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Hatsukoi o Kojirase Sugiru na

Ongoing | IKUTA Mugi | 2015 released

1-4) (Main couple complete 1-4); did not read rest). Nishio Ayato x Tachibana Kouhei. Ex-Best friends lost touch (due to uke cutting off all contact). High school Baseball club members. Straight x gay. Friends from high school. Model x Editor(?). Model x company worker. 23 x 23. Reunion. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Super tall seme. Touchy feely seme. Clingy seme. Desperate seme. Jealous seme. Everything for uke seme. Abandoned seme (by uke). Forceful seme. Unrequited love uke. Longtime Onesided love uke. First love (for uke). Ex-Band member uke (singer). Smoker uke. Confession uke (at the end). Anal masturbation uke. Uke did everything to go far away from his high school self, moved to the countryside, took a year off, cut off all contact with his previous friends (etc), all to get over his hopeless onesided crush for seme who was his high school best friend. And now years later they meet when he’s about to go into a love hotel with another guy. Seme comes rushing saying uke’s cheating on him and the other man leaves. Seme is crushed that he lost touch with uke even though he tried so hard to reach him and find him and missed him so much but now is just elated that he’s with him again. After meeting him again after all this time, uke still can’t get over his unrequited love for seme and it’s worse. When drunk uke let’s it slip that he no longer sings because he can’t get over a 5 year unrequited love, seme jealously asks it he knows who it is and... if it’s a guy. Seme desperately pleads that if uke is looking for random men to forget about his unrequited love then he wants to be that man. Hot. Anyway, soon after they get hot and heavy and before long seme fingers uke and puts it in. Seme was quite forceful when uke was hesitating so kinda rape. Then regret because both men’s obvious mutual feelings were not communicated. Turns out seme was pestering high school classmates he wasn’t even that close to to locate and get news from uke who just disappeared after graduation. Seme also joined the modeling agency in hopes of running into uke and his band but uke had disbanded by then and seme wouldn’t have known. Uke for the second time in their history doesn’t return seme’s millions of calls and texts and tries to disappear from his life thinking seme was doing it out of pity and probably wants to forget. They again meet by chance when their mutual companies have to work together (seme has to model and shoot a music video for a band and uke works I guess at a record company?? Something to do with the arts or creative... No idea...). Seme again in desperation holds uke right when all leave saying how happy he is to see him again and says he was so worried when uke wouldn’t return his calls or texts. Seme asks uke to go out with him saying he doesn’t care even if it’s to get over his other love. They agree to talk at seme’s place and FINALLY instead of angsting by himself he confesses and seme is overjoyed and wants to date and when uke objects seme says he doesn’t date people he doesn’t love. Happy ending. Seme was also in love with uke but it started with sexual attraction and awareness and couldn’t get the image of uke in a school girl’s uniform out of his mind and dreams even today. Seme realised later he was in love when from the beginning he was obsessed with uke.

Back to School

Complete | Oryu | 2019 released

Completed (c45.5). This was so damn good. Too many rhinos stomping let alone butterflies fluttering ughh. Though I love the seme that uke ends up with, I would have loved a version with that violent seme who is so desperately in love with uke to “get the girl”. Ki Kyujin x Cha Chiwoo. Jihyun x Chiwoo (onesided and in the past). Ripped seme. Cut seme. Hot damn seme.

Papa no Sukinahito

Complete | HARUYAMA Moto | 2019 released

UTD. Read chapter 5. Daddy seme. Papa x uke. Ono Kouhei x Yamaguchi Tomoya. Straight x gay.

Musebinake, Junjou

Complete | Matsumoto yoh | 2019 released

Completed (read 6.5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 after getting his asshole licked and eaten +2 implied c6.5 but not explicitly shown like one is post-car sex and another is kinda car sex as uke is naked and seme partially but not sure as they better full around but don’t ). Uncensored. Had to read this a second time because I’m such an idiot, I had read this but because not only did I not bookmark the page I was at, I didn’t write what chapter I was at, I had no idea where I was because I also didn’t mark it as complete so had to reread the whole thing... such a dumbass... Absolutely loved this! Art was stunning and story so sweet. Godai x Yuki. Bickering couple. Older seme x younger uke. 29 (?) x 18. Human x beast (half). Attack unit commander x errand boy. Anti-beast folk assault unit x bartender. Swordsman x wolf beast. Playboy x virgin. Experienced x virgin. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Stunning seme. Manly seme. Piercings seme (rings both ears). Crazy Strong seme. Badass seme. Fighter seme. Ripped seme. Sexy body seme. Sexy abs seme. Suit seme. Dog like seme. Smoker seme. Flashy seme. Womaniser seme. Playboy seme. Rowdy seme. Fun seme. Easygoing seme. Carefree seme. My pace seme. Hopeless seme. Tactless seme. Kind but tactless seme. Crass seme. Vulgar seme. Persistent seme. Forceful seme. Trash seme (according to uke who’s in love with him haha). Flirt seme (with others not just uke *mad*). Sexual harassment seme (to uke only). Fickle seme (even when he aggressively goes for uke he’s still attracted to others like his sensual and very beautiful male boss whom he’s openly said in front of uke that he wants to fuck and even gets horny around him and flirts and all so that is a big NONO for me). Slapped seme (rather kicked in the gut and punched as he’s always resting to sexual molest uke). Big dick seme (mentioned he’s Huge by uke). Tenting trousers seme (c01 boxer briefs). Erection seme (c01). Hard-on seme (c01). Pretty uke. Cute uke. Unrequited love uke. Confession uke (c05). Tsundere uke. Dat ass uke. Sexy big bubble butt uke. Light spanking (c01). Rimming (c06 5 almost 6 panels of seme eating uke’s ass and licking uke’s home until uke comes). Beast form uke sex. Human x Kenonomimi sex. Seme is a badass combat unit commander who loves to let loose with drinks, gambling and women. He’s loud and easygoing and loves to tease and mess with uke. Seme also doesn’t discriminate between men and women for sex as long as the face is good and there’s a hole (his words, lol). And uke is hopelessly in love with this sexy beast of a man who attracts everyone’s attention. One thing I REALLY dislike is a fickle and flirt seme who literally flirts with other people (his beautiful male boss “Omi-san” making moon and heart eyes) right in front of uke. I mean I hate that he does but that right in front of the person you’re trying to get with??? Like. NO. No wonder uke is so insecure and keeps wondering if he’s anyone special to seme *FUMES* Anyway the scene where uke confesses is sad and made me cry (at least the second time reading it it did) becuae uke’s deep unrequited onesided love for the man who rescued him from despair yet can never have is about to kill him. Seme’s whole family was massacred by beast folk so when he annihilates them for his work he enjoys the thrill of the kill and has this crazy look in his eyes. Seme now knows uke’s a beast and seme came foe him while uke was held captive by other beast folk who found out there was a chimera (half beast) who can look completely human. Uke says he’s sorry he didn’t tell seme about his true form but wanted to countless times but got scared of being hated by seme and with this sweet innocent smile that shows true no regrets happiness says it’s because he loves seme and that hes glad it was seme who came for him and he’s ready for seme to kill him now. And uke thinks he’s finally said it and wants to be in seme’s arms until his last moment and wants to burn everything into his dying memory. I cried there. I couldn’t help the depth and hopelessness of his unrequited love hit hard here. Because seme has been this infuriatingly charming but unreachable saviour who plays with his feelings and hurts uke in the process while still being kind and saying he’ll always protect him... But to dispel all those hopeless thoughts seme kisses uke senseless in his cat beast form saying he doesn’t give a shit about the whole human-beast crap. Uke doesn’t want to hurt seme by accident due to his beast form but Seme says he’s at a point where he doesn’t mind anything as long as it’s uke. When uke’s not with him his mind wanders to uke no matter what he does and can’t believe he’s this affected by a brat. He’s been after uke since he first picked up uke off the streets when uke was abandoned by his mother with nowhere to go but seme tried to hold back his urges so as not to scare him and only started being aggressive when he saw uke looking at him with want. Then they make sexy sweet love with seme rimming his uke. In the end, seme defiantly says he’s quitting the anti-beast organisation headed by his beloved boss “Omi-san” and taking uke away from there basically betraying the org and Omi for uke’s sake but his boss allows him to leave as long as he reports back to the org once a week and even gives them living expenses for a while. It turns out that the boss’ right hand man (who’s his faithful dog in more than one way) is uke’s half-beast older brother (black wolf too) and “Omi-san” was actually wanting to raise uke lovingly along with his brother and take care of uke. Though uke’s older brother who seems to hate beasts (or does because of his dog-like faithfulness and most likely love foe boss “Omi-san”) and was pretty threatening towards uke and cares for no one but his master did help uke by saving him from other beasts. Basically, seme gives up everything for uke, he went from being a carefree guy who loved to kill, drink, gamble and womanise leaves his comfortable ways all for uke for a life on the run... “Omi-san” who had wanted to keep uke away from such a dangerous man (seme) is shocked that seme given who he is would be this serious about someone.

Daiji ni Suru Kara Tabete Ii

Complete | Sakura rico | 2019 released

Complete (read chapter 5 +bonus track (p53)). 2.5 penetrative sex scenes. Kumagae Yukiharu x Hoshino Akira. Confession seme. Unrequited love seme. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Super Tall seme. Puppy like seme. Dog like seme. Rich seme. Big dick seme. Mentioned huge dick seme. Height difference. Pretty uke. I REALLY really enjoyed this! So cute! Seme is gorgeous! And uke is so cute!

Prescription for a Lonely Boy Who Wants Love

Complete | Long Utsumi | 2019 released

I honestly don’t remember reading this but I put it as already read? It does ring a bell while skimming… SemePOV. Kippei x Tsuboi Sousuke. Bisexual x doctor. Handsome x plain. Freeloader x working. Handsome seme. Playboy seme. Cool seme. Aggressive uke.

Unmei no Hito to Deaeru Koisuru Apuri

Complete | Machi yayoi,Niko yuki | 2019 released

UTD (read chapter 10). SO CUTE!! So good I want more!!!! Seme so in love!! They’re finally a couple by chapter 10. Also read the little novel extras. SemePOV. Kyono Hiroto x Horikita Kazusa. Senpai x kouhai. 2nd x 1st. First loves. Handsome Seme. Tall seme. Cool seme. Popular seme. Nonchalant seme (who changed after falling madly in love with uke). Love at first sight seme. Lovesick seme. Madly in love seme. Jealous seme. Very jealous seme. Jealous kiss seme. Confession seme. Passionate confession seme. Rejected seme. Heartbroken seme. Awww seme so in love!!

Oreshika Shiranai Karada

Complete | Usui Iroha | 2019 released

Complete (Read all 6 chapters). 5 full penetrative sex scenes (total 7 including phone sex). Has sequel of this couple “Boku Wa Kimi Dake No Mono”. SemePOV. Takahashi Ryohei x Ishiguro Yuuma. High school & College students. Band member x studious. Musician x student. Guitarist x university student. Straight x gay. Hetero sex seme. Jealous seme (when he sees uke smiling at another man). Unrequited love uke becomes requited. Sex friends first. Phone sex masturbation. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Popular seme. Masturbating seme (phone sex with uke). Pretty uke. Brooding uke. Unrequited love uke. Anal Masturbating uke (phone sex with seme). 5x sex scenes and total 7x sex.

I'm Yours, Teacher, Only in Bed

Complete | Esu Shiromiya | 2000 released
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Naruse Akira to Ikkai Ya Retara Ore wa Mou Shinde mo Ii

Complete | Komo | 2018 released

Uke/ SemePOV. Naruse Akira x Hotaru. Childhood friends. Classmates. School life. Popular x nerd. Popular x outcast. Handsome seme. Popular seme. Popular with women seme. Earrings seme. Unpopular uke. Playboy seme. Playboy-type seme. Good at sports and studies seme. Good student seme. Unrequited live uke. Pathetic uke. Attempted reverse rape (uke wanted seme inside him at all costs). Intercrural sex. Public sex. Another typical weak pushover uke.