This story isn't as dark as it originally appears. It actually has a good message about getting out of your own way and being honest with yourself and the people you care about. It's about how self-loathing and doubt can convince you that you are a toxic person and your normal feelings of wanting to feel loved are wrong. It's about changing your perspective. Reality is, you aren't that fucked up, and you aren't that toxic. You are just letting the intrusive thoughts win because you have low self-esteem.
Derail