chcz's manga / #webtoon(66)

paused when Mistress tried to kill her in carriage and ML is all caring. "Do you love me now," and he lowkey does, and she's just liie fck out of her.

“He’s chewing my dick like it’s beef jerky.”

46 Ngl, this is unhealthy, but I’m for them

6/22- finally finished reading Paused before she meets the Emperor. He has bought her a title (maybe need to reread from him picking her up).

Ch 61 She is so accepting of her slavery which makes me horribly uncomfortable. Luckily, it makes the Duke even MORE uncomfortable. As the story goes on, I think is more the trauma of her life being sold to a noble that makes her prefer living as a sub-human. ML wants her to ask him for freedom, and she wouldn't even consider that. It's not possible for her, and where would she go?

2 starsb/c art WAS GORGEOUS. The story was dog-blood, give it 1 star because nothing has made me as frustrated and the ML has won the title of #1 Scum ML. And he didn't even cheat. he's that horrible,. paused when we see his alternate identity sneak into her room to help her after his official let her get shot in the heart. also, read the novel, and ML just fcking disgusted me so much. She had to give herself open heart surgery. In the novel, she tries to escape by moving, and this bitch-ass just keeps following her and staying. She decides she'll just live with the fcker and stop fighting, but she'll never forgive him. Honestly shouldn't have after she tried to save him, broke both her legs and arms, and he left her in the dungeon ALONE, untreated without hearing her reasoning. No one came for her, she eventually put herself back together and went to tell him the evidence. FUCK HIM SO MUCH. EQUAL TO ML IN SILENT LOVER? NO WORSE!! NUMBER 1 MOST HATED ML I think it ends with her finding out her family is royalty from another country? I don't think she ever got to meet them. Not a HEA for me.

Paused after meeting with the Emeperor and family tries to set her up. Crown Prince says some sketchy shit telling her to live like a closed flower (bad translation?) She runs into ML again. I'm sticking around because it hurts my heart to remember when he carved all the ice statues until he bled, but she ignored it to not return his feelings. (10/23- still thinking about that scene)