Wf ch.56
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"It's survivor's guilt. His conscience is preventing him from killing himself because of the guilt. He feels the need to accomplish their will before he can off himself. Their will's doesn't bind him physically. It's just that he can't bear the guilt of letting himself off easy by ending his life when his comrades died through horrible deaths."
Death Delayed for a Short Time Because of the Will