CrookedStill's manga / #drama(19)

super cute and sad story. cried a few times reading the backstory. beautiful art. Only 4 stars cuz the ending kinda made me feel empty, as if there was something missing but i can't pinpoint what. Even though i know this was one of the more realistic endings (probably my fault for feeling like this tho) great nonetheless

re-read (2023) : (not gonna call them by their names cus i cant remeber them xd ) Rough looking seme and small uke trope ig Uke bullies semes best friend to get his attention after the seme saved him in the past. i didn't like the start cuz he kinda molested the uke in the bathroom at first, after that he got more gentle tho idk? xd uke cries a lot A lot of childhood trauma and struggles otherwise pretty boring and i didn't exactly like the Seme a lot cuz of the bad start. it was ended in 2020 but i just saw that theres another chapter from 2021 which says "to be continued" but uhm..yeah maybe it wasn't? xd maybe that's for the best

Only two more chapter to go till the comic ends i think.... AH MAN when this comic started it felt more like a comedy but now I'm just depressed lmaooo xd It's such a realistic depiction so maybe thats why i feel this way. so bittersweet. I know that no matter who he ends up with I won't be fully satisfied AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY ASRRRGHHH The way subin told hea(idk the rest of his name lmao) That he won't get angry cuz he knows how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you back and tell him he moved on, while hee realizes how much pain subin was in the whole time. And how subin realizes if hae had acted earlier and reached out to him/realized his true feelings, that everything could've turned out differently. How he wasted so many years chasing after an unrequited love and get over him after years of rejection, just for his first love to confess to him when he's already moved on ARRHH I'M IN PAAIIINN. I don't knwo what to think anymore. I really like Jun too and i love that subin realizes he feels at home with him but i also like hae...ANAKSKAKS edit : Okay, just read the last chapter after i had a few days to calm down and..i still feel a lil empty. I'm Glad Subin and Jun made up and decided to stay together even if they still fight, they can't live without each other..that's sweet and VERY realistic xd they still have some doubts and regrets but they'll move past that. Hae is slowly moving on too and uses his music to process everything and say goodbye to his first love...aw man. i wish they could've stayed friends or smt at least. but ig it's more realistic like this. Realistic endings always make me depressed...do i sense a pattern? am i just scared of the future and things changing cuz i cant handle it ? XDD

Alpha x Alpha The Alpha lyle comes from a prestigious family that only marries in favor of conceving Dominant Alphas, Which means he's going to be assigned a marriage partner that is seen fit for the role amd has the right genetics. He's not allowed to see anyone and has to spend his days having one time flings with omegas. The pressure stresses Lyle so much that he gets ED, and the only way to help him would be a 3 month arrangement and Sex with another alpha. the usual icy and stoic Lyle begins to open up to Ash, who treats him with upmost kindness and gives Lyle butterflies...Does Ash feel the same way?? - lot's of drama. - I was SO MAD at ash when lyle wanted to finally confess and ash was so cold towards him AARRRGHHH XD otherwise this was pretty cute. I just didn't like the last few chapters where Ash was in his rut and kinda ruthless in bed. i could've done without that, it was kinda unpleasant. The art was absolutely stunning tho like omg

A lot of sex...xD #Yakuza #Drama #Rape️ Happy ending tho...finally we see some old men getting at it

The main character Mason (a mercenary) is on a mission with his partners, they betray him because they are greedy and want money and shoot him in the head, instantly killing him. To his surprise he wakes up in the body of Haley. An infamous Hollywood star, who will sleep with anyone and abuses drugs. The original Haley killed himself after getting publictly rejected by Noah, who he wanted to sleep with. Mason, now in a new body with a new chance at life, gets settled into the body very fast. And just after being discharged from the hospital is picked up by his manager to star as a side role with only one scene, in a movie. The situation he's supposed to act out is similar to something mason has actually experienced and thanks to that he does surprisingly well. little does he know that noah is watching him while they're filming the scene. Mason and Noahs paths will cross a lot from that moment on. Mason was Noahs bodyguard in his other body, he saved child noah from a kidnapper and ever since then Noah has been comforted by his presence and a little infatuated with him. (even though they only meet a total of 2 times? and he was his bodyguard for only 1 month.) Noah immediately recognizes the change in Haley who tells him 'not to worry, he's not interested in him like that anymore' But these two just cant stop running into each other. After stumbling upon each other in Masons old home, Noah starts to take in interest in the changed Haley, who seemingly just can't stop his protective urges towards Noah, when he runs into trouble. And ofc Noah figures it out after a while :3 God, these two were absolute sugar!!! I LOVE the headcanon of people always being able to recognize somebody they love, even when they're in a different body..The idea that someone is so familiar with your every expression and the way you hold yourself and act, that they'd recognize you no matter what you look like. Soulmates xd Also..can we talk about how Cool Mason is?!?! i think i legit have a crush on this guy (sorry noah) The ways he didn't let anyone treat him like shit and always clapped back and destroyed the people trying to make him look bad. That dude is such a badass. Power bottom. i actually liked that the 'stereotypes' were less stigmatized in this one. For once the top had the more troubled past and mental health problems and nightmares. i love that he found a save haven in mason. Also..noah is so fucking pretty??? i was skeptical at firsy cus he reminded me of ceasar from codename Anastasia..and i hate that due, but Noah is a sweetheart (for the most part xd) not COMPLETELY Green but thats okay :) We love a man whos obsessed with his lover ^^