Maha's manga / #otome game(55)

It’s okay, I have a hard time following her logic. It seemed more sound when I was younger and didn’t really understand much but the older I get when I come back to read this it makes her reasonings kinda... bland(?) or maybe not as thought out as I’d like for a story that’s based on her attempts to try fate. It seemed deep and powerful but maybe it’s because I myself have grown as a person though hardships and trauma that I find her reasonings a little shallow(?)