shiggyonthebeat's manga / #0 stars if i could(1)

I hate them all [Spoilers!!!] fl gets transmigrated into a villainess's body. She had good reason to be a villain though. The og body owner was a princess of a dukedom and suddenly (for reasons not yet stated) the empire's (or country or whatever the hell it was) king and his duke invade her territory and kill her family. And somehow through all that mess mr. duke has the gal to fall in love at first sight of og-villain. So "logically" the king orders them to marry (for at least 5 years). Obviously the victim here was the "villainess", and so, accordingly, the "villainess" wants nothing to do with this weirdo of a husband. Even then mr.duke is insistent on showing his sincerity and so he commits to being the most filial husband possible. Og-villian says "fuck you" flips him the finger (not literally but you get the point) and takes his money to send to her home land (her duchy). This is when mc comes in and possesses the body. Turns out this is a novel she read and now she's gonna die if she doesn't change fate. So ofc her first course of action is to call the family elders of her husband and tell them to stop sending monies to her land, then she sets herself on charming her husband into thinking she's a changed woman. Well apparently mr. duke is incredibly hurt now that he's been rejected nonstop for 4 years, so he acts like a bitch and is supper mean to her even though every time he is alone, away from her, he blushes like a school girl. Every time he talks to her I can hear my brain's gears grinding. What he says and thinks are contradictory, "You're giving up this easily Irwyne? You cant just leave like that, you should hold onto me more! You should ask me why I'm so tense when we're alone while I'm affectionate towards you in public" he thinks after tearing out the mc's heart (again, not literally, though i wish he actually did) Not only does the duke frustrate me, the mc herself is so annoying and has absolutely no backbone or loyalty. I fear she is not even capable of it. She's trying to play devils advocate for the sake of her survival but all she does is get but hurt when he's mean. I say kill the duke and run away to a different continent cus, pardon my fucking french, why is she trying so hard to appeal to the enemy? when this bitch of a man, who killed your family, took you as bride, tried to woo you, and then gets pissy at you for everything, will leave you for another woman and in the end, kill you, They're both dumber than dumdums and deserve no understanding, peace, or love. Og-Villainess is the only real baddie here.