buttcruncher's manga / #would revisit(35)

i feel so bad for the older bro, he took so much responsibility and shouldered a bunch of misplaced blame and tried to distance himself from it, all for his younger bro to strongarm his way back into his life. sometimes love needs stricter boundaries, looks like the older bro couldn't help but give into the younger bro's needs, no matter how messed up and twisted it was.

fun read, felt like the author was mirroring the story to sudou's. makes sense since they're both serializing bl

i adore keita

oml you really can't judge a book by its cover, the art is shounen-level of beautiful and the farrkhan (the uke) is hot af. the cover still looks hot but it's ojisan hot and he's not farrkhan

uke is such a babygirl but the seme has boundary issues still cute

love their relationship, salty bc i really wanted the side couple's story BAD and author did not deliver can't even tag this properly bc the side couple emerged for a page towards the end of the main story

leans a little too bara for me, wasn't prepared for a yassified tony the tiger

mc and ml cross paths again after many years pass. it turns out they both have feelings for each other. mc has a job as a salaryman but it has absolutely zero bearing on the story. ml wanted to be a police officer to get validation from mc but i honestly also don't think it has any bearing on the story. ml's dad was accused of being in an affair but my terrible reading comprehension couldn't figure out if that was a smear campaign or if he actually did cheat, and how that has any bearing on the story?? none of it was really used to push any actual story forward, it's ultimately just two dudes finding out they both had feelings for each other in a very unhealthy manner. having a crush on a much younger kid in fiction doesn't sway me anymore, at least he knew it was inappropriate and distanced himself from it, good for him. the ml is a hot mess tho, he projected all of his issues onto the mc and took his feelings out on him.

only 4 chapters but the pacing is super tight! so far the gwanggong stories have been decent in this one the top schemes out a way to get with the bottom (respectfully, mind you. he wouldn't lay a finger without consent, bless him.)

i'm actually not sure if this is complete (edit there's a side story). tagged bc living in a zombie apocalypse even if you found a way to survive is depressing af. the dynamics itself is actually a pleasant curveball, i remembered cringing when i saw the panels on ig