Niki's manga / #Psychological(31)

SPOILER There is an "official" couple - seme (Choi Yule/Yul-ah) x uke (Ha Kyung-soo). Yule is a psychopath. Kyung-soo is a very unfortunate being who gets raped almost everytime. Yule has older brother (Choi Geon) and sister (Choi I-Yeon). This family is obviously rich and full of messed up people. There is this other dude (Dong-hyuk) who loves Kyung-soo. THE WHOLE STORY IS FUCKED UP. Kyung-soo works at a convenience store and has a rather peacfull life. He gets attached to Dong-hyuk who is a regular customer of the shop. He confess to him and they start to go out. But Yule, who is CLEARLY a psychopath and Kyung-soo's ex-boyfriend, shows up, rapes Kyung-soo before Dong-hyuk eyes and takes Kyung-soo with him - basically kidnapping him. He fucks aka rapes him a lot - to break him. Then he is summoned by his family to the family mansion so he takes Kyung-soo with him. But Yule has a fucked up familly too. His older brother is messed up thanks to Yule - to the point when he rapes and beat up every single sex partner his little brother ever had just to make his little brother angry. Their sister is obsessed with her little brother. She even kidnaps Kyung-soo, when he got away, so he can be fucked by Yule. Yule managed to change Kyung-soo to an obedient sex toy at this point (basically) - he even used his brother's sadistic desires (he aka brother raped Kyung-soo and beat him up so Yule could see). Then he leaves the mansion with Kyung-soo. Kyung-soo runs away and meets Dong-hyuk who changed after witnessing the rape of the Kyung-soo by Yule. They start to go out but Yule shows up and takes Kyung-soo away again. Kyung-soo tries to distract Yule with his own body and sex so he would leave Dong-hyuk be. But in the end, thanks to Yule's brother, Dong-hyuk manages to get Kyung-soo back. The ending is almost a dead scene. Dong-hyuk takes Kyung-soo out so they can confront Yule (and his 2 bodies cause Yule is a psychoptah who can manipulate people and leads a gang). Dong-hyuk takes out a knife and helds it on Kyung-soo's neck telling to Yule that if he really loves Kyung-soo he would kill himslef cause if not he would kill Kyung-soo to free him from Yule. So Yule stabs himself. In the end they all are alive. Kyung-soo starts to work at the convenience store again. Dong-hyuk lives his own life. Yule meets Kyung-soo outside - and that's the end. I guess they got together again cause even though Kyung-soo got raped by 3 guys who were under Yule's orders in the past he still loves Yule for some reason... From chapter 71 it's the "What if" world. 71: What if Yule gets locked up in a mental hospital and Kyung-soo hooks up with his older brother. 72: What if Yule gets locked up in a mental hospital and Kyung-soo hooks up with Dong-hyuk. Chapter 73 is an epilog for the main story when Kyung-soo lives with Yule and Yule is trying to appeal to Kyung-soo. I can't really rate this... I didn't dislike it but I didn't really like it either. It's just... fascinating... in its on way.

now readind ch. 4 Don't remember a thing

Wow. Just... wow... OK. That's heavy and psychological as F*. Especially because the kidnapped guy's way of thinking is actually logical and practical. Story: A guy gets kidnapped by his high school classmate. They used to be lovers but he doesn't even remember it cause he tries to distance himself from others to the point where he doesn't remember anyone. He still thinks that everything is painfull so he avoids it. The other guy who kidpnapped him is still in love with him in his own weird way (he thinks he just want a revenge but at the same time he loves him). He keeps the guy in a warehouse he built himself, feeds him, rapes him, and again and again. By doing this he's trying to make him remember the past. Anyway there's a trouble with the kidnappers boss being bossy and it eventually leads to a breaking to the warehouse. They all got injured. The two main story guys then leave the warehouse and the kidnapped one ended up as a lifeless doll (in the chapter - 44). Now he's in his head remembering the relationship he had with the kidnapper (chapter 45 - 48). Now he's back from his mind and he remembers everything. The kidnapped one ended getting a blowjob from the kidnapper (ch. 49). In the chapter 50 the duo that attacked the fake warehouse are now after those two (the main "couple"). The chapter 51 is hella confusing - we go back to being broken - but this time they have sex and both want it. 52 - sex in a bathtub. Seriously not in the mood for Fu*ed up story right now. Read ch. 52

It's twisted and weird. Story: There are basically 2 couples (1 BL couple and 1 platonic love). Both involves just students. There is a student who is obsessed with filming others in what seems like BL situation (He's a fundashi) and posting it on a webblog. One day he gets a reguest from anonymous person to invastigate 2 guys's relationship. It turns out that these students are in bondage relationship. The fundashi records it but doesn't post it. The seme in this couple is fucked up and basically rapes the uke (at least it seems like it. Turns out the uke loves him back but... it's so f*ing weird man...) Anyway in the end the guys from the couple ends up together anyway. The fundashi is in a friend relationship wih his neighbor who is his childhood friend and has a crush on him.

This is... twisted... OMG... Ok. Story: Lee Shiwoo (Hyung) is a model, who looks realy confident. One day he gets a new manager. This manager is in reality a crosdressed guy (was looking like a female), who happens to be Shiwoo's childhood friend Yujin. They have sex the first night they've met - as a manager and the model. Actually Yujin has always had a crush on Shiwoo and Shiwoo liked him - even though as a little brother back then. Anyway they start being sex partners and everything is ok until Shiwoo's first manager Hyun shows up. Hyun's and Shiwoo's past: Turns out Shiwoo was raped in past by a CEO, Mr. Seo, which eventually lead to Shiwoo's playing around - he tried to surpress the trauma of the rape by sleeping with countless men. Hyun tried to help him back then by becoming a pair - so they started to go out. But Shiwoo wanted to see Hyun's emotional face so he cheated on him and planned it that Hyun would see them. Hyun got pissed and turned psycho. This eventually lead to Shiwoo being seriously abused (physicaly and mentaly). He was partly saved by his friend and a doctor Eunchan, who insisted that they broke up so in the end Shiwoo ran away. Present: So Hyun appeares and confrots Hyung (Shiwoo) during Shiwoo's birthday. This encounter messes Shiwoo's mindset so his relationship with Yujin slowly turned sour. Shiwoo starts to go to Hyun's place. Many times Shiwoo tries to break their relationship but Hyun eventualy snaps - beating the sh*t out of Shiwoo and even kidnapping him in the end. During this period of time Yujin feels hurt. Eunchan saved the day by talking some sense into Yujin. They eventually rescue Shiwoo from Hyun. After that Eunchan helps Yujin realise what hell Shiwoo 's been through in the past. Yujin and Shiwoo made up. Now Yujin was trying his best to make Shiwoo better. They ended up moving together. Still going - read ch. 83 (officially ended with ch. 75. Since then it's... basically just sex all over the place.)

A group of 5 students get kidnapped. They end up in some kind of building. Turns out one of them is in debt and they have to play and clear certain game to win a be free from the debt. It's a game where the "friendship" of the participants is tested. Lots of manipulation happens during the gameplay. One of the students, Yuuichi, killed 3 people in the past. The other, Tenji, has played the game before and is the one in debt - he purposely joined the others to the game so he could get his revenge upon a girl in the group (Shiho). Another male student, Shibe, is a rich brat, who was accused of killing his father (happens in the manga in the present time). Then there are 2 girls in the group. One, Shiho, is the suspicious girl (mentioned earlier). She is the daughter of a police officer who might be involved in this "Tomodachi game" and she is one of the administrators of the game (revealed during the present). The last girl, Kokorogi, is a sweetheart, apparently, and Yuuichi has a crush on her (SHE IS SUSPICIOUS AS F.... TO ME). They played some Tomodachi game for teens but because of a new debt 500M yen from Shibe they moved to Adult tomodachi game. Yuuichi managed to clear the first game with Kei's help (Kei is another kid from another school who participated in a round 3 of the teens tomodachi game on the opposite side than Yuuichi - Kei's team lost. Kei went nto adult tomodachi game wehre he met with Yuuichi again and teamed up with him after the 1st round). After the 1st round of the adult tomodachi game Yuuichi, Shibe, Tenji and Kokorogi teamed up with Kei. The 2nd round is divided into half. The first round of the 2nd round takes place on a ship. Yuuichi managed to deceive everyone and win everyone's money so his team is super rich now. In the ch. 67 the 2nd half of the round 2 starts. They have to run away from "money zombies" (people in debt that are desperate) until only 5 of all participants remain. But the catch is that there are 3 ships and every ship had 4 teams with 1 team having 5 members. Also it seems that someone from Yuuichi's past is a member of Tomodachi game management. read 73

A dude and a girl are working as bartenders. The girl has low alcohol tolerance and the dude can drink only tears. He connected tears with a feeling of warmth in his head. Now he survives thanks to IV packs (Maybe that's how it's called - they are these bags full of clear fluid with something chemical in them that keeps you alive during a hospital stay. You get the bags attached to your skin by a tube and a needle of a syringe). The girl starts to be interested in him so she lets him to drink her tears.

This might be even worse than Warehouse... Ok. A male student is bullied. He stopped going to school for a whole year. He got beat up even at home so he was suicidal. One day he goes to a store to buy instant noodles but get kidnapped there by his classmate. This classmate has a crush on him (he's obssesed with him). He even kidnapped his bully and raped the Guy before the guy's (the kidnapped one) eyes - in the first room. Then he (the kidnaper) proceeded to take the kidnapped one out. Turns out they Are in some big building with lots of doors And the kidnapper is planing to take the kidnapped one through all those doors (And rooms). In the first room - the rape of a bully In the second room (ch. 7 - ) he met a girl he doesn't know. And the kidnapper entered the room with a knife but left soon after (ch. 8) with the kidnapped one and took him into a room across the hall where he handcuffed him to a bed. After some yelling and stuff the kidnapped one pisses himself so the kidnapper takes him into a distant bathroom to wash him. And he fingers him in the tub (ch. 11). oh and during that "yelling and stuff" it turns out that the kidnapped one lost his memories just as the guy from the Warehouse... Yeah. And in the ch. 12 the kidnapper fucked the kidnapped one... Ch. 15 page 33... WTF? Why is there a chef?. Ch. 16 Ok WTF?!!! Ch. 19 He tries to escape but gets hit in the head. Just a question: Why didn't he try to kill him? Like strangle him? Ch. 20 whipping Ch. 22 the girl is a guy in girl's uniform. And in ch. 23 they make up - even kiss each other... Yeah. The kidnapper will be sooo happy... And then in ch. 24 they had sex! Wow they're so screwed. Ch. 25... This is getting really interesting Read ch. 32

This is so fu*ing creepy Story: A dude works at a company. He lives alone and yet everyday he has a dinner set up just for him. He has a stalker who instaled cameras in his house, he buys him stuff, he cleans his flat - he basically takes care of him but he never showed his face to him. However the stalker became more invasive. He met the dude but he wore a cap and a hood. The dude didn't approach him - he's stressed as hell and din't really do much about the stalker. In ch- 30 he finally somewhat attacked the stalker (who is living with him since few chapters back. Oh and they have sex/rape). After the sex happens the stalker goes his way thus leaving the stalked one alone. the stalked one is getting more and more frustrated and lifeless at the same time. He calls another dude (who is the stalker's relative or even twin I guess) and requires some help. So they decide to somewhat switch the roles for them - the stalked one turned a little violent and kidnapped the stalker. Now hes holding him tied up on a chair in his apartment. he released him few day after that - cause he couldn't sleep, that guy was moaning. Anyway they actually start to feel for each other I guess??? Then end up together and they probably moved out. It's a little confusing, 35.3 - ...Ok. Read ch. 35.7

WOW! This is crazy! Ok. Story: A dude, Clark, works as a reporter. He has a hobby - he investigates rare cases and then makes files just to keep them. He has a friend who is a psychiatrist (+ they were lovers but the broke up). This psychiatrist has a new patient he has a crush on. The thing is that this patient, Alex, is a serial killer. The psychiatrist wants to help Alex so he contacts Clark to interview Alex - he thinks that talking to another person will somehow make him better. So Clark accepts (cause he's kinda empty inside) and goes to Alex's place. They end up in a very strange reletionship, where Clark tells Alex that they're just friends but they're basically lovers (except that Clark doesn't even like Alex, he just finds Alex amusing cause Alex kills only people he's in love). Some time later shit hits the fan and Clark want to get out ASAP (Alex murdered someone so Alex has something to talk about with Clark). But Alex, feeling depressed, starts to rely on the psychiatrist again (Clark's only friend and ex lover). Alex eventually kills the psychiatrist, cause he's jealous of him being Clark's friend. With these news Clark starts to somewhat panic (but he attended his friend's funeral). Then he decides to kill Alex so he goes over to his house. He got in and there he was "attacked" by Alex - he ust drugged him. When Clark'S woken up he was chained and locked in a room where Alex kept his "trophies". Alex was with him there almost all the time - trying to convince Clark that he loves him. Clark managed to talk Alex into releasing him and then he fu*ing stabbed him! So Alex died + Clark told him (while Alex was dying) that he just happens to hate him enough in order to kill him. Clark then set the house on fire - to destroy the evidence. So Clark remains free. The only other person besides Clark ho knows what had happened is a detective - Clark told him. And that's the END. Read ch. 53 (the end)