Reading (read chapter 48). 5 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c41 with mousou seme fantasising about fcking uke a few times but one is properly shown with seme fcking uke in the office bathroom both clothes taking uke from the front spread wide after fingerfucking uke; 2nd c44 more mousou seme hornily fantasising not fcking uke from behind flush against uke’s back both naked in bed (another time both naked in bed spooning uke with his cock inside uke but didn’t count it); 3rd (REAL first time) c47 rough sex both naked in bed in various positions first fucked from behind after being thoroughly fingerfucked doggystyle with 3 large seme fingers (first uke got eaten out in previous chapter) then missionary and then legs held up while sitting seme fucks uke pounding uke like a maniac and then never loses his erection and wants to go again; 4th c48 continuation of previous sex insatiable seme fucking exhausted uke missionary (shown at least 3 used condoms); 5th c48 same previous session but seme impaling uke on his cock on his knees in bed holding uke on top of him pounding up into him; first kiss c17 when seme aggressively drunkenly kisses uke; second kiss c34 when their hearts are finally connecting; third c36 was first sexy deep French kiss). Just skimmed the first chapter June 25, 2024 and looks so good really want to read this!! A seme who gets nightmares of the boy he coldly rejected back in high school meets him again 10 years later! I LOVE this pairing type it’s kind of uke x seme as seme is pretty handsome and prince like but uke is manly but it’s MY KIND of uke x seme pairing. I LOOOOVE A STORY OF AN ARROGANT SELF-ABSORBED SEME BEING KNOCKED A PEG OR 20 WHEN HE GETS A TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE AFTER FALLING HARD FOR THE BOY/MAN WHOSE HEART HE BROKE AND HURT (TWICE!) (C25-26) AND BECOMES SO TERRIBLY DESPERATE (C29). I LOVE that even though uke’s the one who fell first seme is the one who fell way harder he’s so desperate and clingy and horny and adoring. Rimming (c46). Love my seme’s who can eat ass!
C03: GO UKE! I love how seme thinks he can get uke (he wants to get on uke’s good side so seme can apologise and uke forgives him so seme selfishly stops getting those nightmares of uke and break the bad luck jinx and be done with uke once and for all) with his looks (styling his hair and all and looking even more handsome than usual) only to have uke not react to seme at all which makes seme (who’s gotten compliments all day for his good looks and strangers fawning over him) a little shocked hahaha that’s what you get you jerk!
C06: I love how straight jerk seme acts like he’s trying to impress and date a girl to win over uke’s favour just to selfishly stop his jinx rather than think of how he must have hurt uke because when he actually FALLS for uke (if he hasn’t subconsciously already; I mean which are sight guy puts on cologne and dresses so handsomely for another guy if he didn’t like uke somewhere deep inside) and FALLS HARD FROM WAY HIGH UP AND STARTS TO GET JEALOUS IS GONNA BE SO SWEET VINDICATION AND SEXY AND YOU DESERVE THAT BTCH! Also, seme is starting to get interested in uke noting how he’s neat eater etc and basically uke is always on his mind one way or another. Almost thinking about him constantly. Seme took uke out to lunch as uke dropped cream puffs on his suit by mistake and uke wanted to pay for it so seme used that chance to get closer. Right now seme’s doing it for selfish reasons so I can’t wait when he’s doing it to be with uke and seme’s even started to think how uke is easy to get along with.
C09 (Flashback): Back to high school and how he met and rejected uke badly. Uke was taller than seme back then though now seme is a bit taller. Basically uke confessed and seme rejected him gently at first and accepted uke’s baked cookies. Then seme got into a fight with another jealous kid in his class who was angry that seme was with a girl he liked which wasn’t true but seme as bad as he wanted to punch that guy who unfairly grabbed his collar just because he was insecure (and seme was thinking all this bad shit about that kid) even being told he’s putting up an act and all, seme so as not to break his good guy act chose to act like the victim and that guy got punished. But seme took out his frustration and anger on uke who he met again by chance as uke was transferring to another school that day and seme revealed his true personality to uke being a mean guy (but he was taking out his anger and regretted it though didn’t care to hurt uke just that he got exposed).
C10: BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM SEME’S FIRST SIGN OF JEALOUSY JEALOUS SEME AS ANOTHER HANDSOME COWORKER JOINS HIM AT UKE’S BAKERY AND UKE SEEMS TAKEN WITH THE COWORKER’S LOOKS AND GETS PISSED TRYING TO STEAL UKE’S ATTENTION BACJMK AND MAKING UP LIES ABOUT BEING CLOSE AND FRIENDS AND GOING TO THE MOVIES TOGETHER LOL Seme doesn’t understand why he lied and acted like that HAHAHAHA IT HAS BEGUN!!
C11: I LOVE HOW IN DENIAL SEME GOES OUT OF HIS WAY TO COOK BREAD BASED STUFF, DRESS UP AND LOOK GOOD LIKE HE’S GOING OUT ON A DATE JUST FOR UKE enough that his family thinks uses weird he’s putting in so much effort and that the girl must work in a bakery and seme says it’s a guy and that it’s not like that but his family just jokes and says is fine if he’s gay now lol! Seme is so in denial lol!
C14-15: Jealous seme that uke has a blind date. It shocks him lol.
C16: SEXY SUPER JEALOUS SEME WHO MAKES UKE COME SEE HIM RIGHT NOW EVEN THOUGH THAT WOULD MEAN CANCELLING HIS BLIND DATE. LOL SEME IS SO PANICKED HAHA. Seme being so happy he crashed uke’s date and he’s so smitten this seme! Also seme basically has a date with uke taking him everywhere even though uke just rudely ran out on his date because of jealous seme.
C17: SEME’S TRUE SUBCONSCIOUS BEING UTTERLY SMITTEN AND ATTRACTED TO UKE AS HE KISSES UKE DRUNKENLY AND VERY PASSIONATELY POUNCING ON UKE GETTINF ON TOP and the next day has no clue and when teased by his siblings in denial seme says that was a guy and there’s no way he’d ever do that but then remembers and freaks out that he did that. LOL IN DENIAL IS NOT JUST A RIVER SEME-KUN!
C18: With horror straight seme realises he might be crushing on a guy (uke) and tries to distance himself before apologising for kissing uke. Also, seme has been the one constantly chasing after uke single-mindedly.
C19: STUPID STRAIGHT SEME REJECTS UKE AGAIN WTFFF!! Why is this man so stupid! Uke confesses first and seme rejects him saying he doesn’t think he can kiss uke again. Even though stupid seme was the one chasing after uke.
C20: Flashback to junior high: Uke used to be fat and seme showed kindness so uke fell in love. He was big and fat and loved baking but never got a proper chance to talk to his crush seme. Until high school the day before he was transferring is when he confesses only to get properly coldly rejected later on. Now that uke has been rejected twice by the same person he vows that’s enough! YAY MAKE SEME CRAWL ON HIS KNEES
BACK TO BEG YOU TO BE HIS AGAIN YAYYYY!!!
C23: After going through a bad heartbreak as if he wasn’t the one who rejected and broke uke’s heart, Seme can’t stop thinking about uke nonstop even though he doesn’t dream of uke or is cursed. But a friend’s advice makes him realise he doesn’t want uke to be with anyone else even though he doesn’t think he can be with uke but that changes when uke coldly rejects SEME this time YESSSSSS when seme goes to see uke at the bakery again acting like they’re so close and uke tells him he’s not comfortable with seme coming around anymore. SEME HAS A WET DREAM OF UKE AND CAME ALL OVER HIS SHEETS AS IF HE WAS STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL! NOW SEME FINALLY GETS IT IN HIS THICK HEAD HE HAS FEELINGS FOR UKE BUT IT’S TOO LATE NOW!!
C25: MAJOR BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY WHEN UKE TRIES TO IGNORE AND WALK OUT ON UTTERLY SINGLEMINDEDLY SMITTEN SEME BUT SEME GRABS HIS ARM AND PULLS HIM BACK TO STOP UKE FROM LEAVING AND UKE IS SHOCKED AND SEME SAYS HE’S NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE SO GOT CONFUSED AND WANTS TO KEEP SEEING UKE. BESOTTED SEME HOLDING UKE’S HANDS LOVINGLY IN A PUBLIC BATHROOM NOT EVEN CARING THAT ANYONE CAN SEE!
[cont] MORE BUTTERFLIES IN BELLY WHEN SEME BECOMES CRAZY SCARY WHEN UKE’S INSULTED BY THIS UGLY FORMER CLASSMATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL WHO WAS ALWAYS JEALOUS OF SEME. SEME SLAPS THE SHIT OUT OF THE GUY TWICE FOR CALLING UKE DISGUSTING GAY. Also SEME WOULDN’T LET GO OF UKE’S HANDS EVEN AFTER THAT GUY SHOWED UP TO TAUNT THEM FOR BEING GAY WITH UKE STRUGGLING TO FREE HIMSELF FROM SEME AND SEME SAYING HE DOESN’T WANT TO LET GO OR UKE WILL LEAVE SO SEXYYYYY!
C26: MORE BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM FINALLY UKE WANTING NOTHING TO DO WITH SEME AND NEVER WANTS TO SEE HIM AGAIN AND PROPERLY REJECTED SEME BEING TOLD “I DON’T LIKE YOU” AFTER CONFESSING HIS FEELINGS AND UKE WALKING AWAY FROM HIS LIFE AND HORRIFIED SEME CONSTANTLY CHASING AFTER UKE AND GRABBING HIS ARM TO STOP HIM FROM LEAVING HIM. SO HOTTTT! AND OBSESSED SEME NOT LEAVING UKE ALONE DESPITE BEING TOLD TO BE LEFT ALONE HAHAHA!!
C27: BESOTTED SMITTEN SEME THINKING UKE IS TOO CUTE AFTER OBSESSIVELY GOING BACK TO UKE’S STORE EVEN THOUGH HE’S BEING HARD RIGHT NOW LOL. OBSESSED SEMESOINLOVE CONSTANTLY THINKING OF UKE AND BOTHERING HIM AT HIS WORK PLACE AND UKE COLDLY REJECTING SEME AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT SEME CONFESSING HIS LOVE FOR UKE IN PUBLIC. Uke definitely drove seme crazy with love.
[cont] OMG BASICALLY STALKER SEME NOT LEAVING UKE ALONE LOL! Even after being harshly rejected, Seme waits for Uke after work and bothers him still at work every day.
C28: SUPER JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME TURNING DOWN A GIRL WHO LIKES UKE LYING SAYING HE’S GONNA BE IN A RELATIONSHIP AND SPECIFICALLY DESCRIBING UKE’S TYPE AS SEME LOL (they have to be 186cm TALL really seme?? lol).
[cont] MORE MAJOR BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM MAJOR MURDEROUS JEALOUS SEME WHEN HE THINKS UKE IS OUT ON A DATE. POSSESSIVE SEME WISHING HE HAD JUST ACCEPTED UKE’S CONFESSION BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL SO UKE WOULDN’T HAVE DATED ANYONE IN THE 10 YEARS LOL SEME SO DOWN BAD AHAHAHAH!!
C29: JEALOUS ANGER SEME AT UKE JUST BECAUSE UKE GOT ASKED OUT BY A GIRL AND ANGRILY ASKS IF HE’S GONNA GO OUT WITH HER AND HYPOCRITICALLY SAID IT’S NOT FAIR TO THE PERSON TO GO OUT WITH THEM WHEN YOU HAVE NO FEELINGS FOR THEM BUT SEME HAS DONE ONLY THAT AND SAYS RIGHTFULLY SAYS AS MUCH HMPH!
C31: Crass seme being so happy that uke rejected a girl and being super possessive thinking uke can only go out with him.
C32: Okay I’ll admit as much as seme deserves his karma, this was a bit sad when seme did EVERYTHING to prepare to confess again his deep feelings for uke telling uke to meet him on his day (seme’s birthday) doing everything to make sure everything is perfect for this day (I won’t list what all), he runs to the bakery to find the shop cleared out and deserted and gone and total heartbreak seme.
C33: Uke wants badly to go to seme but holds himself back. They were supposed to meet which means seme would be waiting at the bakery when he was done with work at 6pm and by 10:45pm Uke caves as it’s cold and snowing and he misses seme and doesn’t think seme is there waiting in such bad weather. But seme IS STILL THERE STANDING HEARTBROKEN AND HOLLOW IN THE SNOW AND COLD.
C34: SUPER HEARTBROKEN CRYING SEME. But they finally make up and their HEARTS ARE CONNECTED FINALLY WITH SEME CONFESSING AGAIN DISPELLING ALL DOUBTS FROM UKE.
C35: Seme admits that was the first time he felt true heartbreak when uke ghosted him with the empty store. That his heart dropped out of his chest.
C39: Hilariously cock-blocked seme by his siblings HAHAHA! He wanted to fck uke has all these dirty fantasies and was horny as hell only to find his siblings still at home when he gave them money to stay at a hotel for the night haha.
C41: SEME BEING TOTALLY ENAMOURED AND SMITTEN WITH CHUBBY UKE (seme totally melts at uke’s middle school yearbook picture calling him insanely cute). AND BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM HORNY MOUSOU SEME FANTASIZING ABOUT PUBLIC SEX FCKING UKE IN THE COMPANY BATHROOM SO FCKING HOTTTT!!
C44: I GOT MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT FROM HORNY SEME WANTING TO PENETRATE HIS UKE IMMEDIATELY BEING BLUE BALLED BY UKE BECAUSE HIS COCK IS JUST TOO BIG AND WOULD HURT TOO MUCH HAHAHA! Seme utterly freaks out inwardly when uke tells him that many couples don’t have sex because of the pain (uke took one look at seme’s cock after seme said he wanted to put it inside and deadpanned that is just so big thinking it’s bigger than his and so much thicker than expected hahaha). Seme is blueballed that night and I’m disbelief that he’s not right now fcking uke senseless and can’t sleep from horniness wanting to fck his uke so bad lol. Horny seme rubbing his hard cock against uke’s ass lol.
SemePOV. Suh Yoonseul x Kang Joon. Salaryman x bread maker. Planning department x baker. Reunion. Ex-high school classmates. Rejector x rejected (twice back in high school and now again c19). Coldly rejected uke (by seme back in high school). Straight x gay. Light Brown x black hair. Tall x tall. 185 cm x ??? (seme used to be shorter than uke back in high school but now he’s a bit taller than uke). Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme (hes said to be really good looking). Ikemen seme. Good looking seme. Cool seme. Under eye mole seme (left). Tall seme. Popular seme. Preppy seme. Prince like seme. Pretty seme. Big feet seme (ya know what they say about big feet huh fufu). Ace seme. Capable seme. Smart seme. Self-absorbed seme. Slightly homophobic seme. Keeping up appearances seme (who’s different and arrogant inside but keeps up fake appearance of nice guy gentleman). Arrogant seme (inwardly as outwardly he has this kind humble type personality). Self-centered seme (he knows he’s good looking and agrees with everyone arrogantly in his head with everyone gushing over him hand his looks). Jerk seme (kind of warped personality and only thinks of himself and his own well-being). Selfish seme. Bad personality seme (outwardly he’s very helpful and kind so kinda fake seme). Seme who knows he’s all that and uses it cockily. Cocky seme (inward). In denial seme (about his feelings for and being attracted to uke). Seme constantly thinking uke is cute after he finally opens his eyes and realises his own feelings (c25 onwards). Crazy persistent seme (c31 he just won’t give up chasing uke lol). Ex-Fat uke. Manly uke. Tall uke. Good looking uke (others say so). Jealous seme (c10 first instance of that when seme’s handsome colleague comes with him to the bakery and uke seems taken with his looks so seme angrily snaps and slams his hand on the counter and acts all sweet and simpering and makes up lies to his colleague about how close they are and friends who go watch movies together and plans a movie date and then doesn’t understand why he lied, OH BOY SEME YOU JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE!!). More Jealous seme (c15 when uke goes on a blind date he’s uncharacteristically curious and upset haha). Jealous seme (c16 when he makes uke come see him right now even though he knows it would mean for uke to cancel his date and being so happy he crashed uke’s date and uke came). Smitten seme (c16 seme is so smitten he basically makes a date out of being with uke who just ran out on his date for seme lol). Uke confesses first (c19). Rejected uke AGAIN (c19 seme rejected uke A SECOND TIME even though he’s so enamoured with uke but because he’s straight he doesn’t think he can… STUPID SEME). Heartbroken uke (c20 crying uke from heartbreak by stupid seme). Depressed seme (c22-23 over no longer being with uke even though he’s the one who rejected uke). Wet dream seme (c23 coming all over his sheets lol). Utterly besotted seme (c25 grabbing back uke’s arm to stop him from leaving). Aggressive seme chasing after uke (c26 onwards). Seme grovelling getting into a fistfight for uke’s honour (c25 he slaps this asshole for calling uke disgusting gay twice and then punches him for accidentally punching uke (uke out himself in between them and got punched). Super scary seme (c25 when his uke is hurt or threatened). Confession seme (c26 finally saying he likes uke and didn’t know it was love as he never felt this way before). Rejected seme (c26 YESS bb boy uke you reject that jerk who hurt you twice!). Chasing seme (c26 seme constantly chasing and grabbing uke’s arm to stop him from leaving him SO HOT!!). Obsessed seme (from c25 utterly besotted and enamoured and always chasing after uke who wants nothing to do with him anymore after having his heart broken twice). Karma seme (c26 for being such an arrogant jerk who hurt uke and now he’s grovelling at uke’s feet completely in love). Ignored seme (c26 whose texts and calls get ignored and unanswered). Constantly rejected seme (c27 obsessed seme goes to see uke at with regardless and confesses his love over and over until uke will accept him again). Confession seme again and again (c27 that too in public place at uke’s work place). Stalker seme (c27 our boy basically becomes a stalker not taking no for an answer and constantly chasing after uke). SUPER jealous and possessive seme (c28 shooting down a girl harshly who likes Uke by describing uke’s type as basically seme LOL). MAJOR POSSESSIVE SEME (c28 wishing he was taken uke back in high school so that uke wouldn’t have dated anymore else). MAJOR MURDEROUS JEALOUS SEME (c28 thinking uke is out on a date with someone else). More SUPER Jealous Seme (c29 unreasonable jealous anger seme over uke being asked out by a girl and being told uke is very popular with girls and seme angrily asking Uke if he’s gonna go out with them and telling uke it’s unfair to the other person to go out with them without knowing them which makes seme a giant hypocrite as he’s been doing that so he’s so jealous he’s taking it out on uke and admits he doesn’t want anyone else for uke). Possessive seme (c29). Proposal seme (c29 seme desperately asking uke to go out with him and date him). More possessive seme (c31 being happy that uke rejected this girl and thinking uke can only go out with him). Utter heartbreak seme (c32 when uke abandons him on his birthday never telling the shop closed down (relocated) when seme wanted to confess his feelings properly by proposing to uke with flowers and all). Crying seme (c34 from heartbreak aww). Seme confessing again (c34 passionately saying he really likes uke). Biting seme (c35 seme possessively biting and marking his uke). Possessive seme (c35 marking uke with bite marks). Dating (c35 officially dating finally lol). More possessive seme (c41 wishing he’d dated uke from since middle school so uke wouldn’t have dated anyone else). Erection seme (c41 when he fantasised about fcking uke). Tenting trousers seme (c41 it’s a HUGE tent that’s gone to the left side it’s so damn big!). Bulging trousers seme (c41). Mousou seme (c41 completely explicitly fantasising about fucking uke at the office and getting another erection which we don’t see as he hides it by crossing his legs). Erection at work seme (c41 horny mousou seme getting a hard on at work lol). Horny seme (c41). Erection seme (c42 horny having a naked hard-on in the shower because he’s still horny about uke). Big dick seme (c42 but implied from his huge tent in c41). MASTURBATING SEME (c42 horny seme thinking about uke in the shower and calling out uke’s name and cums a huge load all over). More wet dream seme (c42 seme again soiled his pants). Huge dick seme (c44 uke thinking how seme’s dick is so thick and long hehehe the better to make you feel good). Hung seme (c44 uke again thinking seme is too big and thick when seme says he wants to put it in). Erection seme (c44 still horny AF right after coming with his dick out all hard and thick wanting to jump uke’s bones but being denied lol). Blue balls seme (c44 being denied because he’s too big haha and not being able to sleep because he’s just too horny). Pitiful horny seme (c44 haha). Implied masturbating seme (c44 jerking off twice due to over-horniness). Living together (c45 pushy seme who had already got a new apartment in record time just to he can live with uke which obsessed crazy seme had already wanted and wished for since before they started dating haha). Cocktease seme (c45 seme teasing uke so uke begs seme to fck him because seme is dying to penetrate innocent uke). Rimming (c46 for 5 total panels with 4 where seme’s face is buried in uke’s spread legs and ass cheeks and 2 of his tongue licking uke’s hole; before seme said uke has a cute hole that pervert). Tokoroten fingerfucking (c46). Prostate massage (c46). X-ray innies fingerfucking (c46). Condom sex (c47). Tokoroten fucking (c47,48). S seme. Sex bully seme. Insatiable seme (c48 he kept fucking uke for hours with at least 3 used condoms). Sex beast seme (c48 fucking exhausted uke nonstop with at least 3 used condoms shown and still fucking uke after coming again without stopping). Semi bulging belly uke (c48 seme fcking a bump into uke’s belly). Possessive sex seme (c48 uke is absolutely LITTERED with love marks, hickeys and bite marks). Painful sex (c48 from being fucked too much). Stopping sex from pain (c48 uke had to shout it hurts because it hurt so much to be fcked so deep). Post-sex pain (c48 uke’s ENTIRE body was in pain due to possessive sex beast seme claiming uke; c49 again uke says his whole body hurts like back and ass). Jealous possessive seme (c49 not wanting to show his uke’s face on uke’s company site website so finding calculative ways to change that).
Seme is cursed and has bad luck whenever he dreams about the boy he coldly rejected the love confession back in high school 10 years ago (as he should). It’s almost like a curse where everything goes wrong and the last time he dreamt about that boy (uke) was last summer. Now he suddenly meets that boy now man by chance 10 years later.
The Third Ending