Wei Jillian's manga / #Tears were rolling down(13)

Story about friendship that blossoms from sharing a common interest. (From bully him to forming a genuinely and beautifully friendship with him.) About being your true self, accepting yourself and yours love one. Sadly, in the end, not everybody can truly be themselves. Pressure and expectation from the surrounding does really destroys one's path of being a true self. One day you'll find Shangri-La and happiness The drawing of this manga is giving off a dark and tragic feelings while reading, even when there were a happy/funny scene. But this is actually why I enjoyed it and it is beautifully done. Great art. I cry like a baby reading this (┬┬﹏┬┬)

The story about Nishi Yuuki and Ito Akira from teen years to retirement years. How they met, fell in love and all that cute romance shit. WARNING: Be aware of heartbreak and changes of life tho :3. Beautiful and simple yet realist, so is life. There's a beginning and there's an end. This story has such a great storyline it deserves to be written about more so here I gooo!!! And I will separate the live-action from it cuz... The live-action got like 4 episode. But it was still very great and well done!! Let just separate the two different form/version of this beautiful story okok?? Firstly first, I love how the main character met at the beginning, is cute and sweet. Because that is so teenager loves UwU and it took some times for the characters to realize that they're falling in love with each other. I do enjoy a good "love at first sight" story but I'm contented that this is not the case for them. Nishi Yuuki is an adorable mf, man I love his innocent and pure soul ("Child-like" how the author describes him but for me he was a beautiful and kind soul). Ito Akira on the other hand...a real Mf frfr, he's selfish, self-centred and inconsiderate. But deep down I do understand he's a decision completely and knowing how he was thinking and feeling just naturally leads to understanding him and even felt sympathy for him (Hmm he kinda cheated tho... (´。＿。｀)... Well can't forgive him for that). Related to the previous point I felt like Yuuki couldn't give Akira the "normal life" that he wanted so badly and the reason to that is because he's parents were giving him a lot of pressure. --> Striving to not disappoint them and doing better than his sister. (Was this even in the manga??? LOL I'm mixing shit now man.) Other things like seeing a mother with a child, for example, got him thinking about his situation. Aaand the woman who confessed was like an option or an opportunity for Akira to finally live a "normal" life, as the majority of the people around him (at the workplace for example). I disagree on getting back with someone who broke our heart to millions of pieces but this one, this one, I give in for it. They are soulmate and we can't deny it UwU. And they even got married?? Or at least Yuuki went from Nishi to Ito in last name~~~ I ADORABLE the drawing so much, the mangaka I should call drew really cute *Chef's kiss mwah" and that their age was showing, making it easier to follow ^_^. I love how fate/destiny did somehow play a big part in the story. (Reveals at the end) How their mother meets at the hospital when having check-up hehe the "--Before birth" Ooooh T^T. It was a sweet moment right after finishing the heartbreaking moment. And when Akira calls Yuuki a specialist of life, maa heart. Akira is an overthinker just like his mother lol. (CH6 ending) *More about the ending that I love so much, the subject of death. Cause one day or another if not break up then death will do us apart. Even though losing someone is a sad and a terrible event in life I still like how the author showed us "the life after losing someone we hold dearly". Because even without our love ones we still have to live on and keep on fighting for ourselves and the one that is still here with us in the presence. (Speaking from personally story lol). (CH5 ending) Buuuut it wasn't a saaad ending where Akira die left Yuuki miserable. No No, my baby was still shining tills the last moment. When Yuuki open his eyes, get out of the bed, open the door and started to run on the white line that led him to Akira, who was waiting for him. Hugging each other and turned to an aeroplane. It symbols a lot, you know a painting tells more than a thousand words. Oh, my heart, it simple yet beautiful. Yet tears were rolling down. ~T^T~ ~TOGETHER IN JOY AND SORROW~

Story about Kami and Waki! A good cook and reporter! 3

This manga is a short one and with only 18 pages it told us a story about Manabu who confessed to his childhood friend but got rejected. One day he was sitting on the school's rooftop and that's where he met his senpai, Shouta who comforted him (with blowjobs lol). Over the past few days (maybe? It didn't mention) they Manabu developed feelings for Shouta. Manabu promised to draw a portrait of Shouta so he went to the art club classroom to pick out a canvas. Among those canvases, he found something and discovered Shouta true identity. I have read this manga three times already and every time I cry like a babeey. ~T^T~ With only 18 pages I must say that the flow and pacing are amazingly done. The mangaka gave you the right among of information that is needed to make you feel your heart is aching from PAIN. And with a short story leads naturally to less time for character development Yet I love and adoral them so much. For Shouta, I pity him so much. First: having one regret and that is not being able to confess his feeling. Second: Accidently slips. Man, that just OMG FUUUCK. For Manabu, oh my what do I have to say? Going through heartbreaks after heartbreak, my poor baby. His second heartbreak hurt a lot more. He was in love with someone impossible to love from the beginning with. But love is never wasted so it's okay to love someone we will never have. Let's talk about the last pages. Man, first you get hit with the "At the end of the day he didn't say "See ya next time"", then get hit with " It was the first time he said "goodbye"", the again, " Being able to spend my last summer with Manabu-kun was wonderful", annnd then you thought it was over, sike bitch you get hit harder like a truck by the "That was my second heartbreak". PLUS Manabu "crying" face!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! ╰(艹皿艹 )

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Not every love story is perfect, sometimes the person who we loved the most does not reciprocate our feeling and love dies out. When that happens we either choose to leave or stay hoping for the better. In this case: " When our love is gone, I'll pick a sunny afternoon with a gentle wind, put on my coat and leave for good..." I love this so much, aaah the feels!!!~~~ Every chapters got me crying like a baby. I love a good story where someone is getting hurt and treated badly, Idk why tho? Maybe because I'm a sadistic mf. The ending, omfg, I feel like He Zhishu really loved Jiang tills the end. " After school, let's go home together ", he said that as he died in the arms of Dr Ai. Sadly He Zhishu didn't die in the arms of the one who promised him everything, was the reason he ran away from home and threw his future away for, Jiang Wenxu. Money and power can sure change people for the better or worse. This story teaches me that, no matter how much you love someone unconditionally and does everything for them they'll cheat on you one day or another. And never gives up on your dreams for men periodt. ╰（‵□′）╯ Also regret is a hell of stronger feeling than gratitude. (Cocaine is a hell of a drug)

A story about a pair of orphans growing up together. They got adopted separately by different family but still had contact with each other. Cause they were brothers. The story itself was really heart touching and I cried on many parts. Another good thing was that every character got their own background story shown in a good amount of time. I expected that the story and the title would have a bit more of an association. I know that the story is not about time travelling but... Yeah. I don't get who was waiting for whom in 1999, I felt like something was missing... I expected the ending to be more tragic and sad cause then maybe it would have given the title it purpose. 1999 was the year where they first met and I felt like if Shi Yi died it would have completed the title a little bit more. For example --> " I can only meet you in my memories when I look back at the year 1999 ", that kind of vibes. This didn't break my heart. Idk why but I didn't fell in love (platonic love/adoring them) with any of the characters. I had a strong feeling of sympathy for every character but none of them stood out to me. I was mostly crying cause what happened to them was horrible but their personality??? Yeah, their personality wasn't very likeable somehow? BUT compare to IF they were real human then they would be considered as such a goodie good people, for example, Shi Yi he was a volunteer in an earthquake catastrophe helping other people, mother and father who adopted him... Even though the character didn't stand out to me I still like the fact that they were there and looked after each other in difficult times. They fitted in with each other more than what they would have with me. On the other hand, the character's design and look are very cute and very manwha like, which I love. It's not BL but bromance.