bigdickbee's manga / #yaoi(190)

[spoilers] i'm honestly so confused like what the fuck. there was such a mood whiplash after chapter 2, like it started off as great value harada and ended trying to be wholesome? there's absolutely no romantic development between the two like why did uke fall for seme??? why did seme fall for uke??? was it just because he acted cocky but with a genuine smile??? like what???? what was the entire point of him breaking into uke's house and pretending to be some poor guy?? why did he need to manipulate everyone around uke???? how is uke just gonna accept it and the fact that he was constantly raped?? and only focus on "omg!!!11!!! seme likes me!!11!!1!!!11 but he doesn't know it and i need to help him realize!!!!!!111!111!" also seme's backstory doesn't excuse for anything?? how is he going to get jealous over uke chatting w the childhood friend like??? it's called friendship???? look it up???? why do u feel so threatened???? there was also just inconsistent characterization??? like uke started off as a player, cocky brat but the moment he realizes seme's feelings, his entire personality just??? disappears??? and he gets revamped into ur typical, basicass vanilla personality? i don't get how seme not cumming = he's considerate about my pleasure despite all the manipulation and lies he did for no apparent reason. bruh i paused my other manga for this and i honestly regret it