Profundis
last ch i read: 66 trope: 4 sentinels x 1 guide, there is SA all over the story, yugeon does it to have fees to maintain his brother plot: mc has a brother, both were a pair of sentinel and guide, mc is a guide, but brother suffers an attack from monsters, blonde ml makes an offer and mc accepts to be able to treat his brother. dark ml is angry bc he doesnt want any guide and humilliates mc but mc fights back, then mc goes to blonde guy and blonde ml kisses him > forced blowjob > blonde licks his own semen at the end. first mission w blonde ml, blonde reveals he was made by his father to defeat those monsters, mc faints and then when he wakes up he refuses to eat until younger(?) blondie manipulates him into scaring him bc he can alter memories or make him forget, he accepts food given by black hair ml, then blondie forces a blowjob onto him, he sucks mcs dick, and dark ml is horny too lol. time later he visits blonde ml, noncon bc he has to give guiding through sex and doesnt want to but blonde told him if he gets five "good job" stamps = kiss on forehead, he could visit his brother. he gets the third in the morning, ml1 puts a tracker on him as a collar. SECOND MISSION this time with all of them. mc saves a kid, then dark ml discovers the tracker and pulls him in and forcibly kisses him and mc is devastated bc its in public and humilliates him in front of the kid he saved and his family. other day, they watch a movie and younger blondie starts raping him (forced bj), dark ml joins and gives him a bj and then rimming, after that he fucks him, and blond ml says they can do wtver they want with him. they get interrupted by black hair ml who bathes him and fingers him to pull out the cum, then dark ml visits him, starts caring for him and when mc wakes up, theres a black cat next to him (i think its the dark ml idk). THIRD MISSION, mc meets a girl who gives him her card bc she discovered hes been abused and blackmailed, then mc goes with black hair ml and guides him after he got a minor injury but ml only kisses him. mc gets trapped by someone else who is ab to rape him and tells him hes worthless but then monster appears in front of them, mc allucinates his brother is taken away. mc cries in commanders (blonde ml) arms and he gives him his fourth stamp, mc desperately wants to see his brother. ml carries mc, mls make a bet abt whoever gets out of the abyss(?) in the mission first gets to fuck him first. mc wakes up after they defeated the monster and ml tries to manipulate him into choosing him and he will not allow the rest to fuck him but mc rejects bc to him its all the same since all would rape him, younger blondie and dark mls go first with fingering him > blondie was giving a bj but dark ml cuts him off and strts penetrating mc alone > commander tells him its not too late to choose him but mc still rejects and commander makes him give a forced bj, tells dark to be gentle bc he will pass out and mc cries a lot, then commander finishes in his mouth > dark ml finishes too and gets cured rapidly > now onto blondie, he comments on commander leaving mc without cleaning him up and his cum coming out, he was ab to rape mc too but he orders mc to kiss dark hair ml, he tries to and while ml resists he gives in and mc tells him to do it too in order to finish it all, he finishes while yandere (younger blondie) uses him too, after he finishes, dark hair ml cant believe what he did and escaprs from room, while yandere fucks mc, mc cannot do it anymore and calls for commander, asking his stamp for his brother > commander kisses him. little backstory ab commander, he was created in a lab and is v powerful, sth ab the monster being his enemy but master too, ml wants to kill it. cut to mc visitting brother in hospital and he almost chokes him thinking he became a monster, commander holds him and calms him down. later, dark ml takes him out on date, he gets mesmerized by mc smiling and kisses him in the bar, then mc is a bit drunk and refuses his advances but i think ml finished giving him a bj, when he was abt to fuck him mc told him it hurt before so he went out to buy lube but at the same mc is kidnapped by the order(?) to die by the monsters. commander goes crazy and interrupts in the bulding looking for what is his, at the end he finds him and mc is hallucinating but irl he was stabbing ml1 and not a momster, then faints. dark hair ml finds him later at gym and mc confesses he hasnt been able to sleep, ml offers to drink with him, forced sex again while mc is drunk, he calls him commander, ml gets angry and mc is forced to ride him after spanking, then later after he faints, he wakes up to yandere ml watching him who tells him he discovered the card he was given by another guide to escape, figures out he tried to escape and is jealous of that guide, mc runs away and ml follows up until dark ml catches him and he also knows mc was trying to escape > forced threesome, yandere mc pisses inside him after double penetration, dark ml comes to his senses at the end, leaves the room while yandere still raping mc. mc later wakes up in same room and is visited by commander who tells him to join him in fight for his brother, monster are around city, he accepts and now hes fighting alongside other mls.
Non Zero Sum
last ch i read on tmo:28 // 62 raws: https://newtoki349.com/webtoon/28691499?stx=%EB%85%BC+%EC%A0%9C%EB%A1%9C%EC%84%AC&toon=BL%2FGL ingles avanzado: https://pawmanga.com/manga/non-zero-sum/ novel: https://booktoki349.com/novel/3887622?stx=%EC%A0%9C%EB%A1%9C%EC%84%AC&book=%EC%99%84%EA%B2%B0%EC%86%8C%EC%84%A4 trope: 3 tops/1 bottom, everything is noncon. mc in love with main ml, whos always been abusive towards him but he cant help but love him since he has helped him sometimes (has no money nor parents, dad always hit him). another ml blackmails him bc he saw mc kissing main ml in his sleep > noncon > main ml gets to know > both use him > theres another friend. all of them on a break trip rn > younger mc looking mc1 loves touches him in car with the others not knowing > new top 3 sees the marks in his torso > younger looking top fucks him agaisnt his will > other top finds them and also fucks him (forced bj and fucking) > younger top beats mc > they keep taking turns > younger looking top tells him not to go away from him ever and bottom discovers he now scares him > older top starts trying to fuck bottom and rapes him in front of new top he wanted it to stop but younger top was convincing him to fuck bottom, bottom yells at him to get out and he did > bottom tries to escape but injured his ankle and younger top goes out to find him > bottom goes to another place and new top finds him, they get drunk, bottom fucks himself on top for revenge bc younger top told new top not to touch him yet > younger top finds them fucking and hits new top in the head > new top gets out and main top beats bottom and fucks him (off screen) until hes unconscious > locks him up in bathroom, constant rape from all 3 > bottom keeps saying hes sorry > finally main top lets him out > they all take turns to rape him for the last days of vacation, then when its over they return to their lives. SEASON 2 >>> mc goes back to his job he shares w ml 3, he wants to strangle mcs neck . ml3 rapes his mouth and bites him but mc manages to live.. then one day ml2 comes to his job, kisses him and neck forcibly and tells mc not to answers ml1's calls for his bday. mc just wants things to go back as before, mc gets called by ml1 and answers, says hes alone on his bday, gives mc 20min. mc arrives late and ml is with other guys, humilliates him for arriving late and lets other guys to punch and smutter him w food and drink. another guy arrives to occupy mc's place, mc is shattered, ml1 grabs mc to go to a priv place, mc is shaking and crying, ml1 comes and mc tells him he likes him for a long time, ml1doesnt believe him and thinks he does that w other guys. ml1 rapes him until mc is bleeding and locks him in bathroom to make him shower, mc gets into a spiral of not being dirty, mc gets call from ml2, ml2 comes to save him, they go to his home and ml3 is there, both stay the night, mc starts making plan to run away but first he wants revenge, wants to make them apart and fight to not let them go back as before due to all the things they did to him. mc has sex with both. mc doesnt answer his phone and has missed calls from ml1, he starts cleaning and ml1 finds him, hits him and rapes him, hes about to use an umbrella on him, mc tells him he wont like him anymore and this makes him angry. ml2 rips a pic of mc and ml3. he arrives when mc is being azotado, makes ml1 stop but mc wants to run away. ml2 'saves him', mc runs away, ml1 searches for him, ml2 finds him close to a car and offers a ride, mc wants to go to his house but ml2 takws him to his house. ml3 is there, mc offers ml2 a bj not to answer or call seo haeyoung ml1.
To You In The Swamp
finished it on tmo ch 31 is last themes: mc had abusive father who died, brother is verbally abusive too. got bullied for being gay since he was a kid and in college senior guy took advantage of him. he took a break bc he kept blackmailing and manipulating him. he meets new guy mc2 who treats him better. blonde abusive guy appears and manipulates him/noncon. after a while he goes back go other guy. HEA
Missing Love
last ch read: 57 plot: ml about to get married to his college friend, on a night he meets mc who used to be his friend/lover but vanished. he kisses him, but one spy sees them. both were friends in college w mc, and girl liked him too, even making the moves on mc first but mc liked ml. mc has a hard life, he has a debt(?) which is why he got involved w gang/mafia and many men used his body, prostituing him agaisnt his will he used to cry a lot during his first times and in a manssion he was known as the crying boy who constantly tried to escape. in the present he is under he chairman's wing, no one is allowed to touch him unless they have his permission, except ml 2 whos a bastard that raped him too and does it constantly, mc cannot refuse him. one time he tells ml the truth abt part of his past and that he sells his body, ml becomes more protective and one time he gets booked in the hotel ml works on, after rape gangbang (finished in deal w important guy), ml takes mc to his home to fix his wounds, and loses his job bc of that. he also tells fiance to rethink abt getting married. after that, they meet again and go to cinema, but ml 2 sicko follows them, in bathroom he rapes mc until ml comes looking for him and forces door open, saves him, but mc beats him up to save ml bc he knows if he didnt ml2 would do much worse and put him in danger, he goes away after ml faints from hit. COLLEGE > in reality mc and ml were never lovers but they liked eo and they knew it, they became closer and one day mc mentioned hus mother saw the moment he was abt to get raped by his stepfather and thats why she beats him, since then ml thought the love/desire he felt for him was unnaceptable and didnt want mc to feel obligated, so one night they were abt to kiss, he ended up not doing it and mc was hoping they would, gets angry and leaves, he thinks to himself that hes a whore as everybody says and that ml probably thought that as well @ kiss. mc goes to his apt and finds his mother dead and two men coming to get their debt back, they rape mc and kidnap him and sell him to get said money, hes restrained and raped by multiple men for months until he 'becomes' a prostitute. then, ml2 meets him and 'treats him gently', first time mc has ever felt that, one day he tried to escape and mc2 helped him get to police, but police were working w same mafia and didnt help him, he got beaten up to the point of almost dying but ml2 saves him from drowning, mc thinka he shouldve died, then ml2 asks him if he wanted to visit his college, they do and he sees ml, ml2 threatens him saying he could put ml in danger so mc doesnt react and leaves, meanwhile ml is going to police everyday and stays outside of his apt hoping to find him. then, ml2 takes him under his wing and once he recovered a bit, hes thrown a party dressed in white but turns out it was a gangrape party. mc feels devastated bc he sort of trusted ml2 and hes his only source of comfort, and he was thrown again to being used. he stayed in his manssion where he got the name of crying boy, then his vip client was the police chief who was a sadistic asshole and always left him bad injuries, ml2 tells he will leave a knife under pillow and next time mc uses it, hes told that bc he killed an officer he wouldnt be able to step inside a police station ever, so ml2 SABOTAGED him again to not leave him any way to escape. hes brought to another guy while he needs to be hidden, hes used by him and his coworkers from gang (gangrape happens many times). one time his nipples were leaking and is brought to doctor who says its due to heavy stimulation, doctor does exams on him and he also rapes him... wtf. that guy from the beginning reappers, who mc had to seduce to get a deal, offers to take him under his wing and he wont have to sell his body to anyone but him. another guy kidnap ml and beats him up, mc sees him, then gets released and mc is reunited w girl and asks her a favor. ml asks to be taken to mc and he is, begs him to run away and steps on his knees!!!!! ml2 told him he was the 'reason' all of that happened to mc bc of he had kissed mc he wouldnt have arrived to his home while those men were there. he tells him he dosnt care if hes murdered but he wants to leave with mc, mc REJECTS him bc if not hed be in danger, ml then tells girl that they can have a marrying contract but he will anul it later to have her being free and due to him not being able to stop looking for mc. its shown mc asked girl to get married to ml to protect them both. mc then gets punished by chairman with marks on his ass and rapes him, tells him to get out and he does, one bodyguard catches him but mc rejects him, sways again and he grabs him again and kisses him, then tucks down his pants and see the marks, tells him hes a whore blah blah but mc defends himself by fighting back, until ml2 arrives and cuts his dick off, grabs mc and gives him a drug, then takes him to that important guy who bcame obsessed w him after gangrape, which atp its like ml3? not really any other ml besides the first but i mean main guys interested in mc. after countless days of rape and torture, mc escapes and brought back to his work, and just in time there is a scandal abt chairman, and then idol who was raped by him and his men comes out and tells the truth, which was sort of orchestrated by mc. "director lee" also a suspect, so mc goes sort of low/hiding, and chairman wants to capture him wherter hes agaisnt them or not bc he doesnt want to kill him yet. ml2 hides mc and brings, ml makes an OFFER.
Hwang Young's Misery
last ch i read: 31 plot: A manhwa artist is kidnapped and has to act as his main character to appease his kidnapper who wants the perfect ending for them > one night stand turns into captivity bc ml broke his leg, 3 months to cure, at first he fights but notices hecant escape and he can only used his characters lovers name to appease him. he keeps submitting his manuscript until he slowly realizes hes falling for the comfort ml gives him. one day mc reunites with another ml2 and ml gets jealous and doesnt let him talk w him. ml2 sends email asking to be his assistant. mc goes and meets him and ml2 intuied what hppened, asks him to run away tgt but mc started crying and ml came up, he turned ml2 away. ml2 contacted him again but mc felt bad that he lost his chance, and thinks hes delulu now (aka stocholkm) bc ml treats him "well" and hes being unloved his whole life. ml2 used to be his student at 19 but at 20 he entered the same college as him and confessed he liked him, but when ml2 said the word bf mc was overwhelmed and they distanced and became only bwf. ml then tells mc he loves him and mc cries bc its the first time hes told. mc tries asking his real name but ml doesnt respond and mc feels terrible bc ml loves his character and not the real him. mc discovers his real name by one of his crafts and he gets mad and asks him not to cross the line but he does it again by entering that room where ml works and told him hes not dohyuk there and ml finds him and throws him out of the house. mc stays nearby and doesnt escape, ml takes him back, then invites him to his room but then ml makes him stay there bc there are guests.
ENNEAD
last ch i read: Ch.152 : Season 2 Chapter 77 skipped until ch 29ish >>> seth is the god of war who commited attrocities. other gods tried to stop him but cant until osiris returns. osiris desired seth but it was a secret. horus, his nephew, wanting revenge tried attacking seth alongside with anubis, seths son. osiris raped seth at first. one time seth tries to embuscar(?) horus in bed but things turned around and horus rapes seth. then seth discover the other woman also knew that osiris wanted him, not his wife. anubis isnt his real son but osiris (seths brother ), his wife made a deal w osiris bc seth was infertile and he didnt know, seth was the one that wanted a child. osiris decieves him and reveals seth isnt infertile but he stole he seed out of jealousy (felt like he was trying to impregnate seth here omg). osiris reveals he has anubis son, seth begs that he leaves him alone and wil do anything osiris wants. forced blowjob then rape. osiris wife sees them and plans revenge agaisnt seth, in present time isis tells him he doesnt want revenge on osiris but on seth bc osiris wanted him and seth massacred egypt. osiris had limit o his powers bc he was forbidden of resurrecting, seth found out and "killed" him using that by making him think seth commited suicide, but in present time osiris came back. seth and isis come to an agreemrnt to settle things down, seth wanted a duel with horus and he accepted but in the middle of the battle anubis came for seth, it gets revealed horus went to see seth as a kid and kept him drugged and drunk to be confused for his son, horus wanted to be seths son and impersonated him during that time. in present time anubis wants to turn into a god. seth loses after osiris gets involved and is judged for his crimes, he now wont be a god and isnt able to use his powers, is only a demigod. S2 FROM 76 ONWARDS >>>> seth outs himself bc he forgot to hide, he is followed and discovers the city is in flames due to his followers doing what he told them once, he arrives saying he is sth though they have their doubts. he discovers one guy (looks like jesus lol) that could use magic (was present on his trial) and he sticks to seth trying to seduce him which he deflects everytime, until the men had enough and dont believe he is seth bc of his lck of powers and gangrape him :(. it gets revealed priest was working for osiris and osiris appears from his body and almost captures him again but horus arrived and saved him (he was following seth the whole time w his bird), then horus and jesus guy fight over seths attention, and horus explains he forgave him and never saw seth as his enemy. jesus guy is a god and is in a contract that limits his moves and was under isis(?) but now he wont try to kill seth anymore. seth wants both to leave him alone and tries to go find anubis bc no one knows where he is. anubis finds him and reveals his form as god now, working under osiris(?), and he was the guy who fought w seth in the dessert. hes the only reason seth is staying alive, to find a way to liberate him from the curse seth himself set upon him. ANUBIS DOESNT REMEMBER and thinks they were lovers ?!?!?! anyway seth finds them and then seth faints, seth takes him to temple but seth escapes and is captured as slave > gangrape > jesus looking guy wasin crowd and bought him, seth was drugged w aphodisiac so he raped seth until he was exhausted and drug was out of his body. while going in the desert, horus finds seth and fights jesus guy, gets jealous when he sees the marks on seths body. seth tells him "like father like son" bc its due to lust that horus is following him, but horus tells him he had wanted him since seth called him anubis. seth horus and the women escape into the castle and then anubis finds seth, tries to fight him at first and then he behaves like an animal, gets jealous of another scent on seth. seth faints(?) and wakes up in town dressed as woman again lol, then he discovers that anubis was in his shadow and starts hugging him, anubis licks and sniffs him. horus gets jealous and escapes. then the people see anubis and confuse that horus "woman" was cheating w another man, he tells them its his son but anubis licks his cheek lol, anubis keeps silent but understands some words, seth kisses him in the mouth as reward and says that he will do it again if he brings a certain man. anyway at the end man betrays them and anubis disappears and reappears, this time he talks, seth begs him not to go back to osiris bc he will punish him again but anubis leaves. seth wants to go and save anubis but horus stops him and reveals his face, seth remembers his eyes, gods cannot rmr past lives so horus didnt become one bc he wanted to keep his memory of seth mistaking him for anubis. seth kisses him but horus takes it further and gives bj, forced bc seth didnt want it. then anubis goes back and finds isis, she realizes hes lost his memory, anubis discovers osiris wants to create a child from him and seths seed.
Sissy
I think it stopped after SQ stabbed himself lol
Dark Fall