I don't think I've ever kin(ed) a fictional character so bad before. All of Oniwa Asahi's thoughts are what's normal in mine. I struggle so badly from social anxiety that it's actually insane. I'm crying because I realize that I'm "acting" the same way Oniwa is with his friends. No wonder I feel so drained all the time. I'm always "masking" myself when I interact. I've never felt so seen in a manga before. No wonder why I can act out any scene. I've never stopped acting at all. I always overthink my actions.
That ending is diabolical.
Butai ni Sake!