Mary Jane
last ch i read: 50 plot: mc is a psychologist that works q police, aftef treating a detective in bad state one guy gets into his car and treathens him to become his therapist, he has to accept and does it, on first session he is violent and even forces mc to eat a sandwich and talks ab his dog, made certain advances on him to make him touch his scars > second session on xmas in a remote cabin, he almost forces mc into a blowjob but pushes agaisnt his mouth and comes which is still SA , mc tries to make him understand rape and sex isnt the same, ml confesses he has fantasis ab him and that he wants to have sex w him and touches him, mc uses rewards if he contains himself and verbalizes instead of acting with kiss on the cheek, ml then tells him his father basically treated him like his dog and both grew up in a basement, btw he started the fire that killed his parents and he hs scars bc he went back to save his dog so hes kinda a sociopath or a psycho lol > mc tells the unstable retired detective he knows who father is, he kidnaps mc by using drugs but gets killed by someone in front of him when he tried to kill mc, mj saves him, bathes him and they rut into eo, mc still on drugs and doesnt push him away lol, then he asks help from friend whos a doctor. mc wakes up and remembers ml comforted him, ml also kissed him while unconscious btw. ml cant control himself and humps on him and makes him come twice, then he asks not only kisses to stop but for the dr to tell him he likes him and it works although he kept kissing him on the mouth. then ml tells him that if he stays w him he wont contain himself and mc stays, mc again loses control and they have sex, a bit rapey, theres penetration, they do it twice. mc returns to the city, ml has to stay low due to police, everyones trying to find 'father' and mc gets to know about 'crack', second in comand. mc is suspicious any of those is the person who survived from his thesis. mc tries to make things clear w ml but ml wants him; mc explains he cannot treat him as patient if he wants him, so both agree to date. ml buys the apt next to mcs in the same building and they sneak into mls house and have a date. theres sex while mc gets called on the phone and another time theyre interrupted by same thing. anyway so mc faints one day and someone carries him, a dr who will now work on the same hospital, from clinic team, it appears hes father but idk. mc is given time off, ml suddenly comes to his apt agitated bc father told him he was going to get close to mc. The truth is that ml did work for crack but he didnt know it was delivering drugs, and he lured him in saying ml could get to meet mc and told everything abt him, ml got obsessed with mc when he saw a documentary and mc was the only one who didny refer to him as victim. ml was angry father might take him away or rape mc, wanted to rape mc but mc told him that if he did they couldnt be lovers anymore and he doesnt want to feel used, convinced him to take a bath to calm down. ml accepts and stops. ML is also not having sex w him only for his own pleasure and is learning rape isnt sex. he discovers mc likes spanking. days later mc is kidnapped and hes gang raped in a party, crack (patient from his thesis) kidnapped him to end the hunt from father, whos whis cousin. ml arrives and lits everything on fire and kills. mc is saved and he has reaction to being in a car just like before (bc he was almost killed by that officer before), ml calms him down and suggest him to have sex to create better memories inside. mc accepts and they now sort of have a dom and sub dynamic.
Nerd Project
last ch i read: 20 plot: mc1 has a gf interested in a nerdy look so he follows mc2 aka nerd guy bc he thinks her gf is cheating in him w mc2, he sees them tgt (she was talking to me in the night but he didnt reciprocate), breaks up w gf who he lived with, doesnt have a place to stay until a friend finds a place available at campus but its andrew's place, he beats him up bc he thoughr he was a stalker (had a bad experience w one bc hes the son of a politician) > mc1 begs him to let him stay and at the enf they do make up, mc1 tries to get close to him and luke invites andrew to his play (drama major, father kicked him out bc of that), director of the play takes away the lead role from him > he invites andrew to see him act while he practices and andrew gets into the role of a woman, luke acts and theres a kiss, he interprets it as andrew following script but it wasnt and andrew kept kissing him, luke ran away to the bathroom and jerked off LMAOOO then they went to their dorm, andrew kisses him again, touches him and bites his neck omg... he says he promised to help him and that it was method acting but luke didnt believe it then he asked if he woulve reacted like that w anyone, luke says he likes girls > andrews backtory starts and looks like he killed or injured his stalker bc his father wouldnt protect him to mantain his image
Honey Trouble
laat ch i read: 30 (season 1 finale) plot: alpha x beta, childhood friends. beta has a crush on alphas cousin whos a beta girl and is just like him, alpha tells him shes into blindfolds and pegging lol, so he offers to help beta to "practice", they do the thing and he confesses but girl rejects him. then they keep going the fwb thing, but mc is very oblivious. alpha hired an alpha architec to build a house which he plans to share w beta bc he wants to get married to him, and thinks beta has a crush on him but doesnt realize yet (not even until s1 finale), alpha arrives and becomes a professor, beta signs into his class and gets a part time job offered by alpha 2. ml gets very jealous and hes v manipultive and possessive, he leaves his pheromones on mc and he doesnt realize bc hes a beta but alpha 2 can smell. mc and ml fight a lot, and one time alpha 2 does the same to beta abt pheromones, alpha notices, then he finds them dinning tgt and appears, gets v posessive bc beta was speaking with a hyung and gets to know they dated but hes now married, big fight ans alpha 2 takes beta home. one week of not speaking, beta goes to alpha house for docs and hes in a rut so he offers to help him but then alpha 2 tells him hes interested, beta turns him down, arrives home and alpha 1 arrives too, gets to know abt the rut and gets angry so he fucks him and gives him a taste of his knot lololol. finale ends with him asking the presentation pills bc he tells him he wants beta to turn into an omega
Missing Love
last ch read: 57 plot: ml about to get married to his college friend, on a night he meets mc who used to be his friend/lover but vanished. he kisses him, but one spy sees them. both were friends in college w mc, and girl liked him too, even making the moves on mc first but mc liked ml. mc has a hard life, he has a debt(?) which is why he got involved w gang/mafia and many men used his body, prostituing him agaisnt his will he used to cry a lot during his first times and in a manssion he was known as the crying boy who constantly tried to escape. in the present he is under he chairman's wing, no one is allowed to touch him unless they have his permission, except ml 2 whos a bastard that raped him too and does it constantly, mc cannot refuse him. one time he tells ml the truth abt part of his past and that he sells his body, ml becomes more protective and one time he gets booked in the hotel ml works on, after rape gangbang (finished in deal w important guy), ml takes mc to his home to fix his wounds, and loses his job bc of that. he also tells fiance to rethink abt getting married. after that, they meet again and go to cinema, but ml 2 sicko follows them, in bathroom he rapes mc until ml comes looking for him and forces door open, saves him, but mc beats him up to save ml bc he knows if he didnt ml2 would do much worse and put him in danger, he goes away after ml faints from hit. COLLEGE > in reality mc and ml were never lovers but they liked eo and they knew it, they became closer and one day mc mentioned hus mother saw the moment he was abt to get raped by his stepfather and thats why she beats him, since then ml thought the love/desire he felt for him was unnaceptable and didnt want mc to feel obligated, so one night they were abt to kiss, he ended up not doing it and mc was hoping they would, gets angry and leaves, he thinks to himself that hes a whore as everybody says and that ml probably thought that as well @ kiss. mc goes to his apt and finds his mother dead and two men coming to get their debt back, they rape mc and kidnap him and sell him to get said money, hes restrained and raped by multiple men for months until he 'becomes' a prostitute. then, ml2 meets him and 'treats him gently', first time mc has ever felt that, one day he tried to escape and mc2 helped him get to police, but police were working w same mafia and didnt help him, he got beaten up to the point of almost dying but ml2 saves him from drowning, mc thinka he shouldve died, then ml2 asks him if he wanted to visit his college, they do and he sees ml, ml2 threatens him saying he could put ml in danger so mc doesnt react and leaves, meanwhile ml is going to police everyday and stays outside of his apt hoping to find him. then, ml2 takes him under his wing and once he recovered a bit, hes thrown a party dressed in white but turns out it was a gangrape party. mc feels devastated bc he sort of trusted ml2 and hes his only source of comfort, and he was thrown again to being used. he stayed in his manssion where he got the name of crying boy, then his vip client was the police chief who was a sadistic asshole and always left him bad injuries, ml2 tells he will leave a knife under pillow and next time mc uses it, hes told that bc he killed an officer he wouldnt be able to step inside a police station ever, so ml2 SABOTAGED him again to not leave him any way to escape. hes brought to another guy while he needs to be hidden, hes used by him and his coworkers from gang (gangrape happens many times). one time his nipples were leaking and is brought to doctor who says its due to heavy stimulation, doctor does exams on him and he also rapes him... wtf. that guy from the beginning reappers, who mc had to seduce to get a deal, offers to take him under his wing and he wont have to sell his body to anyone but him. another guy kidnap ml and beats him up, mc sees him, then gets released and mc is reunited w girl and asks her a favor. ml asks to be taken to mc and he is, begs him to run away and steps on his knees!!!!! ml2 told him he was the 'reason' all of that happened to mc bc of he had kissed mc he wouldnt have arrived to his home while those men were there. he tells him he dosnt care if hes murdered but he wants to leave with mc, mc REJECTS him bc if not hed be in danger, ml then tells girl that they can have a marrying contract but he will anul it later to have her being free and due to him not being able to stop looking for mc. its shown mc asked girl to get married to ml to protect them both. mc then gets punished by chairman with marks on his ass and rapes him, tells him to get out and he does, one bodyguard catches him but mc rejects him, sways again and he grabs him again and kisses him, then tucks down his pants and see the marks, tells him hes a whore blah blah but mc defends himself by fighting back, until ml2 arrives and cuts his dick off, grabs mc and gives him a drug, then takes him to that important guy who bcame obsessed w him after gangrape, which atp its like ml3? not really any other ml besides the first but i mean main guys interested in mc. after countless days of rape and torture, mc escapes and brought back to his work, and just in time there is a scandal abt chairman, and then idol who was raped by him and his men comes out and tells the truth, which was sort of orchestrated by mc. "director lee" also a suspect, so mc goes sort of low/hiding, and chairman wants to capture him wherter hes agaisnt them or not bc he doesnt want to kill him yet. ml2 hides mc and brings, ml makes an OFFER.
If It's Not Fate, Then What Is It?
last ch i read on TMO: 37 plot: 'infertile' omega mc who hasnt had his heat for 15? yrs, was abused by his alpha ex and his alpha friends, meets new alpha mc and have one night stand when he went into heat at his home and he visited, omega mc doesnt want to do anything w him since hes afraid, alpha keeps pushing and grabbing him and even one time he raped him on his car but let him go in the middle, omega was about to move one until he had a conversation w friend who saw he was bitten (again), then they have a conversation and decide to be 'sex mates', days later they go to hotel and try to do it but omega was scared during whole time, alpha noticed and cut it off, was leaving but omega realized he didnt want him to leave, chases him and convinces him to stay and that he likes him, go back to hotel and alpha took rut pills so hes now feeling well, suddenly omega mc sparces pheromomes and enters heat, alpha wakes up to omega riding him, they do it over and over. next morning the eat and then have more sex, mc decides to stay in apt after ml asked him to, alphas omega father finds them while alpha was trying to have sex w him but mc was scared and beat his son up lol, then thinks marriage is too soon, and invites mc to their house, mc goes to hospital and is told he could not be infertile. goes to alphas house where he will live now and alpha gets aroused, he starts leaking but makes him stop bc alpha doesnt know his medical condition. alpha scared hes angry, but they talk later, have a lot of sex again (he was sparcing pheromones again and > somnophilia).
The Tosa's Master
plot: mc had ml locked up w dog and it bit him, years later he has his revenge for taking his feeling srsly since mc was slutty in hs lol, keeps him captive and rapes him continuously
Dear Teddy Bear
last ch read: s1 finale 27 plot: bit confusing but old adopted brother mc x psycho younger adopted brother ml who murdered mcs bf(?) to have him to himself but he doesnt know, parents dead and they live tgt, mc has nightmares and looks like sth is inside the bear ml still has (camera?), ml2 appears who is a director and gives mc his card, mc told ml and ml took the card away. Director likes him so he invites him for dinner and he tells him directly he likes him, mc ends up coming home faster and ml is pissed at the dinner he had. mc avoided director for a few days until he helps him find his mothers pendant then its too late and director offers a ride. mc cant decline so they go tgt and director asks him if hed been avoiding him mc denies it but clarify it all, ml sees them outside the house, he grips directors hand and pulls mc away. mc tries to calm him down. mc gets drunk and ml does somno on him with thighfucking. all three meet at a store and ml takes mc away not letting him speak w mc. director speaks w him again at work, asking him to be his friend. ml crosses path w director and he tells him yijae doesnt have space for anyone else. director investigates ml. mc and ml go camping. ml blocks directors number from mcs phone. one day director calls him and discovers he was blocked, he knew ml did it. both have a reunion and director asks him his rs with ml, mc denies everything but then recalls an event of ml on top on him time ago (btw ml kisses him on ch 4), ml told he wanted to do it w him and was without a top. mc runs away and finds ml at the door, ml snaps and kisses him forcibly, then touches him but mc pushes him away. mc has a meeting w girl friend and she tells him to have a date w director and not gaf ab ml. mc plans a date on xmas w director, ml listens to that (has a spy audio wtver), and when mc comes back he asks him not to leave him, mc accepts. ml has a room full of mc pictures he took since hes a photgrapher and masturbated w one pic of him omg. anyway so director and mc go on a date they have fun and were abt to kiss until mc gets a call from hospital, ml "slipped" on the snow. mc gets a panic attack when he sees him and director is in the room; was abt to help but ml kisses him and that calms him down. ml and director get into a fight, mc sees him and thinks director is trying to hurt ml and tells him to leave. ml then acts all baby and asks mc not to leave him and to stop seeing director. mc accepts. mc has to cover another shift so he misses going home and tells ml he will see him on the inaguration day (taking day off). ml sees him and tells him to rest, mc agrees. he wakes up from nightmare and has panick attack, director rmrs what ml did and kisses mc. they have sex. director takes him to gallery, ml sees him and notices he has marks, back at home ml basically SAs him bc he tells him to stop multiple times, mc does kiss him voluntarily one time. mc also cuts off director to remain as employee and employer like WTF... pisses me off... not sure if i'll read s2 i really liked ml2 :(
Sura's Lover
plot: mc saves ml, his sect dislikes ml but he defends ml, one day theres a profecy that a tragedy will happen and the sect starts treating ml worst, mc and ml fall in love and have sex, but when they did ml said he will never get away from him and mc mentioned he had sex w someone before which had ml choking him and being very posessive. hes like that w the rest of the sect bc they want to make moves on mc, one time one older guy tried to SA mc but is saved by ml and he almost kills him. mc defends ml again and ml asks him to leave w him but mc refuses, then his master dies and mc is framed, ml helps him escape but is given a drug and ml ties him when he notices hes the one that poisoned his master, tries to run away and sees his sect dead, he tries escaping until an abyss and decides to throw himself but survives > MC LOSES HIS MEMORY and ml takes care of him, is told theyre lovers, one guy meets them who was mcs father friend and wanted to tell him abt his sect but ml kills him first and mc doesnt know so they have to escape, they get into the city where physicians arent allowed and meet ml2 who used to be with ml before and is obsessed (not clear if they were ever tht tho), he rapes mc and then says if he tells ml he will kill both so hes silent then hes raped again by him and ml finds out marks on his neck, cant kill ml2 bc if he does he will tell emperor and emperor wants to kill both, when abt to cross bridge ml2 makes mc fall and ml falls to get him too and doesnt care if ml rats them out, mc is found by another guy, mc starts liking this guy (emperor? prince?), ml3. ml3 and mc have sex, dubcon, drug induced but mc kiiinda liked it, felt bad for btraying ml and for being raped by ml2. ml3 tells him hes found his lover ml. mc waits at a spot but is kidnapped by ml2. ml2 plans to kill/rape him, until ml arrives and kills him, mc also stabs him. mc and ml have reunion sex and go to the capital bc ml3 gave him instructiond to find a physician. that man is jisung, ml4, mc's original lover. he helps in treating mc's memories. mc finds out that ml hid that he knew abt his village/past, he gets angry, he gets close to ml4 and remembers he used to love him (childhoof sweethearts). ml gets very jealous and wants to kill ml4. ml rapes mc. Ml4 tells him he treats mc badly and ml tells him to back off. all three go to mc and physician's village. he remembers more stuff abt him and ml4 being lovers. one day people arrive (to hurt ml) and ml kills them. mc is told to hide but he goes out and hugs ml, feeling sorry that he had to kill. mc tells ml that hes wanted (ml4 told him), but he would stay by his side. Ml recalls that mc saved him when he was a kid, the only one offering to host him (ml had issues w goverment, used to be emperor or sth), ml fell for him. when he came back years later, his village people wanted to kill him, mcs father told him it was how theyll be able to survive. ml killed all of them, mc still doesnt know atp. mc falls ill. Mc remembers ml4 "abandoned" him but ml4 explains, the mcs main physician actually had both acting as prostitutes, bc they have to please nobles, he told ml4 the only solution is that he takes mc's place. MC almost has sex with him, thinks if he stays he'll fall for ml4 again so he decides to part ways. they separate and mc taked exam. becomed physician and ml4 is his sup. Ml3 whos actually the crown prince visits them and introduces correctly to mc, mc gets shy bc he had action with all three lol. Mc and ml got married btw they have rings. Ml4 is still trying to see if ml is culprit, girl doesnt confess. Crown prince (ml3, ml's cousin) beats up one of them (they went with others) and tells them to forget about it, mc cries bc all he wanted is to know the truth, still believes ml is innocent. Btw ml3 changed ml for being "wanted", mc was grateful. Now he noticed the crown prince's real face. crown prince wants to rape mc but he manages to stop him everytime. mc remembers and hides from ml. ml realizes mc knows. crown prince kidnaps both and asks mc to let him bed him to save ml's life. mc accepts and first theres a threesome then just rape after ml leaves the room. ml4 tries to help mc escape, mc refuses ml and says he doesnt love him anymore, ml transforms and becomes sura (he was suras incarnated but was running away from his fate bc he wanted a beloved and no wars), ml kills ml4, mc is captured by him, ml kills crown prince in a battle, mc is offered as human sacrifice. ml now has mc captive and mc tries to kills himself, never responds to ml's letters. manhwa ends w ml not repenting having become sure bc he now has mc.
The edge of ambiguity