NoLongerHuman's manga / #Psychological(23)

This was one heck of a rollercoaster. VERY HIGHLY triggering, pain inducing manhwa. Read again at your own risk but still, it helps in a way because it's like you're able to see your situation from an outsider's POV. Finished within 2 days until May 21, 2023 when I'm so down in the dumps and it made me want to kill myself all throughout. ANOTHER WARNING ️ BE CAREFUL if you want to read again. If you're in a proper mental state, I guess it can be a guilty pleasure and if you want to mentally punish yourself then read it idk.

The usual omegaverse with rape in it but I still love this one because it has psychological themes (aoi - omega has traumatic past). I kinda relate with aoi of trying to dominate bc of trauma so that adds to my rating. AND finally, it's cute and fluffy towards the end because nanjou (alpha) is sweet and caring? to aoi. I'm a sucker for fated mates in omegaverse (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ

First story is weird because Takuya fell in love with his yandere stalker Yuto. Full on sexual manipulation? (Forcing) basically his brain got high from having so much sex with his stalker ceo bf. I guess kinda mind break for first story. As for the second story (Jun x Yoshi) there's rape too of course. But I think second story is better even if it's shorter because atleast there's no mind break there. And the seme is sweet and helpful to uke unlike in first story, seme is only a sex crazed maniac and incredibly fucking possessive and controlling (looking at you GPS tracking).

Very mature themes, quite triggering

FUCK, THIS IS A MASTERPIECE! I just finished binge reading this and I CAN'T! This manhwa had a rough start, toxic, rapey (almost half of the story are all sex), and angsty but it turned towards the latter part UGHHHH The toxic alpha seme had a redemption and it was so good If only all the toxic relationships in ABO were like this HUHUHUHU the happy family ending FUCK, THIS WAS ONE HELL OF A ROLLERCOASTER

I dislike the characters so evil and manipulative to Joon. I feel like they're only using and toying with him. This is highly psychological and triggered me so badly.