Himanshi's manga / #Heartaching(536)

Shishi no Odoriko

Complete | YANASE Seno | 2021 released

I didn't like their beginning and how rushed the "love" is, and how there's no reason for us to believe they even like each other besides the horniness they feel,, until the lion guy says he's in love and like. no. first off, you were in love with his image and performance, and we never get to actually see much more than that. AND IT'S A FUCKING SHAME. cause the setting is interesting, the characters are interesting and GORGEUS LIKE DAMN and they're actually fucking adorable after they get together (and a tiny bit before that). the fact that you only needed to change a few things and add some others to make this story actually amazing, bothers me the most. for example, their first time together, instead of making the lion dude do what he does, make yoru take the first steps to satisfy the costumer and show how it bothers the lion dude but it also pains him that he just can't make the other stop etc. and after that we ACTUALLY see them learn more about each other outside of sex. instead of that we get a I'll fuck you roughly constantly and then tell you it was all because I love you oh so very much. be for real. oh but he's so kind. WHERE. don't just tell us that, show it. if he's so kind, why are the dudes from the beginning still in hell (was the newspaper about them? I've no idea). why does he force yoru constantly. but also, why are the servants saying that? what happened with them for them to believe that? SHOW US. and if it's supposed to be more in shadow, at least tease it more. also,, just a side thing but, does he dance with or without music?? I don't even know how many stars to give it, but I'll put probably one more than it should because the extras (especially the orange one) are adorable,, and the art and characters are divine. the fact that you can see how much the author likes these characters and this is the result,, the little notes on some of the drawings about the characters were more interesting than the whole story, I'm sorry.

Love in Orbit

Ongoing | Lattepanda | 2022 released

Idk how to explain it but this was one of the best works I've ever read, the way i didn't expect it to be like this, it was so perfectly written and the art style was so beautiful and i love sihwa and sohan sm they're my pookies and deserve everything good. I loved it sm and i couldn't even let it go so I'm definitely gonna reread it again and i need side chapters cause i really got so attached to themI feel like the we haven't had enough of the main couple. I'm still mad that the father was given that much screentime ahhsdjjekdkd. Hate him. Also, I NEED MORE OF GABIN AND SACHA (╯°Д °)╯╧╧honestly this was so nice. I liked the main couple's love for each other and never got bored during the whole thing. Honestly I'd kill for any side stories, especially of gabin and sacha's

Puppy Love

Ongoing | Ongsim | 2000 released

I liked the manhwa in general but I found the story arcs very basic and unsatisfactory, especially with regards to the second couple. The “resolution” between Jaewon and his father and brother sucked. I feel like there should’ve been some sort of consequences for them, especially the horrible brother. It sort of fell flat. I also would’ve liked to see a meeting between the two couples and what that dynamic would’ve been considering the history between Gyujin and Jaewon and the fact that Hyunoh and Youngwoon are like best friends. Maybe it’ll come up in the side stories. It also felt like the relationship between Hyunoh and Jaewon developed at a speed run and that Hyunoh brushed off the shady shit Jaewon did a little too easily. I know Jaewon had his reasons but it was still messed up. What would he have done if he had succeeded in making Gyujin fall for him? Seems like the only reason he came clean about his mother is because he failed at his objective.

One Half of a Married Couple

Complete | Natsukawa yukino | 2019 released

I want to point out that it’s understandable what Aya felt about the situation, wanting some time because she couldn’t get the thought of Kazuma and Sayaka being together in any way despite nothing actually being consensual but I think she should have thought more about Kazuma and what happened to him. He was drugged and Sexually Assaulted. Buuut, again, communication seems the be the #1 thing that couples struggle with. He should not have kept Sayakas actions before they got married and after a secret. He knew they were friends and just accepted that one of Ayas close friends tries to backstab her. Other than all of that, I’m pretty satisfied with the ending.

Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess

Ongoing | gwon gyeoeul,suol | 2019 released

sobbing so hard I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tn. I love callisto so much!! If my future partner is not like callisto then I dont want them. It was soo beautifull. My baby penelope please come back. I hope her sufferings endBest fucking thing I ever read omfg every scene with her pouring her heart out towards the father and Reynolds, I fucking bawled like a baby. Nothing I've read got me feeling everything like this

Happy of the End

Ongoing | Ogeretsu Tanaka | 2000 released

I just cane adter watching the drama. It made me feel sad and happy. However when I read the manga I am feeling all these emotions I haven't felt in a long time. Chihiro is so kind hearted! He deserves the world! Fuck his parents his sibling and that ex. They can all go and die. Haoren on the other hand my baby is so cute and gorgeous yet there is so much sadness in his eyes. His eyes looked so empty in the beginning but after meeting chiharo he looks so happy and content. It breaks my heart to see their past but I am happy to see that their relationship will only get stronger from now on

Asterism

Complete | 笼鸠,Longkun | 2000 released

Growing up, trying to find out who we are while trying to live up to everyone's expectations, getting lost in the way and losing everyone, hurting every step of the way, slowly coming back on track only to realize it's all about growing up. I loved this story and will for sure reread it a lot in the future.... but first, I need to find a comfort story to pair with it, because my heart can only take so much!Seen this multiple times, avoided it because I thought its another 'Cliché story' but man I was so wrong. The story is so deep and I don't know how to start. I don't know but for my perspective everything is so clear, so real and so fucking sad. Everything to bullying, gender discrimination, abusive parents both mentally and physically, peer pressure, assault, SA, Self harm and pressuring yourself. It was portrayed good even though some may find it annoying or irritated to read but it's the reality some of us face. It's so sad to see, reminding us that what you see, everywhere you go and interact with will carry this kind of scar. That ending was a roller-coaster tbh. Like the ending is not something I could understand without reading it twice or analyze it thoroughly, but one thing is for sure, we know what kind of ending it will have. Even if some readers will want them to stay lovers, friends or strangers... After all of this, I think they deserve a time to love and forgive themselves. And after that then maybe give each other a chance again whether it may be friends or lovers. They deserve this much rest after going through all of that. A sad story with a happy ending is something deserving for them. Heyyy Just to remind everyone that we are human, we make mistakes, regrets, times we want to go back but remember we are still learning, we are still growing, we are aging and it can be a stepping stone to learn, to accept and to apologize. Learning has no limits and age will never be a hindrance. It will take years but what matters is you've made it. Don't forget to celebrate and appreciate, let it be your motivation. And in the end of that day even if you still find hard to cope, its okay! Its not my decision to change your mind or someone else's, its you who have the authority. I just hoped that it is what you truly want, not for others but for yourself. Give yourself a good pat in the back and good luck. P.s This is so not like me. But made me emotional and cried for two hours straight. Its a good story. Would 100% recommendthis manhua is the true definition of under appreciated!! its the most genuine and captivating story i have been blessed to read. heartbreakingly realistic queer themes and characters that rip your heart out. beautiful art that is so intricate that it conveys the solace hao feels and the yearning between him and weiyu. when there is dialogue its so profound and believable for the character’s situations. this author is a gem i have never seen someone be so delicate but accurate when handling internalised homophobia themes also you can really feel the love they have for their work. i really do not understand why this work hasnt received its flowers this should be receiving so much love praise and much more.

The Law of Raising a Wolf

Complete | 梨梨圆上艹 &, 歌茗 | 2019 released

There were alot of plot holes in this manhua but I really liked it over all. It was funny as fuck. Zhou. Zheng was an asshole in the beginning but he never tried to hurt yu qi. I love almost all charas of this manhua except that one bitch. It was a good read for me

Hadakeru Kaibutsu

Complete | OGERETSU Tanaka | 2000 released

This is one of my favorite stories that I reread everytime. I know that kan chan made a mistake in the past but I still love him huhu. I really love the character of Yumi. Dear you are so strong, and you being happy for Hayashida despite everything makes me cry so much. What an angel, you deserve the very best. All three characters are so interestingly written. Good job author. Yumi is such a precious soul, I love him so much ╥﹏╥ He reminds me a lot of my past self, and i really admire him for being so strong. I cried so so much with how he endured everything Kan-chan did hoping one day he would be the same as before because it happened to me too, two times. Now I am embarrassed about it but reading Yumi's story made me feel more compassionate about myself and I hope one day I'll also find someone who'll help me heal (▰˘◡˘▰)

The Problematic Prince

Ongoing | | 2019 released

I like Erna, and honestly, I understand why she's in love with him. She knows he doesn't love her, but he's warm and kind to her, even though outsiders can see that he's not really doing enough for her. She's naive, and this is her first romantic relationship. Plus, they're married! She pretty much has to make the most of it. So I don't think she's a doormat, she's really just making the most of her situation. Bjorn is really pitiful too, I feel so bad for him after everything he's been through-- being betrayed, malicious rumors, being unable to defend himself, etc. But I hate the way he's treating her, and I look forward to time when she leaves him and he suffers for it lol