Okane Ga Nai
2000's fragile, weak, dumbass, cute, stupid ass, kind bottom toxic, possessive, "not-gay-but-he's-special", yakuza, motherfucker top bottoms has a debt, he can't pay it. top takes him with the deal that he can pay the debt with his body. that's it. that's the whole story that has bEEN SINCE 2000. ________________________ i dropped this after many years. i can't. how did 14 me read this and re-read this many times? i can't, it's just SO DRAINING THAT THE SAME THING HAPPENS AND HAPPENS AGAIN. LET THE BOTTOM GET WITH THE TWIN OR SOMETHING. PLEASE. I LOVE THE TWIN. LET HIM BE HAPPY, FUCK!
Acanthus
mc was abused by the chairman of his orphanage. he grows up and wants to get revenge by going to trial, but then the chairman dies and he's left with nothing. then, dude from his previous work (prostitution) comes back to influence him to get revenge against the chairman's son. _______________-- the mc is not likable. he didn't grow on me, because he... has no personality? he has trauma, and even worse when the culprit is dead. but, he just didn't serve as a good character in any way. the other characters were meh at best; the art was cool and the whole story seemed pretty solid. but everything seems so rushed, and i can't read with a mc who doesn't have a personality, is a pawn for another person or just can't think things clearly. for being calculating how to get revenge, homie doesn't fucking ANALYZE. dropped his ass.
Kiyoku Tadashiku Utsuku Shiku
an omega is born in an alpha family, and he is hidden away from all eyes. he meets top when they are children, who is an alpha and has been told omegas are lowlife. after saying to the omega he doesn't want anything to do with him because of society's opinion towards omegas, they depart, but alpha never forgets him. until they meet again, and the once innocent, pure omega turns out to be a mere prostitute nobody -loves. __________________________- first, im a sucker for societies who see omegas as nothing because is a good angst, but this one was pure shock value, unfortunately. this work was so fucking sad. i can see how people don't like this because of the shock scenes, so i get it. the plottwists were decent, but i think conflicts were so fast, and included character after characters to create more trauma for the protagonists. honestly, our two protagonists were likeable, and the soft end they got was nice. although i think a lot of things were for shock value (like the fucking dude that came from nowhere and was a fucking pedo because the family allowed it), and it could have been developed better or just be... changed. it was really depressing, and it's not that satisfactory but i liked the ending. i mean, the alpha had sex at the beginning but seeing the manga ending in such a sweet way was nice. i hated the sister, the dude, the grandma, the mother... it was a bit irritating for them not showing any repercussions, but i guess many times there is no justice. also, i really believed there was going to be murder, lmao, because i would have done it. also, the classmate small arc was just weird as hell, and i honestly didn't see how that helped the characters nor the plot. either way, if you are not that easy to shock, i recommend it, although it has some cheap shock value. "i was born to meet you, but this life doesn't want us to be together."
Tadatada Suki to Iu Dake de