Honestly What A. MESS FJDJDJJEJF CHEEZUZS JFJSJDJD BOI, IF YU DON'T DNSJJFJR why can't you talk and think rationally, or at least be aware of how your actions make others feel... like, liking 2 people? OK, that's normal. Cheating? Bad af. Cheating multiple times kinda 2 timing and picking one and abandoning them later to just do that to the other party and repeat and recycle? bad AS HELL FJDJFJR get your act together? Like ok, congrats for being reasonable enough to stop being a hoe and ruining love for others, but just a letter? That's what you leave them with after you disappear??? BOI GO TALK WITH THEM 0-0 They need to tell you shit, and you need to listen to them. This is hell, I would recommend therapy for everyone involved. I don't really am bothered morally by them being cousins or a teacher and student. If it's love, it can wait until it's legal, or until you are sure of your feelings, and not just using each other. Always question it and think responsibly .-. Your actions influence other's life and may cause pain. So talk and make agreements, make sure everyone involved in a romantic relationship with you is aware and conscious of your intentions and feelings. That's all.
My Lover, My Teacher