cerı ❄'s manga / #⨾ Suicide(8)

Bound to Be Fools

Complete | Gahyun | 2019 released

Surprisingly, I managed to push through this absolute shit-show of a story. Gahyun truly fucked it up with Kangjin and Chisoo's relationship, but it's a realistic in the sense that it depicted what their relationship was lacking, which was trust. This roots from the fact that Chisoo's job doesn't allow him to truly love someone. It, understandably so, pushes Kangjin away. While what Chisoo did to Jungkwon was horrible, it goes over people's heads that he was raised to do the things he did, so it truly isn't fair that he got the short end of the stick. But what really made this a torture to read was how naive and absolutely stupid the MC was. His ideologies led to the downfall of his relationships, and unjustly hurt those around him. The Author also fucked up when it came to the story line; it's so messy that I found myself sobbing on the floor at 5 in the morning because of how annoying it was to follow. In the end, this is below a mediocre read. You cannot pay me enough to reread this.

Royal Servant

Complete | MasterGin,Chungnyun | 2016 released

A nostalgic piece that gets worse with every re-read. The way their relationship started out irks me, especially the dub/non-con scenes. The plot was messy, and the character development was half-assed and shallow, which ruined the readability of this manhwa. Still, since it was one of my firsts, I can't bring myself to admit that I dislike it.

Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory

Complete | Lee Geumsan | 2000 released

This is one of those sequels/ side stories that make you sit and rethink your original impressions of a character. I understand what Cha Wookyung did was unforgivable, and that Minho didn't deserve any of it, but the progression of the story, and the ending especially, just "fit" right in the sense that the elements were there. Their psyches are clearly laid out, which didn't make me question why they did what they did. I already understood. However, this story could've been more if the Author attempted to change the course of their relationship and progressed the story even slightly differently so that it could've been far healthier than what we got, or even by showing changes in their dynamics with side chapters.

What It Means to be You

Ongoing | Lee Bora,Ranyong, Ocean | 2000 released

A Tree Without Roots

Ongoing | LAPO | 2022 released

THIS SHIT HAS THREE SEASONS? FUCK MEEE, I HAVE TO MARINATE IT FOR LIKE TWO YEARS THEN i got spoiled and WHAT THE FUCKK