Himanshi's manga / #Fantasy(53)

I love this, I love angst, I love misery, I love suffering, I love shedding tears. I shall continue to love sad stories with happy endings. Absolute cinema! This is one of the best "reincarnating into a novel/game as the villainess" there is, imo (at least between the complete ones). The characters were all compelling, and FL's motives were so understandable. I always find it strange when people get isekaid or reincarnated into a whole different life and don't even think about what they've left behind. But this one tackles it in a really beautiful way, with FL's struggling between her desire to go back and the things she must do in order to achieve that, even if she doesn't want to do them. It feels ver real when she sometimes tries to push everything away with a "maybe I should just run away and not think about this again". She was a splendid character! All I could wish for would be to see more of her and Anahkin interacting in ordinary moments. It would've been nice to see them build their relationship outside of plot-crucial moments. But oh well! It was still a lovely little romance. Very good read, all in all.

Did I cry?? NOOO I BAWLED MY FUCKIN EYES OUT!My heart is crushed and I'm a mess I love them some much, they deserve only happiness and good things. I'm glad there's no more secrets but I need all their problems to die and go awayyyy . I wish Izek and ruby nothing but happiness! They deserve it all. I love elle so much too, i could not bring myself to hate her even once, but I hate freya sooo fucking much! Also, my baby endymion has my heart. He is the best little brother kinda vibe guy for ruby. He alsways took her side and fought that mither fucking freyas brother. Such a good lad!! I hate cesare sooo fuckin much! Hate himmmmmmmmmmm

Gosh I loved this so much! Hyeons face when Yiseon tried to kill himself!!! OH MYYYY ;))) Also love how you find out that Yiseon isn't just a naive fool in love, he's manipulative too!!!! T_T Praying for side stories solid 4/5, i wished they showed ml's feelings grow but at the same time whenever he inner monologued about how he wanted to control Yiseon it just felt like a "repressed gay moment" so i didnt mind too, too much. Especially after they revealed the reverse manipulation at the end. but the last time they did the deed i was SCREAMING, let me SEEEEE!!! i just wanna see them have an intimate moment, damn it! they kissed like 4 times and theyre always so deadpan, and half those kisses were a form of psychological warfare! GIVE ME SOME FEELING!! that said this is one of the best things ive read in a goooood while, very refreshing, the plot was plotting with this one. now that ive completed it I feel simultaneously empty knowhing there wont be anything else this story-forward for a while, and completely full.The last few chapters had me crying like a baby... This was so incredible that I can't even say anything else