Kiba's manga / #psychological(48)

Its not bad but it's too short to have my interest or to make sense.

It is a good dark, sexually creepy looking into our twisted minds, but there isn't enough for it to be a great manga, because it was never completed.

This is not weird, and only twisted in a heartbreaking way. It's a Masterpiece. READ Chapter 1 & 2 -the god story. This is a work of art, perhaps not as much the art but as the story, words, actions, and feeling it emits. A young boy grew up in a cult with his parents, then a church with his sister, and a drug/money scam cult as a teen. His words " I can only love Men and God". Yes, in a yaoi way. The boy has to steal for the drug cult though he doesn't like it. A priest, concerned for him, follows this boy into a dark world though he was told countless times not to follow. This dark world he entered will enlighten both priest and the boy..... the priest devoted to the church's teaching and beliefs, and the young boy who always fanatically believed in one or another god, achingly spends his life to be devoted to gods, wanting for happiness. Who doesn't? What happens? Read to find out. I wouldn't do it justice. All I can say is God and happiness are not mutually exclusive. Though maybe this time...

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This Manga is an amazing thing, and The mind is truly a scary thing. I read this and I wondered..if I had grown up inside a basement windowless room for 30 years, food bowl slid through a slot, that would be normal to me. I wouldn't bemoan my life, that is my life.  But if one day the door broke and I went outside for the day, could I go back to my basement and not go insane? I think I understand what Ito and Kyosuke meant, when they said they are scared but happy. If I didnt go back to my basement, I would be scared but happy living outside in the world.

Yes, it is easier to heal another than to heal yourself. Ryouichi always thought he and Kanata were too alike..but never thought they would be alike here too? It was good, sad, and bittersweet. It is psychological. Yes, there is rape, abuse, trauma, love, sadness and friendship. But it's the psychological aspect. The two came together so closely as only they had the understanding of the darkness and heaviness of carrying the burden of being mentally tormented by the past, and hiding because they couldn't heal their minds. This manga messes with my mind, making me think....I wonder.... did Ryouichi heal his own mind by trying to help Kanata? Isn't more like he went deeper in his nightmares by letting fear overcome him with Kanata, and made the past become permanent scars deciding his future? Did Kanata heal his wounds because of Ryouichi's sacrifices and outward strength? Did Kanata wish he was stronger too and didn't freeze to tell Ryouichi how he felt? Does Ryouichi spend his life with regretting the "what if" or does he also hide from that? The peace they felt, the two could only speak of everything with each other, so why, Ryouichi, did you isolate yourself deeper? You became strong so others couldn't hurt you, and became weak and let you hurt yourself more.

Chills and yet you can't tear your eyes away. That is ogawa chise. So dark, I can't find my way out.

So dark I can't find my way out. Standing still because I don't know if I want to. After long enough, your eyes think of Ogawa Chise's works as works of art. They are. Maybe then, I'm the twisted one?

Another one Ogawa Chise, that hurts your heart, chips at society morals, as you wish the two brothers were together and happy, and makes you wonder if there's something wrong with you.