Wei Jillian's manga / #Tragedy(3)

This manga is a short one and with only 18 pages it told us a story about Manabu who confessed to his childhood friend but got rejected. One day he was sitting on the school's rooftop and that's where he met his senpai, Shouta who comforted him (with blowjobs lol). Over the past few days (maybe? It didn't mention) they Manabu developed feelings for Shouta. Manabu promised to draw a portrait of Shouta so he went to the art club classroom to pick out a canvas. Among those canvases, he found something and discovered Shouta true identity. I have read this manga three times already and every time I cry like a babeey. ~T^T~ With only 18 pages I must say that the flow and pacing are amazingly done. The mangaka gave you the right among of information that is needed to make you feel your heart is aching from PAIN. And with a short story leads naturally to less time for character development Yet I love and adoral them so much. For Shouta, I pity him so much. First: having one regret and that is not being able to confess his feeling. Second: Accidently slips. Man, that just OMG FUUUCK. For Manabu, oh my what do I have to say? Going through heartbreaks after heartbreak, my poor baby. His second heartbreak hurt a lot more. He was in love with someone impossible to love from the beginning with. But love is never wasted so it's okay to love someone we will never have. Let's talk about the last pages. Man, first you get hit with the "At the end of the day he didn't say "See ya next time"", then get hit with " It was the first time he said "goodbye"", the again, " Being able to spend my last summer with Manabu-kun was wonderful", annnd then you thought it was over, sike bitch you get hit harder like a truck by the "That was my second heartbreak". PLUS Manabu "crying" face!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! ╰(艹皿艹 )

Not every love story is perfect, sometimes the person who we loved the most does not reciprocate our feeling and love dies out. When that happens we either choose to leave or stay hoping for the better. In this case: " When our love is gone, I'll pick a sunny afternoon with a gentle wind, put on my coat and leave for good..." I love this so much, aaah the feels!!!~~~ Every chapters got me crying like a baby. I love a good story where someone is getting hurt and treated badly, Idk why tho? Maybe because I'm a sadistic mf. The ending, omfg, I feel like He Zhishu really loved Jiang tills the end. " After school, let's go home together ", he said that as he died in the arms of Dr Ai. Sadly He Zhishu didn't die in the arms of the one who promised him everything, was the reason he ran away from home and threw his future away for, Jiang Wenxu. Money and power can sure change people for the better or worse. This story teaches me that, no matter how much you love someone unconditionally and does everything for them they'll cheat on you one day or another. And never gives up on your dreams for men periodt. ╰（‵□′）╯ Also regret is a hell of stronger feeling than gratitude. (Cocaine is a hell of a drug)