Himy's manga / #Jealousy(681)

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Complete | 연골,Yeongol | 2019 released
2024-09-30 22:16 marked

I can literally see the toxic vapors that are fuming from these two, holy shit. Both of these girls are crashouts and this easily clears the top 5 yuri most toxic relationships from the manga I've read thus far omg.

Happy of the End

Ongoing | Ogeretsu Tanaka | 2000 released

I just cane adter watching the drama. It made me feel sad and happy. However when I read the manga I am feeling all these emotions I haven't felt in a long time. Chihiro is so kind hearted! He deserves the world! Fuck his parents his sibling and that ex. They can all go and die. Haoren on the other hand my baby is so cute and gorgeous yet there is so much sadness in his eyes. His eyes looked so empty in the beginning but after meeting chiharo he looks so happy and content. It breaks my heart to see their past but I am happy to see that their relationship will only get stronger from now on

Asterism

Complete | 笼鸠,Longkun | 2000 released

Growing up, trying to find out who we are while trying to live up to everyone's expectations, getting lost in the way and losing everyone, hurting every step of the way, slowly coming back on track only to realize it's all about growing up. I loved this story and will for sure reread it a lot in the future.... but first, I need to find a comfort story to pair with it, because my heart can only take so much!Seen this multiple times, avoided it because I thought its another 'Cliché story' but man I was so wrong. The story is so deep and I don't know how to start. I don't know but for my perspective everything is so clear, so real and so fucking sad. Everything to bullying, gender discrimination, abusive parents both mentally and physically, peer pressure, assault, SA, Self harm and pressuring yourself. It was portrayed good even though some may find it annoying or irritated to read but it's the reality some of us face. It's so sad to see, reminding us that what you see, everywhere you go and interact with will carry this kind of scar. That ending was a roller-coaster tbh. Like the ending is not something I could understand without reading it twice or analyze it thoroughly, but one thing is for sure, we know what kind of ending it will have. Even if some readers will want them to stay lovers, friends or strangers... After all of this, I think they deserve a time to love and forgive themselves. And after that then maybe give each other a chance again whether it may be friends or lovers. They deserve this much rest after going through all of that. A sad story with a happy ending is something deserving for them. Heyyy Just to remind everyone that we are human, we make mistakes, regrets, times we want to go back but remember we are still learning, we are still growing, we are aging and it can be a stepping stone to learn, to accept and to apologize. Learning has no limits and age will never be a hindrance. It will take years but what matters is you've made it. Don't forget to celebrate and appreciate, let it be your motivation. And in the end of that day even if you still find hard to cope, its okay! Its not my decision to change your mind or someone else's, its you who have the authority. I just hoped that it is what you truly want, not for others but for yourself. Give yourself a good pat in the back and good luck. P.s This is so not like me. But made me emotional and cried for two hours straight. Its a good story. Would 100% recommendthis manhua is the true definition of under appreciated!! its the most genuine and captivating story i have been blessed to read. heartbreakingly realistic queer themes and characters that rip your heart out. beautiful art that is so intricate that it conveys the solace hao feels and the yearning between him and weiyu. when there is dialogue its so profound and believable for the character’s situations. this author is a gem i have never seen someone be so delicate but accurate when handling internalised homophobia themes also you can really feel the love they have for their work. i really do not understand why this work hasnt received its flowers this should be receiving so much love praise and much more.

The Law of Raising a Wolf

Complete | 梨梨圆上艹 &, 歌茗 | 2019 released

There were alot of plot holes in this manhua but I really liked it over all. It was funny as fuck. Zhou. Zheng was an asshole in the beginning but he never tried to hurt yu qi. I love almost all charas of this manhua except that one bitch. It was a good read for me

Daisy Jealousy

Complete | OGERETSU Tanaka,Ogeretsu Tanaka | 2019 released

A lot of people are justifying Misaki's toxicity by calling it realistic which is a bit ridiculous to me. Like yes, there are plenty of toxic individuals like Misaki in real life as well, who will blame other people for their own insecurity and inferiority complex, which is toxic in real life as well. It's alright to have feelings of inadequacy and have feelings of inferiority compared to someone else, but what isn't right is to make that person feel like shit because of YOUR own personal feelings and issues. No matter if it's real life or fiction, that sort of behavior is shitty regardless. Usually Misaki would be the antagonist messing with the main characters, but since he is the main character and we see everything from his perspective, everything feels justified when it isn't. It was clear Misaki felt validated from Kaname's attraction. He wanted to be validated by Kaname's feelings, even when he didn't truly reciprocate his feelings towards Kaname. He wanted to take advantage of Kaname's feelings to feel better about himself. The toxic part about Misaki isn't about his inferiority complex or him wallowing in his own insecurities, it's about how he chose to handle them afterwards. Not every actions of a main character can be justified just because they are the MC. Rest it was an ok read. I loved my baby kaname

Hadakeru Kaibutsu

Complete | OGERETSU Tanaka | 2000 released

This is one of my favorite stories that I reread everytime. I know that kan chan made a mistake in the past but I still love him huhu. I really love the character of Yumi. Dear you are so strong, and you being happy for Hayashida despite everything makes me cry so much. What an angel, you deserve the very best. All three characters are so interestingly written. Good job author. Yumi is such a precious soul, I love him so much ╥﹏╥ He reminds me a lot of my past self, and i really admire him for being so strong. I cried so so much with how he endured everything Kan-chan did hoping one day he would be the same as before because it happened to me too, two times. Now I am embarrassed about it but reading Yumi's story made me feel more compassionate about myself and I hope one day I'll also find someone who'll help me heal (▰˘◡˘▰)

The Problematic Prince

Ongoing | | 2019 released

I like Erna, and honestly, I understand why she's in love with him. She knows he doesn't love her, but he's warm and kind to her, even though outsiders can see that he's not really doing enough for her. She's naive, and this is her first romantic relationship. Plus, they're married! She pretty much has to make the most of it. So I don't think she's a doormat, she's really just making the most of her situation. Bjorn is really pitiful too, I feel so bad for him after everything he's been through-- being betrayed, malicious rumors, being unable to defend himself, etc. But I hate the way he's treating her, and I look forward to time when she leaves him and he suffers for it lol

Escape Journey

Complete | OGERETSU Tanaka | 2015 released

Reading this again many years after the first time and the rape scene really caught me off guard. While I understand it is a plot device, it was never talked about again outside of a nonchalant apology. Rape is very normalized is yaoi and it does not need to be. A character can have be angry and going through things emotionally without sexually assaulting their partner.all the yaois i've read to this day, rape never bothered me. Because it's fictional and sometimes its about kinks and stuff and not real so idc in the end, however this manga really felt like a real life story and living the things that nao lived is unforgivable. In the end it felt like author tried to justify the rape... He slapped him and than raped him and nothing happened as if it's a natural occurrance.Honestly rly disliked the story cuz of Hase He like couldn't for the life of him communicate his feelings and took it out on mc And proceeded to r@pe him like wtf that was horrible couldnt care about Hase after that like he made it seem like him r@ping mc was both of their faults and not entirely his own fucking problems gross horrible character legit the definition of abusive relationship. Hase is a manipulative narcissistic r@pist and doesnr deserve MC Feel bad for mc and black haired guy i want a story where they get together like they were rly cute and black haired guy is honestly so adorable and sweet he deserves the world

Beware of the Villainess!

Ongoing | 뽕따맛스크류바,푸른칸나,Bbongdda mask ,Pureunkanna | 2019 released

YOHAN AND YONA WHEREEE????? I'VE BEEN PATIENTTT I NEED YONA MY WOMAN TO BE HAPPY LET THAT YOHAN MAN OUT OF THAT CELL AND GIVE YONA THE HAPPY ENDING SHE DESERVES!!!!!Out of all of them, I didn't expect kartena to have such a f***ed up backstory. So glad for Robbie. Everyone in that knight group can D. I. E. essssssspecially that creepy basturd.The art is beautiful. Yona is my favorite. Yona! Yona! Yona!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ A strong skilled women protecting her cute, handsome and strong husband, how is this not cute. Although I wouldn’t have minded a 360 turn with Melissa & Yuri a GL route.The child Nine arc added to their romance quite a bit. He didn't didn't follow her, nor was his loyalty spontaneous. There was always a reason and I think that's cute af.Amazing I love this manhwa so much, the FL may be my best character yet so strong and funny All the side characters were actually 3 dimensional with their own back stories and everything it’s great Love the dynamics between the melissa and Nine So soft and cute Hehe I was a bit frustrated in the first few chapters but you just have to tough it out to get to the good stuff All in all it was a good read(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ.i loved melissa, nine, yona, yuri!!! It was soooo funny the whole time!

Kill the Villainess

Complete | Haegi,Your april | 2021 released

I love this, I love angst, I love misery, I love suffering, I love shedding tears. I shall continue to love sad stories with happy endings. Absolute cinema! This is one of the best "reincarnating into a novel/game as the villainess" there is, imo (at least between the complete ones). The characters were all compelling, and FL's motives were so understandable. I always find it strange when people get isekaid or reincarnated into a whole different life and don't even think about what they've left behind. But this one tackles it in a really beautiful way, with FL's struggling between her desire to go back and the things she must do in order to achieve that, even if she doesn't want to do them. It feels ver real when she sometimes tries to push everything away with a "maybe I should just run away and not think about this again". She was a splendid character! All I could wish for would be to see more of her and Anahkin interacting in ordinary moments. It would've been nice to see them build their relationship outside of plot-crucial moments. But oh well! It was still a lovely little romance. Very good read, all in all.