zyzell's manga / #Psychological(6)

i dare say that beyond the constance of grief and heartache, oyasumi at last leaves an encouraging message: don't flee from reality, but face it. the past and all its contents constitute a part of the ego which no longer exists. try being a passive consumer of life and have a taste of punpun's world. p.s. i love you aiko. i am so incredibly apologetic to you, who deserved endless solace. you are irresistible. i am sorry.

after having loved each other for this long, is it easy for them to forget? and to deny communication, succumb to the notion of having fallen out of love? unfortunately none have the ability to traverse through time. i am disappointed that a few youthful memories rekindled whatever they'd temporarily lost.

haha.. why is the afterword so well written..?the og plotline can't compare. i am resentful but always jealous. truly, i could feed off of 2 chapters alone. the things i'd do to have taehyun for myself. he's just like me fr. codependency is so attractive.

magic doesn't only lie within juvenile tricks. it's the way minhyuk appeared before the purest of strained hearts and liberated all (and himself first) from the bind of, as they call it, 'an inflexible, unforgiving, stereotypical asphalt' and the misgivings this caused them.

(spoilers) jinsol's character brims with brilliance. he's always been compassionate despite never having been given room for understanding and self growth, and he'd been confessing to saegye regarding deceiving him for the longest time. he hasn't been at fault and although he refused to acknowledge his own sagacity and emotional prowess, he'd been respectful to saegye, the one he subliminally needed for completion.

a figurative display of the negligence of psychiatric illnesses. seongbin and yeonghwa's situation saddens me lots. (major spoilers from onwards) never once did i change my mind about how fond i was of yeonghwa's extremity, mania, wits and indomitable will. she's always acted in whichever way was true to herself. she's critisised cus she's incomprehensible by societal norms and ethics, but make no mistake, she never drove those girls to their deaths cus ultimately they refused to accept the reality they lived through. neither of the siblings had knowledge of the severity of their condition at the time of their initial crimes, and especially to themselves. otherwise, maybe poor seongbin would have been more cautious of his dosage. had he not been denied help, maybe he'd have had a chance to experience humane emotion in greater depth. he wouldn't have had to kill himself and others.