Itoshi no XL Saizu
UTD (read v2c4 +v1 chapters 5.5, 5.6 & 5.7). 18 full penetrative sex scenes (14 by end chapter vol.2,c01; 15th v2c2 missionary uke spread open and seme drilling half his giant cock lol; 16th v2c3 flashback of seme fucking uke and we see the penetration while calling uke’s name which initially I wasn’t gonna count but it’s explicitly shown so counting; 17th v2c4 missionary naked with uke’s hips off the bed then puts his whole weight on uke and folds uke in two; 18 v2c5 naked in bed missionary with seme sitting on haunches and uke’s legs on his shoulders fucking uke; countless times implied, at least 6x more times). This is so unexpectedly GOOD. Scratch that, amazing! One of those works that starts off looking like PWP porn but turns into SO MUCH MORE. My god! Seme’s major jealousy at c05-05 got major butterflies fluttering in my belly and major rhinos stomping in my gut. SEMESOINLUST&LOVE!! 2X Rimming (c02; v2c5). C04-05: I got wild butterflies and rhinos stomping in my gut from seme’s jealousy and possessiveness ughhh V2C2: Totally utterly smitten seme wanting to live with uke. Obsessed seme staring at his uke lover whole time while uke was being into seme’s family’s brewery organisation. I love how seme’s little brother, Shota is talking about how his big brother’s junk is famous in his hometown area for being so big hahaha! It’s like notorious lol! And asks uke if he knows who he’s dating as he heard he’s with someone who can take his big bro’s “giant unit” lol V2C3: I GOT MORE BUTTERFLIES FROM SEME’S SUPER JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVENESS OVER UKE when uke’s colleague from another brewery who clearly has feelings for uke comes to visit uke and is touchy feely and seme is jealous beyond reason and calls uke by his first name (something he only does when they’re having sex) and then possessively tells the seme type “thank you for taking care of uke” which is a super possessive thing to say hahaha! [cont] I LOVE other people POVs or retellings of a main couple’s love story through another POV in this case seme’s little brother talks about how his brother was basically madly in love when he came back to his hometown for his brewery training and was totally heartbroken from a breakup (with uke but it wasn’t a breakup but the fact that they separated for a year or so as uke wanted to focus on becoming someone) and that he had never seen his brother (seme) so broken over someone before and that he would act like lovesick and how it was so uncharacteristic as his Big brother was always so cool and calm before. Also asked his brother if his Dick fit as Shota (seme’s little brother) is pretty big himself and never had a relationship as he’s scarred of getting constantly rejected for his size just like his Aniki and it seems heartbroken seme decided to just get drunk looking at old pics of uke. And stalker seme is eavesdropping and dying of embarrassment in the corner haha V2C4: I love how seme just can’t keep his big hands to himself around uke, he shears has to touch him or something SO HOT! Seme displaying his natural alpha tendencies licking uke’s nape being lost in uke’s scent and saying he wants to eat him. Seme is such a natural alpha! Seme losing his mind over uke and how sexy and cute he is and can’t stop himself from always being all over uke. Seme is concerned because uke is too sexy and unaware of how attractive he is act is jealous about that haha Uke/SemePOV (c04). Kobayashi Tetsuya x Yamamoto Aoi. University students. Sake Research Society (university club). Virgin x virgin. Straight x straight. 20 x 20. Cohabitation (after mutual confessions). Handsome seme. Popular seme (with women). Tall seme. Muscular seme (uke mentions it). Ikemen seme. Good cook seme. Talented seme. Famous seme (for both his looks and big dick he’s even known around other city breweries for that!). Strong seme. Big hands seme (v2c3 I noticed it clearly here). Big feet seme (v2c3). Gentle seme (in sex). Cute uke. Sexy uke. Sensual uke. Pheromones uke. Popular uke (with both men and women but mainly men). Low alcohol tolerance uke. Lightweight uke. Uke attractive to men and women. Jealous seme (c04). Smitten seme. Affectionate seme. Devoted seme. Madly in love seme. Madly in lust seme. Possessive seme (c04). Confession seme (during sex and afterwards). Rimming (c02). Fucktalking seme (chapter 5.5 about how he’s gonna fuck uke with his enormous cock; how many thrusts and how deep). Extremely possessive seme (c04-05) who doesn’t want anyone to touch or talk to uke. Erection seme (c5.6 while he’s brewing sake and thinking of sex with uke and everyone notices the massive tent in his trousers and think how ENORMOUS it is). Tenting trousers seme. Extremely jealous seme (c04-05). Seme who says “I love you” over and over again during sex. Intercrural sex. Squirting uke. Seme had 14 girlfriends before uke but none lasted long as they’d scream when he put the tip of his monster cock in. Tokoroten uke. Condom sex. Barebacking. Jealous seme (v2c2 being jealous of the men of his family being all cozy with uke). Stalker seme (v2c2 following uke around like a stalker haha). Tokoroten uke (v2c2 fucking). Fuckktalking seme (v2c2 who always gives a play-by-play of what he’s gonna do and how uke feels). Possessive seme (v2c3 possessively touching and squeezing uke’s shoulder in front of his younger brother). Super jealous seme (v2c3 when uke’s colleague from another brewery shows up to visit uke and gets very friendly (clearly has feelings for uke) and touchy and seme possessively calls uke by his first name (something seme only does during sex) and tells uke to “come here” while looking very displeased and angry). Super possessive seme (v2c3 seme telling the other guy “Thank you for taking care of uke” which is super possessive). More Super Possessive seme (v2c3 holding uke’s hand behind their backs while uke is talking to the guy who likes him; then possessively touching uke’s waist in front of said guy another moment and taking uke behind curtains at work just to kiss him knowing uke is being watched by guy). MAJOR Jealous and Possessive seme (v2c3 frustrated that uke attracts others so easily and desperately wanting to leave his mark on uke to show everyone uke is all his and his only so proceeds to leave hundreds of hickeys all over uke’s body). Erection seme (v2c3 while marking and getting hot and heavy with his uke rubbing his pants erection in between uke’s ass cheeks). Tenting trousers seme (v2c3 Big hard-on rutting against uke’s naked ass). Obsessed seme (v2c4 seme is so madly in love with his uke the moment he sees him he can’t stay still and chases after him all the time so seme keeps following uke around all the time). Jealous possessive seme (v2c4 not liking that uke’s shirt collar is just a little unbuttoned and has to chase after him to button it up eh his big hands). Not shown explicitly Intercrural sex (v2c4 they did it but they didn’t show the actual act). Balls sucking (v2c5). Rimming (v2c5 seme eats out uke’s ass again missionary for 3 panels with uke telling him to stop spending so much time there as he’s about to come; they don’t show it explicitly as it’s anyways censored with the white strip but seme is licking below uke’s cock and balls so use imagination).
Hwang Young's Misery
Reading (read chapter ?). 1 full penetrative sex scenes by end c04. Skimmed 5 chapters. Based loosely on Misery.
Love History Caused by Willful Negligence
Reading (read chapter 66). (Read official scans for c28,30 and continue from c31 onwards but before & c29 only fan translations; also art for seme is COMPLETELY changed by the chapter 20s). ? full penetrative sex scenes (c64 jealous seme possessively makes uke suck his big dick again in the car; c59 (first physical sexual thing) forced blowjob, uke is forced by seme to suck him off and it’s all uncensored with big cock seme and it’s out of nowhere (there was no hint of sex to this suddenly like a 180 wow!); c51 first kiss uke kisses seme first and then seme fueled by both anger and desire pounces uke). The reason I’m on the fence about reading this is that for some reason there are two versions where the art is VASTLY DIFFERENT from one another… I have no idea why it’s like the artist decided to redo the whole work from scratch. Personally I don’t like it because the seme for example (and uke for that matter) look like two completely different person. While the uke looks cleaner and more cute in the second (more recent I assume) version, seme looks less masculine and kinda wonky, I preferred his more manly handsome earlier counterpart… But I love that while uke looks the cutesy type, he has a goal and he does it well. He’s got backbone from the getgo doing everything he needs to do impeccably (first rate manager) for his own purpose (revenge)! Hetero sex seme (c56). C05: Uke’s true motive to expose the shitty rotten person who is the famous beloved actor Lee Wooyeon (seme) is revealed, probably due to some past event that uke wants revenge for. The reason uke is so efficient, knowledgeable and perfect as manager is all the work he put for this day. Also, seme is a womanising jerk with a rotten personality for real but pretends to be this nice gentleman. C06: Not sure yet if it’s fake or real but POSSESSIVE SEME when uke was taking care of a crying girl child actor and the caretaker asked if uke could stay with her a bit until her scene and seme said uke is HIS manager and was moody with uke a bit (it could be a ploy to find a reason to fire uke but it seems real!). [cont] Cunning shrewd seme already knows from the way uke is that uke is lying about saying he’s seme’s fan. Seme says uke is the perfect manager as he’s intuitive to all his needs even when he wants space, this is why seme dislikes him, uke is too perfect as seme’s manager. Yet seme is still jealous and possessive that uke is taking care of another haha. C07: Flashback high school when uke’s close American (?) female friend Jennifer (Jenny) (a fat rabbit toothed blond girl) had a crush on seme who was a super handsome, popular, smart, gentle “Prince” and told uke about him. He was also a celebrated football quarterback (jock haha). Uke meanwhile was a sickly boy with congenital heart disease and had 3 surgeries by high school. Seme true bad guy personality comes out when we find that the previous good luck stone seme gave uke for safe keeping which uke lost when the film crew made him ride a roller coaster for a scene (uke always had a weak heart so he never rode roller coaster as that’s dangerous but even if he can now it’s still too much for him), turns out that seme was the one who took it and threw it away. It’s one of the “pranks” (trick) he does to have a reason to fire the managers in the past (generally he’d give him an important task or item for safe keeping, then steal it and have them blame themselves until they quit from low self esteem. Seme likes to destroy people from the inside like that. He just did that to uke and revels the horrible panic uke feels and thinks he can just fire uke. C08: More shitty personality seme who’s cussing out uke for trying to find the lost item (which seme took back in the first place) F-bombing uke but pretending to be nice and helping uke trying to find it. Seme is annoyed as to why uke whom he knows hates seme would go to suck lengths to pretend to help him if he hates seme so much. C10: Seme goes looking for uke and finds uke about to be raped by some men. C11: Flashback uke high school days (he mentioned in a previous chapter that he was an adopted Asian kid so I guess he grew up in the States or something?) of being bullied by some American white kids calling him “China”. At first, I thought it takes place in America but uke then moved back to Korea. But if both seme and uke were in the same place back in high school, does that mean that seme also grew up in the States? Hmm I’m confused. Because the current locations are Korean. I hate that it’s not clear because both MCs are Korean… Anyway, unsurprisingly the head bully (jock type Fred) was lusting after uke and tried to rape uke when uke said he was going back to his country and anywhere where that bully wasn’t while bully was like “bitch where do you think you’re going” and his friend Jenny saved him then by bashing that rapist bully’s head with a trophy lol … That’s how they became best friends. [cont] In present times, uke is about to be raped by some men again (I think uke is the honey trap type where he is seductive to men and seme men) and seme comes to his rescue. C13: Sociopathic seme was drilled to keep his impulses to hurt others in check as he can’t understand that on an emotional celebrity so memorised then as rules of society but when he looks at uke his deep urges flow back to hurt and bully. C16: Uke saved seme’s life (he rescued him from the frozen one as seme admitted to uke he can’t swim) after a fight with some hooligans (the same ones who seme saved uke from when they tried to molest uke) even though seme knows uke ages him so he’s completely lost as to what to think now but since then seme has become obsessed with uke even stalking him watching him sleep in the hospital at night and is super nice and gentle to uke as in wanting to get closer ans spend more time with uke. Since seme is a sociopath, maybe he wants to observe uke more closely to know why he saved him when he knows uke hates him or maybe seme became attached to uke because uke save him simply, not sure. C17: Seme being quietly furious uke is hiding something from him and thinking “tell me right now… I can’t even smash the back of his head.” And then thinking how disgusting it is that uke has such innocent eyes while trying so hard to deceive him. Seme is a freak seriously lol. C21: Flashback of high school where uke first sees seme. They’re in the same city in the States and uke realises that the Prince his girl friend Jenny is talking about is Asian but so totally different from uke. He’s tall, handsome, strong, broad shouldered, popular, and beloved even then. Seme looks absolutely stunning in his American football attire, so unattainable. C22: Seme is getting close to bewildered uke and invading his space over and being nice and nosy and kind much to uke’s discomfort. Seme is trying to dissect uke and his deep curiosity to dismantle uke is becoming obsessive. He enjoys bullying uke subtly and wants to mess up uke completely to enjoy uke’s misery. C26: Evil seme seems to become jealous and possessive when he sees uke being close to others. Like when he accidentally mentioned Jenny a few chapters back. When uke slaps away seme’s grabbing hand from uke’s wrist seme is very upset but pushes it down as they’re in public and thinks “stupid son of a bitch. I show some kindness and you forget your place.” C28-29: Uke met seme when they were both at the once-a-month Korean student association for high school students to reconnect with their Korean roots. I’m surprised seme doesn’t remember uke when he even spoke to him… Seme seems to have also grown up abroad just like uke (same place and all) and even back then in high school seme was very smart and talented and unlike uke who had a hard time with Korean language seme was flawless. C31: GOT BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLYYY!! Even if seme’s a trash seme psycho sociopath evil bitch who doesn’t care about uke and is just curious and cusses out uke in his head calling him all kinds of names and demeaning him on any given day, we still got SUPER JEALOUS SEME who after uke says he needs to see “Kate” (his house plant), a bit of the evil seme appears when he shuts the car door and with a cold look quietly asks (demands) who’s Kate. Then proceeds to grill uke like an interrogation (even though he keeps saying he doesn’t want to know anything about this idiot) indirectly insult and put uke down passive aggressively from jealousy (also thinking in his head that he can’t believe an idiot like uke lives with a foreigner). I love that even though seme thinks he wants to find a way to fire and get rid of uke his thoughts and actions betray his true feelings as he gets pissed even uke draws an invisible line that keeps seme away from uke which makes him want to push harder. Jealous Possessive Seme calling uke immediately after reaching home to come to his house for no reason but to read scripts calling over uke right after he imagined uke panting over some woman (jealous possessive seme). Seme admits to himself he wants uke’s time and loyalty solely for himself so possessive seme cockblocking uke (is what seme thinks even though uke has no one) so uke is with him instead of “Kate” (uke’s houseplant). Seme prefers expressions of pain and sadness on a person than happiness and seme is revelling in uke’s distress at his every action. Flashback to seme being diagnosed as a child with basically sociopathic and sadistic tendencies and how his mother worried nonstop saying seme has a disease in the head just like people do with their bodies. Even as a kid seme was detached and started observing people to copy their emotions as he didn’t feel any. C35: More flashbacks of uke back in America with Jenny and uke seeing seme at the Korean student association (how the centre became insanely popular and attended just became of gorgeous seme). I still find it extremely weird that seme doesn’t remember uke despite talking with him more than once. I would get it if they were in the same class but never spoke to each other or if uke had a drastic image change but that’s not the case. C36: I have a better idea of what happened between Jenny, seme and uke. It’s clear uke (whose American name was Peter and was adopted) started falling in love with seme after first first so much about him and the seeing him in person when his best friend Jenny who had a deep onesided crush on seme showed him to uke. Then by chance Asian seme turned out to be Korean just like uke and attended the same Korean student association and they started talking here and there. It seems something bad happened between delusional Jenny who had a mental illness (depression and bipolar and was also abused by her mother) and seme who set up a plan to humiliate her and she committed suicide (we know she’s dead now but uke was reading what is clearly a suicide note). Probably uke hadn’t believed Jenny when she said seme ruined her life so after her death and reading eye suicide note, uke was consumed with guilt and decided to get revenge on her years later by becoming seme’s manager and exposing his weakness and nastiness to the world. Uke is again swayed by seme’s fake kindness thinking maybe seme is actually kind but remembers Jenny and what happened and decides not to disbelieve her again. C37: Seme acts completely unlike his usual self as when he jumps in front of an angry horse on set to protect seme and get injured seme loses it wanting to burn everyone and snap the horse’s neck that hurt uke. He’s also cussing at uke but also cursing those that hurt him. It’s so unlike seme to care. Also, it’s clear and seme has realised that the problematic actor is the one who sabotaged the horse’s saddle and basically almost killed seme (uke in this case as uke went in the save seme, again). Seme is terribly perplexed as to why uke who he knows clearly hates him would keep saving him. C40: Turns out seme only became an actor to piss off his dad who had sent seme to Korea for “treatment” (probably due to his sociopathic disorder) but seeing as it’s perfect super talented seme well he became famous lol. But seme also admits to himself that he feels a strange never before felt warm sensation pervading from his heart when uke rushed to save him. SEME IS FALLING IN LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME WHICH MEANS UKE IS HIS FIRST LOVE HAS HAHA! C40: Though there were obvious hints, confirmed that uke has longtime unrequited feelings for seme as he thinks about how he fantasised kissing seme so many times. Seme makes uke kiss seme to show he’s serious as uke said he’d do anything for seme (c40). Men straight guy seme where after uke misters all his courage to kiss seme even falling in loves all over I with cruel seme, seme says he’s not into men act it was just a long so can’t kiss men and uke cries. C42: Flashback seme high school days of why exactly he came to Korea and became an actor. He a player from the opposing football team called teen star player seme a monkey waving a banana in his face and he completely lost the nice guy persona he’d tried to hard to hone and almost killed him ripping out an eye and totally lifelong inuring an arm and heavily injured anyone who tried to stop seme (he was like an ape gone ballistic) and ended the sports career of a highlt regarded prospect so he was shipped at first to a mental asylum instead of jail (due to his parents high status and money seme avoided prison) but when he horrified mother tried to make him understand how wrong it was to treat human life so poorly and seme saying he feels nothing for them and why should he and she realised she could do nothing to help and he was just born a monster, she slit her wrists to make a point but didn’t die. The father was shook enough to send him to Korea with a relative for rehab in the mountains but seme knocked out the grounds man and escaped to Seoul to become an actor to get back at his dad. C46: Reaaaally weird how seme does not recognise uke when he’s had personal conversations with uke and even congratulated uke on winning a writing contest and made it to the local papers (US). Meanwhile his best friend Jenny’s bipolar depression worsened and for the first time she totally took it out on uke saying he’s the reason why seme’s not replying to her letters anymore (uke was translating everything in Korean but the replies she was getting back weren’t his handwriting as uke has a secret onesided crush on seme since then and knew his handwriting from seeing it in the Korean student association classes when he wrote them on the board). C48: GOT BUTTERFLIES IB MY BELLY FROM SEME’S INSISTENCE FOR UKE TO SIGN HIS NEW CONTRACT OF 3 YEARS (seme wants uke around by his side as he’s becoming gradually obsessed with uke and gave him a crazy salary and all haha even though it’s not his money but his company’s lol). Also the face seme makes of cold murderous chill when president suggests uke doesn’t want to sign it SO HOT! Seme even a few chapters back bricked a shitty problematic coactor in the head dastardly from behind just because he was causing uke problems (that guy deserved it as he was physically abusing uke). C49: AHH THIS WHOLE CHAPTER GAVE ME BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM SEME BEING POSSESSIVE AND PUSHY WITH UKE TO KEEP HIM BY HIS SIDE! So seme still grills uke to sign the contract and gets annoyed and pissed when uke keeps putting it off and saying he needs more time to think and seme says “what’s there to think about, it’s super favourable in this industry, just sign it” but basically uke found out seme was the one who severely injured that shitty abusive actor (hitting him with a brick behind the head from behind) and uke took a picture that night intending to anonymously send it to ruin seme’s career to expose him for the fraud he actually is (well in terms of who he is) so uke has basically bought his plane ticket back to the States for next week so obviously can’t tell this to seme so tries all sorts of things seme hates to get fired like putting on dance music in the car (which uke knows seme hates with a passion; in fact uke pretty much knows everything about seme as he’s basically his stalker haha to gather info to crush seme but really also because he’s secretly in love with psycho seme) but it backfires as instead of firing uke seme grills uke about why he listens to music like that as he’s surprised and asks if uke goes clubbing and uke answers yes (he’s lying about everything to get seme to fire him after all) and seme instead invades his privacy by asking him where he goes clubbing and that they should go together. Totally different to what he would do normally with any other manager: fire them. This is DEFINITELY indirectly JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME rearing it’s ugly head. So seme is pissed in two fronts, 1) uke won’t sign the contract & 2) he goes clubbing unexpectedly. Seme forces uke to go clubbing with him. SEME’S JEALOUS ANTICS THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WAS SO HOT!! Uke escapes when asks them to go dancing after booking a VVIP room. C50: SUPER RAGE JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME! Uke gets hit on by a handsome blond foreigner seme type at the club and is so forceful and pushy and uke finally agrees to a drink as he realises it’s the easiest way to get fired by seme by doing irresponsible things but it’s goes worse as the man (a CEO) plans to take uke home to fuck him and even force feeds him a sex drug (probably ecstasy) by mouth. Seme comes STORMING IN and while he wants to PULL OUT THE MAN’S GUTS he has to stay clean and nice as too many eyes on him. Seme freaks out when he realises uke took a drug by the seme type man fed to uke by mouth. C51: SEMEPOV OF ABOVE SCENE AND SEME LOSES HIS MIND WITH JEALOUS RAGE AT SEEING UKE IN THE EMBRACE OF ANOTHER MAN and LOSES IT AND BECOMES HIS NORMAL YANDERE SELF when uke says he was force fed a drug by mouth. He tells uke never to give him mouth to mouth CPR with with lips he gives away so freely and let seme die instead (PSYCHO JEALOUS MUCH SEME?). Seme was losing it when uke wasn’t coming back from the restroom and went to every single VVIP room one after another looking for uke. Then when seme saw uke in another man’s embrace Seme actually wants to strangle uke himself for following a complete stranger and having drinks with him. Uke high in drugs cries and seme thinks uke is so pretty when he cries even though he says ugly people only get uglier when they cry. Also high as a kite uke kisses seme and seme angry and bothered kisses uke back passionately but FRENCH KISSES and then seeing uke blushing feels desire for the first time in his life (he has been attracted and has sex as an emotion but he’s never actually felt desire per se until now). [cont] OH SHIT THINGS ABOUT TO GET REAL AS AFTER THE PASSIONATE KISS UKE SAYS “Goodbye Phillip” which is a name no one knows in Korea!! Seme is utterly shocked speechless (uke has shocked him 3x times to seme who hardly ever gets shocked at anything: first hugging seme then kissing seme and now this). C52: SEME BACK TO BEING THE COLD MAN with uke after realising uke wa hiding a lot and being cunning under that innocent expression and seme starting to fall for uke. Meanwhile uke forgot everything that happened after he took the roofie… [cont] Straight seme is so freaked out at being aroused by uke in the last chapter when seme kissed uke back passionately and felt actual desire for someone for the first time in his life that he calls a sex partner immediately. Seme thought “I want to put my cock in his mouth” watching uke sleep so freaked himself out… SO HOT!!! C53: Psycho seme jealously calling uke while having hetero sex fucking a girl and saying he’s not feeling well knowing full well uke would come running. Seme was jealous thinking uke was with a girl named “Kate”. C54: [FLASHBACK HIGH SCHOOL IN AMERICA] How Jenny for humiliated at a party with some mean girls tricking her pretending to be seme (whose name was Phillip then; it’s his English name) and making her come to a party to throw cold water on her and uke accompanied her to be a good friend but knew something was wrong and knew seme never wrote the replies as they weren’t his handwriting). C54: [CONTINUATION FLASHBACK HIGHSCHOOL IN AMERICA OF HUMILIATION] When uke also humiliated and hurt that seme didn’t recognise him or care also lashes out at delusional Jenny who keeps trying to defend seme and the situation and finally snaps at uke saying he seduced all the men even that bully who tried to rape him (seme type Fred) who Jenny said uke got him hard just looking at him and then relating how she heard the soccer team condescendingly said if they had to fuck one of them, it would be uke, and Jenny continues to spit that seme changed her letters to humiliate her like this and uke also likes seme (which is true but uke never told Jenny), uke is hit deep. C56: SEMEPOV Uke quit in last chapter but here seme is stunned and shocked but let’s uke go and SEME IS FCKING PISSED AS HELL as he did a background check on uke and figured out some stuff which he hasn’t yet revealed but at the very least knew uke’s name “Choi Inseob” wasn’t his real name and all. Hetero sex seme (fucking a girl but chick is not shown). Seme’s career goes to shit when female reporter published some shit on seme (maybe about him being the one to put that actor in ICU). C57: PSYCHO SEME TRUE SADISTIC NATURE COMES OUT when he’s beating up some hooligans eh molested uke ans tried to kill seme by pushing him in the lake and torturing them cutting off their fingers with a shovel and beating them bloody to confess they were the ones to attack that actor and frame them. This is even after he finds out that uke was the one to make the call to tell the police that the actor was injured. Seme is not taking out his extreme violence on uke but then yet says in previous chapter he wishes he broke uke’s wrist when uke said he would leave. That’s literally the only reason seme is truly angry despite uke’s charade that seme is aware of, that uke quit. C58: JUST AS UKE IS TO LEAVE BACK TO AMERICA THE NEXT DAY CRAZY YANDERE SEME BREAKS DOWN UKE’S DOOR (seme isn’t even supposed to know uke’s home address as he’s never been DAMNNN) WITH A MURDEROUS LOOK ON HIS FACE CALLING UKE’S NAME (fake: Choi Inseob) WHILE UKE STILL HAS SEME’S PHOTOS ON HIS WORKBOARD (you know the ones cops, stalkers and obsessed people make to track down something or someone)!! AND SEME KNOWS EVERYTHING BUT WANTS TO KNOW WHY UKE DID AND EVEN SLAPPED UKE (JERK SEME PIECE OF SHIT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH UKE!!) AND HE GOES BUTS THINKING UKE WAS IN ON IT WITH THE GUY WHOSE IDENTITY UKE BORROWED BUT IN THE END UKE HAD TO SPILL THE BEANS ABOUT JENNY AND HER SUICIDE AND ALL BUT SEME GOES BATSHIT CRAZY SAYING IT WOILD BE MORE BELIEVABLE THAT UKE WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM AND GIVES 5 SECONDS TO TELL THE TRUTH OR HE’LL DRAG EVERYONE INVOLVED TO HELL! C59: UKE CONFESSES IT ALL (he’s Peter but his Korean name *is* Choi Inseob and just paid a guy with the same name to use his identity for a short while Ace that he’s from America and met seme there and about Jenny) AND PSYCHO TRASH SEME FORCES UKE TO GIVE HIM A BLOWJOB AND FACEFUCKS UKE! SEME TRUE NATURE IS OUT TO UKE NOW. Seme is pacified having uke suck his dick lol C60: UKE REALISES NOW THAT SEME IS TRULY A BAD GUY! Seme steals uke’s clothes to stop him from going back to America and makes him his manager again to watch over uke as he’s still furious with uke for his betrayal. [cont] YANDERE PIECE OF SHIT CONFINING UKE YET SAYS HE’S NOT INTERESTED (doesn’t get aroused) IN MEN’S BODIES AFTER UKE CONFESSES EVEN THOUGH HE MADE UKE SUCK HIS BIG HARD DICK WTF SEME?! ME TO PSYCHO SEME: Hey JACKASS! Who you kidding here?! YOU GOT A HUGE THICK CHUB WITH THAT BIG DICK OF YOURS GETTING HARD AS FCK HAVING UKE SUCK THAT COCK AND LAST I CHECKED UKE HAS A DICK HENCE IS A MAN HENCE YOU GOT HARD OVER A MAN BITCH!! LOLOL C61: Seme gives uke one month to convince him that he’s sincere or he’ll fck uke and the other guy whose identity he borrowed up. Threatening scary seme. Uke is confined and prisoner in seme’s home not allowed to leave. C62: PIECE OF UTTER TRASH SEME TELLING UKE THERE’S NO POINT IN ACTING LIKE A MAIDEN (hiding his naked body as seme only left him in a bed sheet and threw away all his clothes so uke wouldn’t escape) AS SEME WON’T GET TURNED ON WITH UKE’S NAKED BODY AND THAT IT’S A SHAME IF UKE FANTASISES ABOUT SEME SINCE HE LIKES HIM BECAUSE HE’S NOT INTERESTED IN MEN EVEN IF HE WANTED TO TRY IT YET TAUNTS UKE ABOUT UKE’S VIRGINITY AND SAYING UKE FANTASISES ABOUT SEME FUCKING HIM FROM BEHIND HEY SEME THERE YOU GOOD?? WHY GET SO DESCRIPTIVE WHEN YOU DON’T LIKE MALE BODIES YET YOU WON’T LEAVE UKE ALONE AND KEEP INVADING HIS PERSONAL SPACE DOESN’T HE GROSS YOU OUT? C63: GOT RHINOS STOMPING IN MY BELLY FROM SEME JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVENESS!! They both visit the shitty abusive actor sunbae (Kang Yeong-Mo) at the hospital who seme bricked in the first place (and who the shitty actor sunbae suspects anyway) and he keeps treating like shit and his errand boy and has uke help him pee in a bedpan and SEME FREAKS OUT (but only to uke when they’re alone saying uke’s fine with any man’s dick) and proceeds to indirectly threaten actor saying uke is HIS manager (possessive seme) when trash actor sunbae says he wants uke as his manager yet when actor asks if they’re like that (gay) seme completely acts like it’s beneath him yet has the gall to get upset when actor taunts seme that seme is afraid he’ll fuck his manager… SO WHY YOU SO PISSED THEN SEME IF YOU AIN’T INTERESTED IN MEN LIKE THAT HAAA?? C64: MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT FROM MAJOR JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE SEME ACCUSING UKE OF SEDUCING EVERY MAN (uke is seductive to other men since he was young like the high school bully the soccer boys and then the molesters in the bathroom that seme saved uke from and then that foreigner at the club that seme again saved uke from) and makes uke touch seme dick and make him cum saying touch me the way you touched him (“now do it. The way you did it to Kang Yeong-Mo (shitty trash Actor sunbae))” and when uke resists “you touched his dick yet you won’t touch mine even though you like me? (Seme anger)”). And seme gets so turned on enough to touch uke’s body and nipples and force uke to give him a blowjob again and swallow and then THREATEN UKE THAT IF UKE TOUCHES ANOTHER MAN’S DICK IN FRONT OF SEME SEME WILL BREAK UKE’S OTHER HAND! C66: MORE MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT FROM MORE SUPER JEALOUS SEME DUE TO UKE WHO IS SEDUCTIVE TO OTHER MEN AND SEME GETTING PISSED ABOUT IT. Uke gets hit on by a seme type photographer who’s shooting gorgeous seme but his eyes and comments are for uke. And SEME IS NOT HAPPY. C67: SEME WHO KEEPS USING THE “DON’T YOU LIKE ME?” Excuse to do whatever the heck he wants to uke and also uses that to force uke to have sex with him by forcing him to confess that he’s thought to having seme fuck him in his fantasies when uke sincerely said he never once thought those things and I believe, it’s only because seme is so horny for uke but his straight huh pride won’t let him be the one to admit to wanting uke that he wants uke to admit it first even though he’d be lying just so seme can stuff his cock in uke’s hole and DAMN WHAT A POTTY MOUTH FUCKTALKER SEME IS (he dirty talks nastily since he made uke suck his cock and even before (“I want to shove my cock in his mouth) and every time afterwards. Uke/SemePOV. Lee Wooyeon (Phillip Levin) x Choi Inseop (Peter). Actor x manager. Famous actor x newbie manager. Celebrity x fan (pretend). Beloved actor with no antis x capable manager. Reunion. Older seme x younger uke. 27 x 24 (26). Brown (black in new version) x blond (brown in new version). Straight x uke. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Cool seme. Tall seme. Height difference. Prince type seme. Big seme. Body size difference. Hunk seme. Sexy body seme (c25 even if he’s evil and a sociopath who has no emotions for people, man’s HOT AF, I mean look at that body!). Washboard abs seme (c25). Broad shoulders seme. Manly seme. Masculine seme. Cybergenics seme. Excellent sportsman seme (American football quarterback, basketball, etc). Athletic seme. Popular seme. Smoker seme. Beloved seme. Smart seme (c07 class topper back in high school). Nice voice seme (c07 voice as smooth as chocolate; mentioned many times since; c47 when seme hosted a late night radio program and it had crazy high viewership even on awards and school girls would fall asleep in class because they were listening to it so parents even protested as it became a huge problem) . Gentle seme (fake). Kind seme (fake). Playboy seme. Womaniser seme. Cunning seme (hidden). Seme who loves sex (c67 admits it saying he needs it). Insane sexy body seme (c68). Nice muscular ass seme (c68-69). Sociopath seme (c13 basically admits he’s one as he doesn’t get feelings on an emotional level and why he shouldn’t find joy in other people’s suffering and pain when he does so he tries to be a good guy to mask his lack of emotions but wants to bully and hurt uke). Bad personality seme (c07 we find out he plays with managers feelings and self-esteem by giving them something of his that’s precious for safe keeping (fake) and steal it when the time is right so they would blame themselves which is exactly what he did to uke and so enjoys uke’s torment). Cold hearted seme (c07 who doesn’t care about people’s feelings or even uke fainting but doesn’t want a bad reputation so is forced to look for uke who didn’t return). Evil seme (he doesn’t understand human emotions and feels more joy in people’s suffering and fear and sadness). Seme diagnosed as a child with sociopathic and sadistic tendencies (c31). More crappy personality seme (c08 whose inner self keeps cursing out uke and calling him dumb or stupid manager). Bully seme. Yandere seme. Two faced seme. Seme’s only flaw is that all his managers quit as seme likes to passive aggressively taunt them until they lose confidence and quit. Crazy main top seme disguised behind a gentle smile and kind closed eyes (c01 he literally beats bloody some anti who threw champagne at him; c13 throws a wrench at a car of drivers who tried to assault uke before). Constantly cursing seme (mainly in his mind but after he reveals his true monster self to uke he cusses ALL THE TIME). Potty mouth seme. Cute uke. Cutesy uke. Capable uke. Feckles uke. Droopy eyes uke. Crybaby uke. Seductive to men uke (he has always attracted men since he was a teen; enough that his best friend Jenny got complexed by it). Sickly uke since childhood (c07). Unrequited love uke (c41 confirmed he has feelings for uke but doing revenge hit his dead best friend who seme hurt deeply and drove her to suicide). Possessive seme (c06 when uke was taking care of a crying girl child actor and was given her responsibility by the child’s manager, seme said uke is HIS manager and acted moody). Racism (c11 uke facing racism I guess in America where he’s called “China” by white kids). Reunion as they met back in the States in high school at a Korean Association (c28-29). Jealous seme (c26 when uke gets close to another female actress that reminds him of chubby buck tooth Jenny, his best friend). More Jealous seme (c31 when uke says he needs to meet with Kate (his house plant), seme demands to know who that is and proceeds to put uke down passive aggressively from jealousy). Possessive seme (c31 calling uke away to come to seme’s house for no reason at all just so he won’t spend the night with his supposed lover (Kate is just uke’s houseplant). Sadistic seme who loves to tease, bully and torment little uke and gets pleasure from it (c31-32). Cruel straight guy rejection seme as joke (c41 seme mages uke kiss him to prove he’s serious about doing anything for seme only to say he’s not into men and it was just a joke and uke who took it so seriously cries because he’s fallen in love with seme again). Yandere seme who enjoys watching uke cry (c41 thinking uke has the most pretty crying face and wants to keep watching him cry all evening but felt something human enough to make him stop as uke broke his finger and almost died for seme). Indirectly jealous possessive seme (c49 testing uke about going clubbing as uke lied saying he did and seme grills him forces him to go clubbing). INSANE JEALOUS SEME (c50 when uke gets hit on by a blond seme type at the club). SUPER POSSESSIVE SEME (c50 pulling uke away and taking him away possessively thinking about smashing the guy’s face in and pulling out his guts (wow) and regretting coming to a club with uke). CRAZY MURDEROUS JEALOUS SEME (c51 at seeing uke in the embrace of another man and wanted to rip his guts out). Seme being freaked out at being aroused by uke (c52). More jealous seme (c53 psychotically fucking a girl while calling uke just because he thinks uke is with a girl too and saying he has a headache knowing full well uke would come running and see seme in his underwear with a woman). Jealous possessive seme invading uke’s personal space (c54 I love how seme approaches uke from behind and just leans his whole body into uke and says he’ll tell uke his weakness if uke signs the contract). Hetero sex seme (c56 woman not shown but moaning and half naked seme having sex with him thrusting is shown). Scary seme (c57-60). Crazy psycho seme finds out the truth and confronts and hits uke and goes batshit crazy Yandere (c58 breaks down uke’s door and all to find out). Yandere seme (c58). Blowjob (c59 seme forced uke to give him a bj). Big cock seme (c59). Face fucking blowjob (c59). Stalker uke (c59 confesses he was a stalker because he liked seme). Confined uke (c60-62 crazy seme confines uke in his home so uke is a prisoner with no access to anything). MAJOR jealous seme (c63 getting angry at uke when they’re alone for helping an injured asshole actor pee in the hospital bedpan and accusing uke that he can touch any man’s dick, hey seme I thought you weren’t gay or interested in men huh?). MAJOR Possessive seme (c63 telling shitty toxic actor sunbae uke is HIS manager and to leave him alone when actor says he wants uke as his manager). INSANE WITH JEALOUSY JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME (c64 accusing uke of seducing every man and basically being a slut so from jealousy making uke dick his big Dick again). POSSESSIVE THREAT SEME (c64 if you touch another man’s Dick in front of me I’ll break your other hand “). MORE JEALOUS SEME (c65 when a known gay seme type photographer clearly is attracted to uke, SEME IS PISSED AS FCK). Shitty seme who keeps using eh “but don’t you like me?” excuse to do whatever he wants to uke. Diagnosed sociopathic and sadistic tendencies seme dislikes being stuck with the same person day in day out (manager) which is why he cunningly has them quit by pretending to be a nice guy and playing with their confidence once he gets their trust and then seme will gently criticise their mistakes until they lose all confidence once they think they broke seme’s trust and ask to quit as they’re not good enough. Seme takes enjoyment from that even though he knows his perfect image is tarnished by this one known flaw, seme has so much fun he can’t help it. The longest record of a manager is 3 months and seme knows uke will quit before then. Uke who grew up in America became seme’s manager as a ploy to get revenge for seme hurting his beloved best friend, chubby blond hair blue eyed girl Jenny (Jennifer). Jenny was a troubled teen with bipolar disorder and depression who was abused by her mother but cherished uke after saving him from getting raped by a bully and whom uke also loves dearly. By c35 it’s unclear if she’s dead or alive but uke talks about her as if she’s no longer there. Anyway, seme uke and her all grew up in the same town and uke and seme went to the same Korean student association where he spoke with seme for the first time. Oddly, seme doesn’t seem to remember uke.
Onegai Sonnnani Kamanaide