Mamanaranai Mon de
Complete | ASOU Kai | 2017 released
Can relate to the uke immensely, I also have a horrible time saying no because I don't want to hurt others and had something a bit similar happen though I didn't let it go so far as sex, but in my allowing him to do what he wanted he got his hopes up and it hurt him more when I finally drew the line because he kept trying to push it and it really killed me to see how much I hurt him in the end, made me wish I had put a stop to it sooner. Ugh, love sucks sometimes.
Katenkouru ni wa Mada Hayai