Fuyu's manga / #psychological(38)

The most shitty twisted thing I've ever read in my WHOLE freaking life. The kidnapper is a total psycho who was bullied by the MC, but somehow still fell in love like a total creep. The MC gets kidnapped and was a bully who got bullied later and lost his memory twice and doesn't even know that he lost it. The MC's friend is another bully who bullied the MC later on after he got outed as gay and btw the MC had a crush on him but our little good friend didn't hate him for this. He bullied him later when a photo of the MC kissing another guy got outed, so he felt kind of jealousy or whatsoever shit and then started bullying him. After the MC lost his memory for the first time and was bullied and out-casted, there was a transfer student who came to the school because he was bullied in his preveious school. So eventually he and the MC became friends. But then the shitty psycho freak got jealous and photoshopped some photoes of that friend sucking on some dik and getting fcked. So our baby committed suicide. The one who kidnapped everyone in this whole shit was actually that deceased friend's big brother, which the freaky psycho paid him a good amount of money to do so. And he specially choosed him because he hated that cutiepie of a friend. And the big brother didn't know any of this shit nor did he know that this freaking psycho was the one who killed his brother. In all this twisted shit there was a single sane person who is actually a cross-dresser. A man who liked to dress as a women on daily basis and act like one. At first, the MC didn't even know that he was a he and actually fell in love with 'her'. But then our sweetheart confessed the truth that she is a man. The MC freaked out at first but after a good 5 minutes he actually accepted this and even asked her out. And they still dated even after when they escaped that hell. Last but not least, THE ENDING WAS JUST THE FUCKING WORST. Even though the freaky psycho was supposed to be in jail or something, he somehow managed to get out and kidnapped the MC again after 2 months or so.

Uke was in a relationship with the seme's father -who is a piano professor at their college-. At first glance, you might think that this relationship is just for sex and personal advantages. However, truth is, the uke is so madly in love with the professor, and is wiling to endure all that toxic shit just to keep this relationship going. Surely, it's not like anyone can resist our dearly beloved Mr. Charisma MC, so the prof was in love too, but pretty much reluctant to admit this, as well as his way of loving is very twisted and toxic. Mr. Prof who is so shitty beyond belief, is the college's chairwoman husband. They married out of convenience, and both had affairs which they didn't seem to mind. That being said, the professor once had an affair with a woman which resulted in her having a son, but of course the prof didn't take responsibility.

So messed up. Couldn't understand shit for reals. Maybe I'm just not old or emotionally smart enough lol However, it's a fav for the aesthetic and calm feeling of the webtoon, also the general events are nice albeit I couldn't deeply understand.

S1 was ok albeit the ML was a bit controlling and manipulative, however, this trait of his was properly acknowledged in the story itself and wasn't glossed over nor beuatified, also it was explicitly mentioned by the MC himself that he knew about this and that he loves the ML regardless and even maybe loves a bit of the controlling as well. Conclusion : since both parties are ok with that and it was totally consensual, then I have nothing to complain about nor do I have the right to. S2 was so missed up and twisted. Little thing that left me feeling a bit conflicted, is I wish that ML would have really lost his memories rather than the original personality dying while the other one keeps pretending to be amnesiac. Alas it would've been nice if he really lost his memories so that we can meet our little sweet boy again. That kid was just so cute and innocent but the world really did him dirty. I really hoped he would get another chance to grow up properly.