and tells him not to meet w jinhwa and stop going to academy. days pass and mc quit, starts taking online classes, until his friend jihwan messages him ab being IA and the team leader having an accident. when mc meets ml later he asks if he had anything to do w that, bc in the next morning of #that day mc mentioned that guy bothering him. ml implies he did and jinhwan shouldve been in one too LOL. mc gets scared and promises not to interact w any not even going to vsitt to hospital. mc buys scarfs for mom and aunt, feels like hes being followed after the call from the gangster. mc goes to ml graduation w flowers, hears ppl speculating abt ml having a gf. ml takes pic of mc w flowers and they meet jihwan, ml gets jealous and grabs nc possessively. mc swears it was a coincidence, ml believes him, until mc asks him if he has a gf, then it puts ml in bad mood and mc asks of he wants to throw away the flowers. ml gets pissed and brings him to his car, kisses him, and basically tells him to stop those ideas. mc visits ml one day and gets a call outside of his house abt an anon implying ml is his bf and hes getting money from him, talks abt debt. mc mentions they arent datin and hes just his hobae. ml listens to this and questions mc, mc thinks they arent even fwb but hes his dog and ml likes to control him, ml gets pissed because mc doesnt think theyre a couple, i mean can u blame mc LOL, and makes it clear that if they were fwb he wouldnt do the things he does for mc. ml grabs mc to his room and they have sex (implicit), and tells mc hes his. mc later receives a call that his brother came back, ml gives him permission to go but tells him to CALL HIM. he must call him when he meets someone to ask permission when he gets scared and misses him. mc understands and goes, turns out mcs brother doesnt have money but his mother coddles him, mc is angry, brother goes away, a day later he hasnt returned until he does and they plan to escape bc the truth is that brother doesnr have money and they want to sell their organs. mc plans to call ml but hesitates and his brothers takes his phone and in their fight its dropped. mc considers wanting to call him to feel conforted by ml and he dgaf anymore until he realizes its the manipulation. mc clears his mind and plans to escape from gangsters and ml. family tries to escape but a van comes out and theyre kidnapped. mc wakes up and begs them to let him make a call, they refuse to, and suddenly ml appears. ml breaks mc's ankles and then he lets mc speaks, he begs for help, ml makes him choose between following him or not ever crossing paths again, mc chooses him, ml hurts the tug that hurt mc and kills(?) him while mc watches. mc takes him in his arms and promises to take care of his brother and mom.