iamhungry's manga / #Grovelling(12)

LAST CH I READ: 86 mc gets obsessed with ml while ml is 17 yo. he hates half brother sui lin. he harrasses ml, tries to get close to him for ex taking him to a bar, dinning w him alone, bringing him to work trip since ml wanted to be an intern there, sexually harrassing in shower at the beginning due to him having a sprain (mls fault). ml doesnt like it and constantly avoids his advances. at one point while they were tgt visiting an old man from mcs family he realizes outloud mc is gay, he accepts and tells him he likes him and will keep pursuing him. ml doesnt quit internship. half brother treats mc well but its mentioned he and li yu were secretly planning a revenge. both mc and ml go on a work trip iirc and mc again tries to force himself on ml by trying to touch him and kissing him, ml rapes him. next day, mc is pissed but he thinks he wants to be the one penetrating ml omg... they keep doing it time later on a car, on work trip, and more, but mc never tops, ml says bc he cant. one day where mc and suilin go together on a reunion mc gets very drunk, half brother kisses him when hes unconscious and reciprocrates but says li yus name, half brother snaps and goes out. half a yr passes of them being fuckbuddies basically (li yu is 19) until one day after having sex suiyin says he wants to have his turn, ml declines and they fight (also before this he drugged li yu, didnt do anything but hes a creep ugh), li yu tells him they should stop this and doesnt want to keep going, suiyin is flipping, but ml leaves. mc gets a new fuckbuddy, 19yo guy with pink hair, until one day they go on a date and li yu sees them, mc leaves the guy and goes to li yu, both fight physically, which makes li yus brother know abt it and makes him apologize, li yu jus visits him. things get somewhat better and work trip happens, mc planned it to be romantic but li yu gets injured and mc goes to save him in a typhon. half brother visits both and its revealed both he and li yu are working on bringing suiyin down by fucking up a project. both mc and ml are back on good terms until mc keeps investigating ab that project and one day he hears ml and suilin, ml says that he likes him, mc throws a fit and punches both. he avoids both and wants revenge, ml shows up at his house (mc gave him keys as gift recently) but mc threw everything at him, police took ml and sent him to hospital lol. another day hes outside of his apt but mc is drunk (this happened before except guy he hooked up with, pink hair guy, took care of him), he mentions his name the morning after and ml is pissed, punches mc and mc punches back, ml leaves. mc fights suilin in their house. days later ml is called bc his brother was being investigated (mc's orquestated it as revenge). mc goes to xiao zhu who is his comfort. he visits his dad and suilin is there acting fake, mc had to contain himself. days later there is a meeting with shareholders(?) and both ml and suilin, both brothers end up talking and suilin wants half of his power from the company. later his father goes to his office and tells him its best to give up his part of the company, mc accepts, then cries in xiao zhu's arms. they go tgt to his house and li yu is there, he is violent towards xiao zhu, locks him outside and kisses mc forcefully, mc throws vase at him, calls ambulance and leaves w xiao zhu. mc only asks his father to leave his mothers house btw, bc his mistress and half brother live there, father accepts. > on new years he goes to his house with all family reunited, and makes an scene w mistress, leaves and suilin goes with him, knocks him out, mc wakes up in another place and suilin rapes him. li yu called last night and suilin answered. next day li yu arrives, fights with suilin to almost kill him except mc stops him. he goes away. li yu is still regretful but mc goes to xiao zhun. li yu keeps begging this time outside of xiao zhuns house, mc has to call mls brother to take him, ml then calls mcs grandpa and they have dinner tgt at mcs old house, grandpa yells at him that they should get along, li yu faked being the victim, mc had to endure, got drunk and ml took advantage of him (third time). that day mc was gna leave but suilin appeared, got into a fight w li yu, almost kills li yu by running him over w car but mc got in front so suilin had an accident with a tree. mc stays at hospital, li yu lies to suilin mother that he tried to hit mc. even after how much suilin hurt him, mc cannot just leave him but he makes it clear he wont forgive him. HE ALSO MAKES IT CLEAR FOR LI YU HE CANT FORGIVE HIM, li yu finally leaves him alone (and he said before sth abt li yu having to pay him back 10x the money and he could consider it). days later he is fully into work but had loses, he breaks up with xiao zhun (apparently he isnt gay and theres a girl his family wants him to be with), but stays friends with mc. (mc opens a company and has a work partner, until some contrats are signed and li yu is in the picture, mc has to endure it: THIS IS BEFORE THE HOSPITAL THING). So then mc was gna estabilize the company and his projects (had to take care it bc both half brother and father were in hospital), until one day hes almost kidnapped, li yu appears and fights the men but then agreed to come with them on mcs behalf, he goes reluctantly, it was his work partners brother who wanted the money asap or an insurance of 30% of company, mc refuses, ml brings a gun and points it at younger brother, settles it at giving that man the money and compensation 2x for loses from li yu himself. LATER mc was abt to take a vacation when he received a call from mls brother saying ml was in bad condition and was in trouble with police. mc went to see him and discovered ml wanted to make a lot of momey due to laundering to have a chance to accept him back. he was basically threatening to kill himself . SO MC FORGIVES HIM and takes him back, both cry. they settle down tgt, first having a meeting with both of the grandfathers, then their rs was shown to the entire families after ml proposed and mc accepted, although they cant marry(?). btw mc tops him once. it ends in mc asking ml what he told his grandpa that time, he said hed take care of mc for the rest of his life