Himanshi's manga / #psychological(78)

Kiseki to Amedama

Complete | Nishin Masumi | 2016 released

this story was a rollercoaster ride, the ending was quite unsatisfying not just because of the lack of retribution on christ but also simply, it just didn't feel complete. I truly pity luca, he was convicted from a young age and had his childhood stripped from him. he also had lingering attachments towards his abuser and was treated like crap, until his final moments. I question how christ was never convicted for child sexual abuse, while luca was charged for murder. the cops really incriminated a child but not a pedophile.

Feeding lamb

Complete | Nishin Masumi | 2000 released

Honestly the gore wasn’t terrible but I feel like this is one of those stories that I’m always gonna think about in a tragic way. My favorite part was probably the train scene when they’re adults but omg ik brandon was a pos but I honestly feel super bad for him- truly if only he never saved andy when they were kids he probably would’ve lived happily :( AND THE END WHEN THEYRE MESSING WITH HIM I FELT SO BAD

Kyuuso Ha Cheese no Yume Omiru

Complete | mizushiro setona | 2006 released

The Trigger

Complete | ISINO Aya | 2015 released

this was a painful read, but beautiful. but like, realistic. And sadistic & messed up. But people seem to forget that situations like this occur ALL THE TIME, and not just in gay relationships. Where one partner falls apart and is awful, but the other stays and helps them through it. All I can say is that the ending is whats important. You can see he even questioned why Sone didn't run away from him when he easily could have. Instead he stayed.

Smells Like Green Spirit

Complete | Nagai Saburou | 2011 released

I loved the way the mangaka showed all different types of experiences between the characters and their families. The variety of acceptance between the families was both heartbreaking and heartwarming. In terms of all the characters growing up and going down different paths, it was hard and realistic. For Kirino especially (even the teacher, although I greatly dislike him), things don’t always turn out they way you want. I cried at the end when I saw Kirino with his “dead fish eyes” because I knew that even though he has a family, he didn’t get to live life how he wanted to.

Blue Lust

Complete | Hinako (ひなこ) | 2015 released

good story. as much as i love hayato and souma, lowkey wish to see a happy ending with hayato and noboru, they seemed more compatible to me lol ;; like if hayato didnt run away at the time and grew to like noboru like he did for souma, i think we'd have a good friends-to-lovers story also

Murderer Llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation

Complete | Sum Na Gi,Muk Bu | 2000 released

The amount of tears i have shed for this beautiful and immaculate piece of art are infinite. Lewellyn, is the most beautiful and innocent soul i have ever seen in my life, and i absolutely hated how he was treated his whole life in that godforsaken prison. He was called a dog and was beaten everyday. He was like a child. I am happy that he met shavonne and shavonne treated him like a human he is. This stoey deserves all the love it gets. My heart was in so much pain when they were seprated but i love how patient lewellyn was. He always waited for shavonne, everyday since meeting him like a dog. I never expecting lewellyn to have this kind of sad background , in my mind he was just a sick psycho or murderer after rwading first few chap and the title of thos story but damn the plot twist

Palace of Bardo

Complete | Bamilssi,Zaru | 2019 released

This manhwa is underrated !!!! I just started reading it this morning but shit the drama and the emotions in this manhwa is so heartfelt... I am just annoyed by the fact that he got raped by his own brother and got tortured during his past life with Wonje. And now, the SEME is trying to repent for what he has done. Also the little crown prince is just a baby why is seme such an ass towards him!!! Dang it

The Perfect Relationship

Complete | Akkang, Sam | 2017 released

If I was minjae and if this was a normal love story I would certainly choose his bf over the dad ( Never in my life iam gona date a guy way older than me) and the bf is soo hot, he's really my typei finished this in 2-3hrs. it reminded me of the quote "god created the most contagious, evil disease and we people called it love" and this story explains it. you love too much it's toxic.