Read: Ch.75
Season 1: Ch.1-37 (avoid that)
Season 2: Ch.38-58
Season 3: Ch.59-
Seme is an abusive rapist and cheating jerk, so arrogant and selfish. He rapes uke in a horrible and abusive way, which uke compares to his time in prison, even though seme is a fucking cop. The worst thing is that seme rapes uke knowing that the latter can’t fight back due to their power difference and him still being on parole. He’s even blackmailing him by saying that uke will just go back to jail for fighting back and injuring a cop. Afterwards, seme goes back to his gf every time, he’s not only an abusive rapist, but also a fucking cheater. He‘s fr just the worst in S1. The only thing he‘s got going for him is his pretty face and the 180 turn-around in his character and behaviour, after uke gets almost killed.
Uke isn‘t used to affection and warmth, since he was always treated with abuse and rejection, wherever he went. He doesn‘t react much to sth or has to stay calm due to blackmail.
Even though it‘s depicted as pretty cute and kinda fluffy after seme‘s change, the first two seasons still stick really deep.. his actions are unforgivable and it doesn‘t matter, how much of a redemption arc he gets, since he just went too far. He wanted to kill himself? He didn‘t do it. He injured his own hand? Just due to his own guilt, what does that affect uke now? Uke is full of scars and the prominent one on his hand is from seme raping him. The only plus point is seme rescuing uke, that redeemed him a lil bit, which is why this is still readable and especially since the whole romance arc finally started with uke still being distanced and seme getting rejected on an emotional level.
Everything afterwards is so good: seme‘s possessiveness, jealousy and even his sulking. Wish, the author would have left some of the previous things out or depicted them differently. Their all fictional stories and rape/non-con is a common thing in toxic BL manwhas, but that was a tad too much to make seme likeable again. I‘m only staying for uke, just want to see him living a quiet and happy life.
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