Yuki Nijino's manga / #S&M(22)

I remember reading this years ago and loving it. Hence the five stars. But rereading this now I still don't understand the bit where they broke up. Like why did they break up again? I thought the uke dumped him but then he goes on to say he'll wait for him. Wait for what though he still likes you. I seriously don't understand.

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I didn't think something with such a start would turn out so good. It was actually kinda cute...? Howw?? Well, the sex scenes were the best though.

Mizushima was forced to go to a S&M brothel with his coworkers where he met Kazuma who works there. Mizushima broke up with his girlfriend who was into S&M sex but he was in denial of being a M until he met Kazuma, who is a S.

Tsubasa, the distinguished son of a famous musician, has a secret BDSM kink that he struggles to comes to terms with. When he chances upon Masaki, a man who meets people with his fists, will Tsubasa finally be able to understand his own desires? - Loved it and they're cute and all but I wish they delved more into his masochism and how the fact that the other guy isn't wanna hurt him anymore affects it, but I guess they could still be doing light bdsm during sex? Even so, I wish we could see that. Also, the seme didn't even crack a smile the whole way through, nor show any affection outwardly. Like, where is his “I love you too”?? TLDR ; wish there was more of this, felt unsatisfying in some ways. But I still liked it nonetheless.