Roses and Champagne
I dropped this halfway through then made it the rest of the way a few weeks later. About a lawyer and a russian mafia leader. ok until chapter 40 then got insane. Giving pearl boy. Most toxic relationship ive read so far. Do not underestimate this bl. Hope they happy or whatever. cute by the end. Here we go TW for just about everything including violence, gang violence, shooting, killing, gore, stabbing, threats against minors, suicide, injury, non con, sexual violence, stockholm syndrome, abusive relationships, poisoning, sex while gravely injured, top said i will kill you or me if we cant be together and he meant that shit. be warned lmao.
Pearl Boy
TW for non con, full assualt scenes, sex work against someones will, heavy violence, human trafficking, gang assualt scenes, unsafe bdsm, gang violence, blood, gore, and any type of sexual violence you can think of. This series is very dark. It actually gave me one nightmare lol, this is past my limit and now I know. Main couple is sweet, villian is downright awful. The most dramatic and drawn out intense bl Ive read i actually laughed its so intense. Ends up cute, questionable in morality. Really hot smut, main couple is cute so it has something. Also great art, style changes halfway through. About a guy who cums pearls and his hot bf.
Devils Line
So. This has an anime id love to watch, I found out about this from a patreon art I saw lol then read some fanfics then ive also read a few chapters (the sex ones). Im ngl I skipped most of this im hoping to understand more in the anime but its super long and not really my thing like devil hunting and all the drama of it. Its generally a dark art style, a little creepy. Theres like three couples in this, I like the main one they are very cute. Definitely monster due to they cant even do it or he will change into a demon and eat her. They do it in a lab with restraints so its safe. I like their communication a lot, its realistic in its portrayal of its world. Anime here we come! Lol
Love for Sale
So. Cry me a fucking river. Lord I am so upset. I wanted to read this for a super long time because of the sugar daddy thing. And it ended being like, dredging up every boy drama I have. The way the older guy ‘doesnt have opinions’ and cant really be there is such a phenomenon I have experienced with multiple men. The younger one getting more and more needy, trying harder and harder to get the love he needs is something I have been through and it is such a wrong and awful thing to go through. All the while your relationship isnt actually outwardly wrong, it is a subtle disconnect and distance someone puts on you, also making you hold everything together. This was a brutal read for about 50 chapters in the middle. It ends up good, he says he hates pie and yeah I cried. Im so glad he found himself and I hope that for everyone that does this, that they can heal from their hurt and seek true connection and love and state their opinions. SO BASICALLY most real angst ive ever seen, hot sex, service top sugar daddy, hot old man. Thats my hot cute bbygirl comfort old man. Super hot toy scene, best ever. Loves this so much, great great use of a beautiful art form. Validated me and healed. Slayed me the fuck up fr.
Melancholic Spiral
Didnt care for most of the story, but the disabled guy is HOT lol
Anemone Theater
So. I want to love this lol it has some great things, 1980s setting and aesthetics, good gay community rep, sweet characters, but lost me in the last like 20 chapters. It got im gonna say it. Got really pearl boy lol. The drama and trauma was stupid. The timeskip was way too long and didnt make sense, it got me in the end because to see a queer person take their life back and take hold is always nice. But it wasnt as satisfying as it should have been. It also was still wayy too drama, last side story was just porn and they didnt resolve the dad stuff, didnt resolve the other characters they had introduced. It felt so rushed. I loved it at first but no lol. Its a no unfortunately for like the whole second half. Loved the migraine rep lol. Tw for violence, blood, one non con scene, homophobia, pressure, domestic abuse, generally this isnt super dark but I wouldnt read at night. I dont think id reread this at all. The author is pearl boy I SHOULVE KNOWN DAMNIT LMAOOO THEY SUCK AT DRAMA LMAOOO IM DEAD
His House
Alright ok. So! I really actually loved this wayyy more than I thought I would. Art is ok sometimes, its an older style I generally hate lol. Its about a rental bf (now real bf) and a rich older man in a wheelchair. Really good rep and talk around caretaking in relationships, disabled people being pityed, and physical disability. Tw in this series for talks of suicide, some family drama stuff later on and a kidnapping got a little too drama, some attempted non con not by mc, and incest between uncle and nephew. The older guy did know it was his nephew the whole time, the younger one did not. Honestly the most real talks about incest and its real world implications ive ever seen. They said im already gay better do something else crazy too im like PFFT. I honestly really liked this, the writing held it generally so well. The time to reflect and process and the way the mc younger guy is so slay like he just knows. Lots of family drama at the end which I didnt like but anyway I do like this a lot. Incest is not a main point and doesnt come up until way later, although it is happening so tw for that. No smut either.
Unholy Night
Technically not blood related brother, on christmas, getting freaky. Thats really it idk idc LMAOO its lack luster.
Ookami wo Karu Housoku
Fated mate pair, one native man and a white man both werewolves. Tw for later on in the story had some darker themes like someone is trying to kill the mc and some guns, more drama than anything. Theres two slurs in this the r and the f one lol back to back. This is based off an american gay erotic novel like just classic 2006 gay novel written here about two were wolves I love that. Honestly dirty talk was fire, probably the best ive read although the sex scenes arent technically explicit like no parts are shown its still really hot. Little bit and his man ahhh I love them. A really good one!
Body Complex