Illyasviel's manga / #Rape(2)

This is just too much... I tried tooo finish it but there are things that one can take and this Is just going tooo far... I know this is what happens when war takes place but still nearly everyone that the MC befriends gets killed, murdered, tortured, Raped and other stuffs that is just intolerable... more than that our MC was raped at the beginning... I can't take it no more, everytime I see things like that... outrage always follows... so no more, if I continue anymore I assure you I am gonna go crazy or outright depress for a very long time.