iamhungry's manga / #Psychological(24)

last ch i read: 50 plot: mc is a psychologist that works q police, aftef treating a detective in bad state one guy gets into his car and treathens him to become his therapist, he has to accept and does it, on first session he is violent and even forces mc to eat a sandwich and talks ab his dog, made certain advances on him to make him touch his scars > second session on xmas in a remote cabin, he almost forces mc into a blowjob but pushes agaisnt his mouth and comes which is still SA , mc tries to make him understand rape and sex isnt the same, ml confesses he has fantasis ab him and that he wants to have sex w him and touches him, mc uses rewards if he contains himself and verbalizes instead of acting with kiss on the cheek, ml then tells him his father basically treated him like his dog and both grew up in a basement, btw he started the fire that killed his parents and he hs scars bc he went back to save his dog so hes kinda a sociopath or a psycho lol > mc tells the unstable retired detective he knows who father is, he kidnaps mc by using drugs but gets killed by someone in front of him when he tried to kill mc, mj saves him, bathes him and they rut into eo, mc still on drugs and doesnt push him away lol, then he asks help from friend whos a doctor. mc wakes up and remembers ml comforted him, ml also kissed him while unconscious btw. ml cant control himself and humps on him and makes him come twice, then he asks not only kisses to stop but for the dr to tell him he likes him and it works although he kept kissing him on the mouth. then ml tells him that if he stays w him he wont contain himself and mc stays, mc again loses control and they have sex, a bit rapey, theres penetration, they do it twice. mc returns to the city, ml has to stay low due to police, everyones trying to find 'father' and mc gets to know about 'crack', second in comand. mc is suspicious any of those is the person who survived from his thesis. mc tries to make things clear w ml but ml wants him; mc explains he cannot treat him as patient if he wants him, so both agree to date. ml buys the apt next to mcs in the same building and they sneak into mls house and have a date. theres sex while mc gets called on the phone and another time theyre interrupted by same thing. anyway so mc faints one day and someone carries him, a dr who will now work on the same hospital, from clinic team, it appears hes father but idk. mc is given time off, ml suddenly comes to his apt agitated bc father told him he was going to get close to mc. The truth is that ml did work for crack but he didnt know it was delivering drugs, and he lured him in saying ml could get to meet mc and told everything abt him, ml got obsessed with mc when he saw a documentary and mc was the only one who didny refer to him as victim. ml was angry father might take him away or rape mc, wanted to rape mc but mc told him that if he did they couldnt be lovers anymore and he doesnt want to feel used, convinced him to take a bath to calm down. ml accepts and stops. ML is also not having sex w him only for his own pleasure and is learning rape isnt sex. he discovers mc likes spanking. days later mc is kidnapped and hes gang raped in a party, crack (patient from his thesis) kidnapped him to end the hunt from father, whos whis cousin. ml arrives and lits everything on fire and kills. mc is saved and he has reaction to being in a car just like before (bc he was almost killed by that officer before), ml calms him down and suggest him to have sex to create better memories inside. mc accepts and they now sort of have a dom and sub dynamic.

plot: ml films mc and friend minwoo having sex w a hidden camera and blackmails him, he starts isolating him while doing sexual harrassment and mc creates a plan to get away from him, starts pushing his friends away after another was pushed to a river an he suspects its ml, one dat he seduces ml to have sex w him and he does but its too much and mc tells him to stop bc of the multiple positions and didnt have a rest, door knocking and its the police who finds them and what they see is ml forcing himself on mc. s2 starts after 9yrs of prison and a time lept of 10 yrs, mc feels guilty bc it wasnt his plan that ml gets in jail but he didnt confirm his alibi, hes now sorry and ml kidnaps him, he was expecting it bc he knew hed get revenge, almost kills the guy that drugged mc and tried to sleep w him but mc talks him through it, then ml tells him he wont beat him but instead they will keep seeing eo, mc tlls him he enjoyed having sex w him and havent had it since 10yrs ago, BASICALLY THE TITLE ITSELF CUZ GIRL.. YOU WERE BLACKMAILED DID U FORGET THAT? AND HE WAS FORCING YOUUU ----stopped reading at ch 28 bc found out artstyle changed badly and story gets stupider

last ch read: 57 plot: ml about to get married to his college friend, on a night he meets mc who used to be his friend/lover but vanished. he kisses him, but one spy sees them. both were friends in college w mc, and girl liked him too, even making the moves on mc first but mc liked ml. mc has a hard life, he has a debt(?) which is why he got involved w gang/mafia and many men used his body, prostituing him agaisnt his will he used to cry a lot during his first times and in a manssion he was known as the crying boy who constantly tried to escape. in the present he is under he chairman's wing, no one is allowed to touch him unless they have his permission, except ml 2 whos a bastard that raped him too and does it constantly, mc cannot refuse him. one time he tells ml the truth abt part of his past and that he sells his body, ml becomes more protective and one time he gets booked in the hotel ml works on, after rape gangbang (finished in deal w important guy), ml takes mc to his home to fix his wounds, and loses his job bc of that. he also tells fiance to rethink abt getting married. after that, they meet again and go to cinema, but ml 2 sicko follows them, in bathroom he rapes mc until ml comes looking for him and forces door open, saves him, but mc beats him up to save ml bc he knows if he didnt ml2 would do much worse and put him in danger, he goes away after ml faints from hit. COLLEGE > in reality mc and ml were never lovers but they liked eo and they knew it, they became closer and one day mc mentioned hus mother saw the moment he was abt to get raped by his stepfather and thats why she beats him, since then ml thought the love/desire he felt for him was unnaceptable and didnt want mc to feel obligated, so one night they were abt to kiss, he ended up not doing it and mc was hoping they would, gets angry and leaves, he thinks to himself that hes a whore as everybody says and that ml probably thought that as well @ kiss. mc goes to his apt and finds his mother dead and two men coming to get their debt back, they rape mc and kidnap him and sell him to get said money, hes restrained and raped by multiple men for months until he 'becomes' a prostitute. then, ml2 meets him and 'treats him gently', first time mc has ever felt that, one day he tried to escape and mc2 helped him get to police, but police were working w same mafia and didnt help him, he got beaten up to the point of almost dying but ml2 saves him from drowning, mc thinka he shouldve died, then ml2 asks him if he wanted to visit his college, they do and he sees ml, ml2 threatens him saying he could put ml in danger so mc doesnt react and leaves, meanwhile ml is going to police everyday and stays outside of his apt hoping to find him. then, ml2 takes him under his wing and once he recovered a bit, hes thrown a party dressed in white but turns out it was a gangrape party. mc feels devastated bc he sort of trusted ml2 and hes his only source of comfort, and he was thrown again to being used. he stayed in his manssion where he got the name of crying boy, then his vip client was the police chief who was a sadistic asshole and always left him bad injuries, ml2 tells he will leave a knife under pillow and next time mc uses it, hes told that bc he killed an officer he wouldnt be able to step inside a police station ever, so ml2 SABOTAGED him again to not leave him any way to escape. hes brought to another guy while he needs to be hidden, hes used by him and his coworkers from gang (gangrape happens many times). one time his nipples were leaking and is brought to doctor who says its due to heavy stimulation, doctor does exams on him and he also rapes him... wtf. that guy from the beginning reappers, who mc had to seduce to get a deal, offers to take him under his wing and he wont have to sell his body to anyone but him. another guy kidnap ml and beats him up, mc sees him, then gets released and mc is reunited w girl and asks her a favor. ml asks to be taken to mc and he is, begs him to run away and steps on his knees!!!!! ml2 told him he was the 'reason' all of that happened to mc bc of he had kissed mc he wouldnt have arrived to his home while those men were there. he tells him he dosnt care if hes murdered but he wants to leave with mc, mc REJECTS him bc if not hed be in danger, ml then tells girl that they can have a marrying contract but he will anul it later to have her being free and due to him not being able to stop looking for mc. its shown mc asked girl to get married to ml to protect them both. mc then gets punished by chairman with marks on his ass and rapes him, tells him to get out and he does, one bodyguard catches him but mc rejects him, sways again and he grabs him again and kisses him, then tucks down his pants and see the marks, tells him hes a whore blah blah but mc defends himself by fighting back, until ml2 arrives and cuts his dick off, grabs mc and gives him a drug, then takes him to that important guy who bcame obsessed w him after gangrape, which atp its like ml3? not really any other ml besides the first but i mean main guys interested in mc. after countless days of rape and torture, mc escapes and brought back to his work, and just in time there is a scandal abt chairman, and then idol who was raped by him and his men comes out and tells the truth, which was sort of orchestrated by mc. "director lee" also a suspect, so mc goes sort of low/hiding, and chairman wants to capture him wherter hes agaisnt them or not bc he doesnt want to kill him yet. ml2 hides mc and brings, ml makes an OFFER.

last ch i read: 31 plot: A manhwa artist is kidnapped and has to act as his main character to appease his kidnapper who wants the perfect ending for them > one night stand turns into captivity bc ml broke his leg, 3 months to cure, at first he fights but notices hecant escape and he can only used his characters lovers name to appease him. he keeps submitting his manuscript until he slowly realizes hes falling for the comfort ml gives him. one day mc reunites with another ml2 and ml gets jealous and doesnt let him talk w him. ml2 sends email asking to be his assistant. mc goes and meets him and ml2 intuied what hppened, asks him to run away tgt but mc started crying and ml came up, he turned ml2 away. ml2 contacted him again but mc felt bad that he lost his chance, and thinks hes delulu now (aka stocholkm) bc ml treats him "well" and hes being unloved his whole life. ml2 used to be his student at 19 but at 20 he entered the same college as him and confessed he liked him, but when ml2 said the word bf mc was overwhelmed and they distanced and became only bwf. ml then tells mc he loves him and mc cries bc its the first time hes told. mc tries asking his real name but ml doesnt respond and mc feels terrible bc ml loves his character and not the real him. mc discovers his real name by one of his crafts and he gets mad and asks him not to cross the line but he does it again by entering that room where ml works and told him hes not dohyuk there and ml finds him and throws him out of the house. mc stays nearby and doesnt escape, ml takes him back, then invites him to his room but then ml makes him stay there bc there are guests.

last ch i read: s3 ch 1 last part of s2: cirrus goes to skylars house and kisses his neck but stops when he told him to. he finds out his stepmother and mf of dad had sex in his room, confronted her and almost killed her but was stopped by housekeeper, went outside to go to his farther bloody but skylar stopped him and after spending night in spa he returns to school, his father shows up and hits him, then cirrus asks skylar to come to help him move out, skylar offers to be roommates and kiss. BTW cirrus told skylar he liked him and skylar didnt want the moment to pass and asked cirrus if he wanted to go out w him but cirrus didnt respond, so things r unsaid but both know by now theyre into eo s3: